Girl 1 Million Dollars
Feel Guilty

I actually wanted to continue to rebel against him and I really did not want to leave my sister alone in the hospital in her unconscious state at that time, I really can't bear it and can't let him be like that, but because Mr. Arfanka had forced me and he himself continued to look at me with a serious and sharp enough gaze that I also could not rebel and refuse to him again.

I was just sitting next to Mr. Arfanka who was driving alone at the time, I was just sitting with a bad feeling and I really couldn't stop crying at the time, I kept sobbing while biting at the end of my fingernails back then, it felt really unacceptable for even the slightest bit of this strange feeling.

"God please help save my sister, please don't let her suffer for too long my God please" my inner being continued to pray and ask my brother for the best to the god at that time.

Without Klara knowing at that time, Mr. Arfanka himself actually secretly watched Klara slowly and for a while, he stared and stole a glance secretly to Klara at that time, it can be seen clearly that the face of Mr. Arfanka at that time showed a sense of anxiety and he also felt sorry for Klara who was so worried about the condition of her sister.

But it is precisely because Mr. Arfanka cares for Klara that he forced her to go home first, because Mr. Arfanka himself knew that Klara also had to change her clothes immediately so that she did not catch a cold or get sick from wearing torn clothes and it was not clear like that.

Until when they arrived at the house of Mr. Arfanka just immediately told Klara to go into his room and change clothes also cleaned herself quickly.

"Wait what else, let's go in and clean yourself up, I won't let you go back to see your sister in the hospital if you can't take care of yourself!" Said Mr. Arfanka with his eyes always cynical and flat.

I exhaled quite harshly in annoyance towards Mr. Arfanka back then, though I knew he was well-intentioned towards me, but it was very difficult for me to accept because at that time I was too worried about the condition of my sister Kirei.

"Yes..... I'm going in, you don't have to rule me like that sir I'm not a child" I replied who somehow had the courage from where to answer that out loud.

I went straight into the room and closed the door hard enough to shock a Mr. Arfanka at that time.

"Brack....." The sound of the door I closed violently,

"God! Damn girl, I've been nice to him but how dare he berikika like that to me, aahhhhh I regret caring about him, why should I care about her while she doesn't care about it, oh my goodness I'm crazy" grumbled Mr. Arfanka with one hand that he kept at his waist and another hand that held his eel felt dizzy.

Not because of the dizziness from the headache but because he was stressed and irritated to face Klara who was very stubborn at that time, he sat on the sofa, leaning his body back and trying to slow his breathing while waiting for Klara to finish cleaning herself at that time.

But when I was done changing clothes and I was ready to go to the hospital I came out of my room and saw Mr. Arfanka sleeping on the sofa at that time.

"Ehhh ... Where is Mr Arfanka?" I asked before because I saw Mr. Arfanka who wasn't there when I just came out of my room,

Until when I looked for him and turned to the right turned out Mr. Arfanka sat on the sofa by stretching his body back and the two hands he stretched on the back of the sofa and his head facing up with both eyes closed.

I was amazed to see him fall asleep on the sofa and his face looked quite tired at that moment, actually I felt really bad and felt a little guilty for being rude to him when he told me to change clothes earlier.

"He...is he really that tired? I forgot he was helping me right away when he just got home from work earlier, was I too cruel to him, he was my boss" I thought to myself.

I exhaled with a slight sense of unease towards him and immediately I walked over to him slowly.

Looking at her exhausted face like that I really felt very unbearable to wake her up plus I knew she had not even had a moment's rest, even he kept helping me to save Kirei back then, I felt so guilty that I had prepared to be rude to Mr. Arfanka before.

So that my heart's intention wanted to wake him up, I immediately undo my intention and I who had previously raised my hand almost held the hand of Mr. Arfanka at that time I immediately pulled back my hand quickly because I did not have the heart to continue my intention that's.

"Amahh .... I'd better cook first, besides I'm hungry, maybe Kirei will also be fine if together with Mr. Tiko and his men Mr. Arfanka there" said I undo the intention quickly.

I immediately got back up from the side and went cooking quickly until not long after the cooking was almost cooked, suddenly, Mr. Arfanka walked over to the dinner table and he started talking to me.

"Hey ... Why don't you cook instead you can't wait to get back to see your sister in the hospital?" Ask Mr. Arfanka to me,

"I'm hungry so I cook first, it's not my job to cook dinner for you, sir, so I'm just doing my job well" I reasoned to him.

I immediately served all the food on the table and invited Mr. Arfanka to immediately enjoy all the food that I had cooked at that time.

"Please master I've cooked all your favorite foods" I told him immediately,

"CK...how do you know all this is my favorite" he said slowly while opening his own plate.

He took his side dishes slowly and immediately enjoyed the meal.

I was confused at that time if I didn't answer I was afraid he was angry and yelled at me, but if I answered I was more afraid he would repay me with more cruel and evil things, he said, but luckily it turns out he did not answer my words anymore and continued to enjoy his own food.

I felt a little happy when I saw Mr. Arfanka can enjoy my cooking, so I knew that my cooking fits in his mouth.

"How could a lowly servant's meal like him be this delicious? Was he a chef before" inner master Arfanka while enjoying Klara's food at the time.

So good is the food made by Klara, even Mr. Arfanka himself did not care about the gaze of Klara who had been standing at the end of the table and watching him who was eating so greedily at that time, mr. Arfanka can finish his meal quickly and he keeps his used plates clean without any trace of food.

It made me unable to hold back another smile so happy to see her liking my homemade food.

"Why are you smiling like that, are you laughing at me?" Sir Arfanka suddenly snapped at me.

I was surprised because I thought he didn't see me at the time, but it turns out I was even caught by him when I was holding back laughter when I saw the dish clean with no food leftovers, whereas usually I always have to throw food scraps from his dish every time he eats when bi Evi or bi Elin cooks for him.

When she snapped at me and caught me smiling at her at that moment, I immediately became very nervous and did not know what to do with her.

"I was, I just felt so happy that you're eating" I replied honestly, not daring to look at her face so seriously looking at me,

"Heh, don't gr you I'm finishing my meal tonight because I'm so hungry not because your food is good, do you understand, let's hurry you eat I'll wait for you in the car alone" reply Mr. Arfanka to me at that time.

I just nodded obediently to him until he left the house only then did I start eating slowly and I still feel happy because I knew even though Mr. Arfanka said that he was hungry but I still feel happy because somehow he still spent the food I cooked at that time.

"No matter the reason he spent my important food this food was nothing wasted and wasted so it did not make me feel regret and I also did not need to waste expensive and valuable food here" I said to myself and began to enjoy the food myself.

Secretly behind the exit of Mr. Arfanka peeked at Klara he saw Klara eating right when she had gone from there and he immediately went to his car after confirming that Klara was too actually eating back then, she herself felt astonished and confused over her attitude that felt a little different at the moment.

"Ashh ... What is it with me, why did I have to peek at him first, is it up to him, want to eat or not, starve or not why should I care about him, aahhh I should stay away from that damned girl" grumbled Mr. Arfanka who felt astonished and confused towards himself.

He sat alone in the car waiting until I arrived and after that we immediately went back to the hospital as soon as possible, until I got there I saw Mr. Tiko still sitting outside waiting alone and I ran immediately to Mr. Tiko to ask the situation of my sister.

"Sir ... how is my brother's condition is he awake and how does the doctor say about him now?" I asked Mr. Tiko with full marketing at the time.

Instead of answering my questions immediately, Mr. Tiko just shook his head slowly when I asked him about my brother's situation at that time, so it's enough to make me freak out and I'm still trying to ask him back as much as I can, even I had time to urge him until he wanted to speak and tell Kirei the truth happened to me back then.

"Sir Tiko why are you shaking your head instead, quickly tell me what happened to my sister? Is he dead?" I asked again to start urging Mr. Tiko impatiently,

"Sir Tiko just tell him what happened to the truth, he deserves to know what happened to his own sister" added Mr. Arfanka ruled until finally Mr. Tiko would open his voice and tell me about Kirei at that time.

"I'm sorry, sir, Miss Klara, but your sister is fine physically, she's not missing anything and she's not hurt, but his physiology is quite disturbed and the doctor suggested that he should be taken to a psychiatrist to treat as soon as possible before his mind gets disturbed" said Mr. Tiko makes me feel shocked and flabbergasted strongly.

"A..A..WHWHAT? mr Tiko you didn't lie to me, did you? My sister can't be crazy, she's a strong woman just like me, she can't be like that!" I yelled at Mr. Tiko with great courage because I was so panicked back then.

I immediately pushed Mr. Tiko's body and barged into my sister's nursery as soon as possible, but when I went inside and saw my sister was tied up with her hands and feet using a cloth, I was sure, it made me feel very sad and quite hurt by his circumstances back then.

"Oh ..no Kirei.....Kirei why are you being like this, you are fine instead of Kirei try to see me Kirei" I said approaching him and trying to talk to him.

But unfortunately Kirei still did not want to look at me he just continued to stare in all directions erratically with his face looking panicked and frightened, I really did not expect my sister to be very*ksa until she had to experience something like this because of her own mother and elder brother, even she was still very easy to become pitiful like this and it was very unacceptable to me.

I didn't give up and I tried to keep in touch with her I tried to grab her hand and hold her but unfortunately Kirei instead yelled and kicked me away, he was like everyone else and he couldn't even recognize me back then.

"Kirei I'm sure you're okay aren't you?" I almost touched his hand at that moment,

"Who are you? Don't touch me, don't ask me to leave you! Go you bad lady go!" Kirei shouted hysterically.