
“Masyaallah, it turns out that giving birth feels like this. But it still feels more painful than the reason you exist, son. Bismillah, whatever your reasons are, Mama will do her best!” inner Love.
Giving birth without a husband even just the side of family and close people, Love feels it. He went through the hard times himself. Love struggles, risking her life to give birth to her fetus which is predicted to be fraternal twins. The baby that Love gave birth is threatened prematurely, given the age of the fetus that is not enough.
The first baby is female and can be born in a normal way. However, the other baby and should be a boy, does not want to be born normally.
“Mother, if left this way, the baby or the mother can be in danger. This is a real mom, there is no family, what husband can be contacted?” sergeant Midwives try to give Love understanding as well as direction.
Between life and death and anxiety to the fate of his children, what the midwife just said really made Love mentally shaken.
“When I was a baby, the reason my mom died was because my mom was killed by papa. Yes, now my children also have to be orphans very early, like me? O Allah, please give the servant a chance to be a parent to the children of the servant. I know what it's like to live without parents. It feels so painful. Pain that can never be treated, although happy from the same thing the other party has already got,” Inner Love until this second still covers his face using a veil, the, although the veil was also wet with sweat mixed with tears.
“Do your best, Madam Midwife. I have no husband or family. My husband is dead, while I live a kara!” love is helpless
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“Good then, Mom. We will do our best.” After saying so, the midwife immediately rushed off.
Love was forced to be referred to a large hospital and to be enlarged. Fatally, the second baby that Love gave birth and is indeed a male sex, amniotic water poisoning.
“Premature and amniotic water intoxication? Yes Allah, ...what other trials is this?” inner Love is still helpless after giving birth to two babies with different processes at a time that is only a matter of hours. “I can't possibly say ‘do your best again’, while I just don't have much money. But if I don't do it, the lives of my children, especially my son, .. threatened.”
“What should I do?” that is what Love keeps asking itself, in the midst of its limited time. Though again, her mouth as a mother said, “Do your best, Sus! Please heal my son!”
A mother will be hurt first, and will be hurt very much, when her child is injured. Because a mother is like the outer shell of her children—iya, Love really is feeling that assumption.
“Good, Mom. But please, while being taken care of by his administration, yes. Mother enters the public line without a guarantee of fees. So, this is the process later like this,” explained the sister who did it very patiently. More than just breathing, now Love until having to use the help of an oxygen hose.
“That I'm afraid is really happening. The fee I have to pay is very small, especially the cost for my son who is amniotic fluid poisoning. And at a time like this, I really have no other choice,” isak Cinta so teary-eyed.
The reason Love felt so sad and devastated that he could not not not cry, is none other than because he remembered Sham. Sham and all the coercion that man did until Love ended as it is now. However, Syam is also the only one that Love can rely on.
In his wallet, Love pulled a business card that at that time Love found tucked in his gamis. The name card that Sham threw into the face of Love, after the man deliberately revved up the sanctity of Love.
“This is all I can hope for. I hope the number is still active. And may he be kind enough to borrow me money that is not small, for my medical expenses and also the treatment of my two children.”
Love is forced to contact Sham and it makes Love remember their past which is far from good let alone beautiful.
“ ... It's better you marry me than you be a bully!”
“You must marry me!”
All these words of Sham continue to adorn the memory of Love. Speech that also makes Love afraid. Although for this time, the fear that Love feels is also accompanied by revenge.
Love's heart beats faster when the phone is finally connected, and the cold voice of Sham is immediately greeted.
“H—halo?” From across the street, Sham repeated his greeting.
Hard work Love strengthens himself to dare to face Sham, for the sake of his children, especially his son who is amniotic poisoning. However, he had not been able to reply and indeed there was still no sound that his tongue produced just because he had been traumatized to Sham, from across the Sham had cut off their phone connection.
“Yes God, I should be able to. My children's lives are at stake!” screams of Love in his heart. This time Cinta called Syam's number.
“Halo?” sapa Syam is really cold. “Five seconds still, I blocked!”
“I-this .. i...!” love is heavy and reflexes close both eyes.
Different from before, this time Syam did not immediately respond. Until Cinta took the initiative to say, “I—please. I need your help!”
Syam still did not respond even though their phone connection was still running. Several times Love confirmed the screen of his phone.
“Please help me. I need a big fee for my treatment and a second treatment .. my two children.”
“My twins were born prematurely, while the boys were amniotic fluid poisoning. I promise to return it as soon as possible. Please lend me money. Soon, especially for my poisoned son!”
“You're married?” sham asked in the same tone as in their last meeting, about eight months ago.
“I asked once again, you are married?!” repeat this time until snapping.
In addition to the shaken reflex, the crying love also becomes trembling in fear.
“You are looking matiiiiiii?!” sham this time until he screamed.
“M—they ... they're your kids!” The cry of Love broke. “So I beg you to help me! I promise, whatever I'll do as long as you help me!”
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Note: His parents' novel Love: The Retaliation of a Killed Wife (My Husband Deposits the Boss' Wife!)