Friendship with Forbidden Love
Silences
Last night's quarrel made Galih choose to sleep in the workspace. Spend time by looking at the computer screen last night.
He left his wife and son alone in the room. Be grateful that Nadifa slept well last night without any fuss from her two children. He did not vomit and Gifali did not whine.
Opened the door of the workspace slowly, Nadifa half peeked and then spread as new as she felt right her husband was here. Galih fell asleep leaning her body on the back of a chair, with several cups of coffee as well as leather beans strewn across the table and some falling to the floor.
Nadifa was currently strong, she was no longer crying. He no longer needs to run away like before because now he knows, that a slow house of the sea will pull over to stop sailing and will return to sail to be ready for the waves.
Where the ability of a wife to accompany the husband, and so does the husband to a wife.
When the ijab qabul has been proclaimed, it means that we must be ready to accept all the shortcomings to be used as an advantage.
Your husband is not your angel who is free from error, and your wife is not your angel who is free from lack.
Nadifa stroked the body of her husband who was asleep, she looked at the face tightly. Looks like sadness veins are widening there.
"This is the body that he always used to seek Lent, to support me all this time. How could I have betrayed you, shared love with Malik ! it's only natural that you're angry, hateful and continue to suspect me. Because I know love is not to be shared, and you were disappointed when I shared it with Malik!"
"When you have your hands, you too will betray me with the Gita, marry her and impregnate her. Is my sacrifice of living with your second wife, receiving you back and taking care of your child with love without choosing from me, not enough for you to forgive me as I forgive you?"
Nadifa continued to moan, but she did not cry. He will not be rash to look for a commotion again, there is Gifali who he loves and there is a baby who is being conceived in need of the affection of the father. Of course Nadifa would not be able to live apart with them.
"Mass?" nadifa said slowly shaking her husband's arm. "Well get up, he says he's going to work?"
Calamit instantly wiped his half-sleepy eyes.
He was silent for a while, only to be reminded of his words that will enter work today. He has asked for leave until today.
He was still angry, he was still disappointed !
Hour passed. Galih had gone with his office clothes, ignoring himself at every wife's greeting. He left without breakfast, without a kiss on the forehead as an introduction to the departure of activities as usual. Even the pain does this, but he is only a human being who is contracting with his instincts and mind. Sometimes he trusted firmly the wife and wanted to hug and kiss her affectionately, but he again remembered the words of Dawn that so hurt his heart.
Though he had forgotten how the heart of Nadifa when he knew that he had impregnated and married Gita behind his back and willing to accept sincerely and love the children of their relationship.
Nadifa can only see her husband figure from Bali window curtain while breastfeeding Gifali in her next door. The figure of the husband who from yesterday has made him the luckiest wife in the world. Then turned into a wife who suffered the most in an instant.
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Galih continues to accelerate the speed of his car, he drives with a feeling of indeterminate direction. There is a feeling of regret because they have come out of the house without meeting with the wife first. Even his lips felt like they were dry when he did not kiss Difa.
He continued to press his gas pedal through the winds around the middle of the road. He turned his car's steering wheel in the opposite direction from the road that he had always been on.
This time he did not drive his car towards the office but to another place that could take him to think clearly of the problems he was facing.
Hopefully Galih is no longer going the wrong way.
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