Friendship with Forbidden Love
Worrying
"Mas?!" Nadifa said as she rose up to lift her body slightly to be leaned against the bed rest, while raising a blanket to cover her plain chest because of Galih's actions a few dozen minutes ago.
Galih took advantage of Gifali's sleep time, to invite his wife to exercise in bed with him, earlier this evening.
"Hmmm," Galih waited for what his wife wanted to talk about, the glare of his eyes fixed into the screen of the iPad.
"I'm still afraid of actually taking care of Gifali," Nadifa paused for a moment to take a breath, "I'm afraid I can't take care and educate him well," nadifa's eyes immediately looked at the window of the room that was still not tightly closed, making a little snapping sound heard due to the friction of the wind and windows.
Galih turned his head, stopping his gaze that had been focused on looking at his iPad. His hand was stretched out to stroke the haircut of his wife who had fallen apart earlier, because of their love struggle.
"I also had a rich feeling at first, but if other people can educate and take care of their children, why don't we?" Galih gives encouragement to Nadifa.
"I'm still afraid to bathe him, I'm still confused to see him cry," Nadifa whimpered sweat.
She realized how tired she was to be a mother. His desire is always poured out in prayer when gathered to embrace God.
"In the beginning of your marriage, I still feel anxious and anxious, afraid that you can not live, happy you, and educated you to be a good wife. But along the way to get married, the thought was self-destructing, even if it was-" Galih gave a brief pause, "You've been misguided, because of my attitude, too, maybe I'm less assertive with you," Galih revealed a long story that was still present in his mind. He will always remember his wife's story with Malik.
"Udah ah, we have agreed not to discuss it again. You're actually sincere yet I'm sorry!" Nadifa clucked in annoyance, then she stretched her body to look at the lamp that was now highlighting the two of them with a sparkle of light.
"I'm sorry for you, for God's sake. But yeah, I have to keep taking care of you, so you don't repeat that." Galih kissed Nadifa's bare shoulder without a cover.
"And I will also always remember you, so as not to be stuck again to confess the third marriage..fifth,"
Galih laughed out loud.
"That's not hard, Mas, if Gifali wakes up. I'll bother again, half dead woo him to want bobo,"
"Now, I'm so scared!" Galih embraced his wife spoiled, while continuing to swipe his wife's cheeked head.
"Mas?!"
"Two days, I'm gonna have to get in the office, keep going..."
"When did you meet Malik?" Swipe snatching fast while slacking.
"Awwww.sick," Galih complained when Nadifa pinched her tight because of her not-at-all-funny plunge.
"Dengue dong..!" Nadifa stopped forcibly fingers Galih fingers that had begun to stir every part of the skin attached to his body.
"Yes!" The jar speaks right in the ears of Nadifa, issuing a sensation of air expanding to again increase the arousal in their bodies.
"Mas!" Nadifa hissed irritably, her voice shrill a little, she was furious because Galih was not concerned in listening to what he wanted to say.
"Kok's angry? usually you are cuddled with smiles if I am rich again gini," Galih continues to move his hands to go through the twists and turns of Nadifa's body that he wants to massage.
"Mas, I'm serious !" Nadifa again shrank her voice.
Seeing his wife could not be invited to compromise, he also released his embrace revoking his fingers and returned to his original place while looking at his iPad again.
"That's right! so it's males she admits," Nadifa sewot again.
"Otherwise it's my fault, you're the only one whose emotions continue to carry it," Galih re-shifted the Ipad screen with his hands.
"You ah, I bete!" Nadifa also tilted her body back to Galih, she continued to look at the baby box that was supporting the body of Gifali who was asleep.
Nadifa only feels anxious and afraid if she is not actually able to be a good mother for Gifali, to face the cry of Gifali who is still a baby she has not been able to, he said, what if Gifali has grown up and knows the authenticity of their relationship. This is all really draining Nadifa's energy and mind.