Give Me My Husband's Son.
Episode 54: I'm going to give up.

...🍬 Soundtrack this part #About my feelings -irwansyah🍬...

...💌I'm really going to give up because I realized that I turned out to have wasted time all this time💌...

      Two months have passed since the incident in which Yara listened to Lanang's reasons for refusing his invitation, two months have passed since the incident in which Yara had to be quickly aware of her own expectations.

He was really going to give up on having a child with Lanang, he really already did not want to wish more to the young man. Aware of his position is indeed necessary because Yara is really inappropriate to be with Lanang.The young man is clearly looking for a younger one than himself.

Yara has really never discussed making a child with Lanang for the past two months, even as Papah continued to talk about his granddaughter who never saw any signs of Yara holding him alone, he was out of his mind to give an excuse to papah as papah continued to urge him.

"Mrs please have breakfast first before leaving for the office," Lanang said coming with a tray containing food to the room.

Yara shook her head quickly because this morning she was in no mood to eat.

"I don't have time for breakfast anymore, I'll have breakfast when I've had time at the office."

Lanang held off Yara who was about to leave that "Mrs should have breakfast first, how about until the madam gets sick?" Tanya Lanang slowly.

"You're the one eating well, I'm really in a hurry right now."

Yara was indeed lying about hastily, she was really not in the mood to eat at the moment.

Lanang could no longer impose his will because after all Yara was his master and he could not argue.

"Alright madam, we're leaving now!"

Lanang also brought the tray back down complete with his bag that he slung on his back.

Yara snorted softly because Lanang was so insensitive, she wanted to set out on her own that morning but Lanang insisted on leaving together.

"Why can he be ordinary? Or have I never been in her heart?" Yara muttered softly and then chose to keep quiet.

While Lean is still busy waiting for Hana in front of her house, it has been two months since she chased the girl. Expecting forgiveness and also saying it will be responsible to Hana.

Although there had been no signs for two months that Hana was pregnant with her child, she really intended to take responsibility for Hana because she did not want to destroy the young girl's future.

Hana herself still does not believe in what situation she is facing right now, many things that she is afraid of including what if her parents until they know it? What if Lanang finds out? And he will be looked upon very despicable by Emre for not being able to maintain his own dignity.

He is more quiet than his usual attitude and even more often off work and confine himself at home.

Lean had never been absent for a day to persuade Hana to want to talk to her, the girl really made Lean unable to calm down for the past two months.

Yara was about to enter the office but she was held back by Lean's voice calling out to her in a hurried voice.

"What's wrong?"

"Follow me a minute!"

Lean pulls Yara towards the cafe how much studio Lanang where they usually expect morning and also lunch break.

"What's wrong?" Tanya Yara returned a little lazily because this morning she was really not in the mood anymore.

"Wait a minute I order first," Lean said she still had time to order the menu at a time like this.

Yara was sitting in the chair waiting for Lean to come, she was really very tired this morning for whatever reason she just wanted to rest.

"Hana, she still doesn't want to talk to me!" Adu Lean with a clear face.

"About? Still that matter, I'm tired of talking to you."

It's been two months every time Lean meets Hana, Hana and Hana. Yara was really reluctant to hear him again.

"Why is your reaction so anyway? I'm really in a state of turmoil right now because Hana really didn't give me a chance to explain my goodwill to be responsible" Lean said lethargicly.

"You need not be responsible. You forget about that problem," Yara said lightly because she was really very upset not Lanang and not Lean they both look very concerned with Hana.

"You why the hell? Aren't you the one who urged me to take responsibility why now even telling me not to take responsibility?" Lean was upset that Yara really couldn't be compromised today.

Yara recalled the time when she had a foolish plan to separate Lanang from Hana by declaring Lean with Hana. However, now he was completely aware that it was not Hana who was the problem in his relationship with Lanang but Lanang himself who would never consider her as a woman worthy of being loved.

Yara had given up on all those plans, she would try to forget all her desires slowly. He no longer cares whether Lanang who is with Hana or whatever will happen in the future Yara has resigned.

"Don't you say that the girl doesn't want you to take responsibility? Yaseforget over it. Don't complicate Lean's situation" Yara said slowly.

Lean pouted because Yara did not understand her feelings, she had really started wanting Hana. Unknowingly he realizes his growing feelings for the young girl, starting from guilt Lean keeps thinking about Hana and grows love for the girl.

"But I won't be able to calm down if I don't solve this problem, try to give me input to fix all this" Lean said slowly.

Yara snorted softly because of how she would give input to Lean and Hana's relationship while her relationship alone had now been shattered and there was no hope at all.

"Hey, are you listening to me?" Tanya Lean broke Yara's daydream.

"I'm not in the mood today Lean, I'm sorry. I really can't think clearly at the moment" Yara said softly.

"Why with you? Do you have a problem?" Ask Lean slowly.

Yara shook her head quickly as it was not just a problem but her life really could not be said to be alright.

"Why hmm? I'm sorry well for thinking too much about my problems to forget to ask how you are, "lean said quietly.

"It doesn't matter, I'm fine."

"Why do you look so thin? Are you really okay?" Lean asked worriedly looking towards Yara who actually looked a little thinner than usual.

"I'm fine, Lean, you try to fight longer if you are not able to give up. Maybe Hana wasn't meant for you" said Yara softly and Lean was surprised that a Yara spoke like that as if she had experience.

"I'm sorry because there are still many things that I have to take care of, you don't forget to eat well. Keep the spirit, "the forceful smile from Yara and she passed away leaving Lean who still did not believe it was Yara.

"Why with her? Why am I suddenly goosebumps?"

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Kasiann really yah si Yara already broke that spirit, when well Lanang and Yara united?.

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