Ghostly Bulls
Who You Are

In the morning I woke up alone. Reno as usual has disappeared. And I again forgot to ask how to enter my house without the knowledge of mbok Jum and her husband.

Then flashed the shadow of Kendra's handsome face smiling at me. Two men who have recently started to fill my heart. I'm getting more and more convinced that Kendra likes me. He blatantly praised me and showed his interest in me.

My side of my heart felt a sense of happiness when I realized that my friends' idols were attracted to me and not to the popular girls in my school. There is a feeling of winning and being valuable. A feeling I've never felt or had all this time.

On the other hand I was scared. Kendra's parents are certainly not just anyone. At least they must be influential families and are because they can send their children abroad and can even establish a very large and famous tutoring institution.

"Non, what movie until the morning is not watched TV?" Mbok Jum scolds me.

" So that Jum mbok who killed the TV?" I was pounding; did Mbok Jum know I spent the night with Reno in my room?

Although Mbok Jum never dared to get angry or reprimand me, I also did not feel good if I was caught putting a man into my room. Moreover, we watched until late at night, even though nothing happened but watching and hugging? Remembering Reno always makes me feel bad.

" Yes non, wong non Rara sleeps really well. I woke up not hearing at all. Yes I have matiin" mbok Jum assented while preparing breakfast at the dinner table.

I've been ketar-ketir waiting for the words mbok Jum next. I hope that by then Reno has come home so Mbok Jum does not see Reno .

" Why does non Rara worry about being rich, what is non?" mbok Jum rebuked me in wonder.

" Ah..eh.engkak mbok.iya I watched until I overslept. Thanks for watching the TV. " Thank God I breathe. So worried mbok Jum saw Reno, I unconsciously looked at mbok Jum in such a way.

Ohh.thanks God's. I am grateful in my heart. Jadimbok Jummemang did not see Reno. I had breakfast quickly and went to school.

In front of the fence I placed my head to the balcony of Reno's house. And sure enough he smiled and waved at me as usual. I honked once and left my yard.

I promise in my heart, if I see Reno again the first thing I do is I will ask her how she can get in and out of my house at will. I was a little surprised, too, how I always forgot to ask, even though I had planned it over and over again. And when I was with him I forgot and forgot to ask...

I went home from school straight home. There is no activity other than the bimbel held by the school. I want to swim with Moreno at his house. Ever since I first saw the swimming pool at his house back then, I've been wanting to just splash. But I was still sad at the time.

" Ren, yuk swim!" I sent him a message. It was strange because he did not return my message. He usually replies to my messages.

I don't take a headache. Drive the car home. Until the gate apparently Mr. Karto is ready to open the door.

" Tumben in front of sir?" my broom.

" Yes non, just now there's a RT sir spreading an invitation to the Rt meeting later tonight."

" Oh. Ok. Thanks sir.."

" Prepared non"

I left Mr. Karto and Juki directly I put the garage. I called Reno again, but the phone wasn't active. Where's the kid going?

Without thinking any more of my feet reflexively stepped out. I'm going to Reno's. Is he leaving?

When I got to the front of the house I saw a car parked in front of Reno's house. Maybe brother? I don't know. Maybe that's why he didn't have time to hold his phone and reply to messages or answer my calls.

I was curious, wondering also what Reno's brother was like. I just pulled the bell on the fence. Before long someone was seen coming out and opening the door. Reno's?

" Hi Ren.." I waved at him.

He just looked at me flat. He didn't return my greeting.. Not just smiling instead of familiarizing with me. What was? I was so misbehaving myself seeing that flat and strange face. Did he fall and crash into amnesia?

" Do you know me, Ren?" I looked at him beginning to get upset.

" I'm sorry who are you? I don't know you"

Damnit. He really wants to mess with me. I'm so pissed off. I turned over and hurried away from the fence of Reno's house. But not until the gate of my house a hand pulled and held me.

" Hey wait. We need to talk" Reno held my hand.

" Lepasins. I don't want you to work. There's home. I don't know you either" I snorted to Reno.

" okay. Sorry me. Yuk! You were going to the house, right?" gently persuade.

" Not so. I'm not in the mood anymore" I replied annoyed.

She laughs. But I feel weird. There was a dull tone in his laughter. Not like Reno usually. Makes me look at him wonder. Even more astonished because Reno's face changed a little. No longer pale as usual. His eyes were also a little mischievous, not as black and dark as yesterday.

Unknowingly I followed him. Let her take my hand back and enter her house. We sat on the sofa in the large living room.

" Okay, sweetie. My name is Romeo. Not Ren..Ren..would you call me earlier?" Reno, or the guy I thought was Reno? The man held my hand and looked at me. He looked serious this time.

" Ja..so you're not Reno?" I was staring in front of that guy. A romeo?

" It's not pretty. What's yourname?" he still holds my hand.

" I'm Rara, Reno's friend" I answered still staring at her face.

" Oh yeah? College or work buddy? The power is impossible. You look still cute gini. It's still High School, right? It can't be Reno's college friend or colleague."

" I'm the next-door neighbor. Romeo yes. Brother, sister or twin Reno. How come he never had a story about sodara?"

" Call me Romy. I'm Reno's twin. We lived apart since childhood because of the circumstances. I'm with my papa Reno with mama. Our parents were divorced"

" Ohh.sorry. I don't mean kepo" I scratched my head that didn't itch.

Romy's smiling. " No papa. That was a long time ago. We each lived happily with our new family. Its Okay"

" Thank God then. Have you seen Reno?" my question was finally after understanding the issue of who the guy whose face is exactly the same as Reno's. I just saw a little mole at the end of Romy's lower lip. That's what sets him apart from Reno.

" you mean?" Romy looked confused and looked at me strangely.

" Yes, you're here to see Reno, right? Have you met him? You see from Reno I can not call." I replied casually.

But my answer made Romy even more confused. Hehh...so weird is this Romy?

" You mean you've only met Reno recently?" romy asked while rubbing his nape.

" Yeah.tadi early in the morning I went to school he still greeted me from the balcony above." I was muddy with my real answer.

Romy looked at me in wonder. Then while half-awaring he whispered" may you see wrong. Because Reno...."

Reno why?