Give Me My Husband's Son.
Episode 58: The crying is held back.

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...💌Wounds that are too long you will not be forever calm, there will be times when you really can no longer hold his💌...

        Yara entered the car without waiting for Lanang to open the door for her, she really felt very chaotic at this moment. He wanted to be alone and wanted everyone to disappear from his current sight.

Lanang entered the car while looking at Yara who threw away her face from Lanang and preferred to look outwards.

"Mistress," call Lanang.

He would not ask if the girl was okay, as it was obvious that Yara was not doing well at the moment. The girl looked very limp and also as if she really had no spirit anymore.

"Are we going straight home?" Tanya Lanang slowly.

Yara was still silent, she was very embarrassed because it was needed like that in front of Lanang. Of all the embarrassing things he showed Lanang the incident inside was an event that completely knocked him mentally.

He would not feel hurt and embarrassed by their treatment if only then there was no Lanang there, but he really felt falling into the bottom of suffering when Lanang witnessed all the events inside earlier. Yara was cornered, ridiculed and even insulted.

Lanang even interfered and it made Yara more and more aware that Lanang was pitying her.

"You!" Yara glanced at Lanang with reddened eyes holding back tears but she still tried to look tough.

Lanang who had daydreamed was immediately startled and looked towards Yara, who was, he was really very worried about Yara's state because at this time the girl's face was really hit by her eyes reddened with tears that were completely restrained there.

"Why is he holding her back? It'll hurt even more if it's held." Inner Lanang looked at Yara softly.

"A, what's the matter, madam?" Lanang asked waiting for the word that Yara would arrive.

"Why are you meddling with my problem?"

Yara looked at Lanang with an unacceptable look because by meddling with her Lanang she felt even more miserable.

Lanang put on a face of not understanding because Yara suddenly asked that, she really did not want Yara to be needed like that and she would not stay silent. However, one thing Lanang realized was why Yara suddenly blamed her . The girl just wanted to look tough by blaming her, Lanang chose to be quiet without answering.

"You think I'd be happy if you interfered? You think I'd be happy if you came and claimed to be my husband there?" Shouted Yara evaporating her emotions.

He knew he was wrong for venting his emotions to Lanang, he knew that he was wrong because he had blamed Lanang who had obviously helped him earlier.

"What's? Husband? Don't lie to yourself! Our marriage was a covenant, right? Why would you bother saying that in front of everyone?" Upset Yara was still with tears in her eyes.

He could completely control his tears from falling . He did not want to look weak in front of Lanang.

"Sa, I just don't want the madam to be needed like that? They corner the mistress and I don't like to see her."

Yara smiled cynically hearing that from Lanang, she did not want to expect more after hearing that. It was obvious Lanang pitied him because he really looked pitiful earlier.

"Stop making me wish! I know I look very pathetic" Yara said then looking the other way.

Lanang was about to speak but Yara directly cut him off.

"We're going home now! I'm tired" said Yara until Lanang immediately fell silent.

After arriving at the front of the house Yara immediately walked quickly into the house without waiting for Lanang, the girl even ignored the greeting of Atun and also Sinen who just looked at each other directly because they found awkwardness with the state of Yara.

He grabbed a towel and picked up a change of clothes after throwing away his bag of originals. He really wants to be alone now and the bathroom is a place that he can make as a place to be alone.

Because it was night time he did not want to put Lanang in trouble by going somewhere until overwhelmed looking for him and papah will blame Lanang if Yara does not return.

Knobs, knobs,

Yara immediately sat in the bathroom after hanging her towel and pajamas. He immediately cried venting his heartache, today really makes him very tired.

For fear that the sound of crying will be heard Yara turned on the faucet at high speed until the sound of water sounded the loud one.

He vented his heartache with the deeds and all the words of his friends that cornered him.

He hit his chest hard because it felt so tight there, he really felt his life was very different from others. He blames himself who is so crazy at work until now he really looks like someone who is no longer worthy of love especially considering that he who began to love Lanang who would definitely not want to be with old virgins like her.

He recalled the times when all his crazy deeds, his efforts that repeatedly humiliated him in front of Lanang and all that was in vain.

"Hiks," Yara further hit her chest as it felt tight.

Lanang's smile while being with her made her feel even more sick because they would definitely not unite because the man would never love her but only pity her.

"A, I hate myself!" Yara shouted in captivity.

He really wanted to scream even louder, but he didn't want them all to know that Yara was a girl who was on the verge of falling.

Let only he himself know the times when he so desperately wanted to disappear from this world, he was ashamed of himself for not being able to remain strong until the end. The mask of smile and also the rigidity that he had been wearing was less strong.

"A, I'm tired! I want to just disappear from this world, "said Yara softly while rubbing her tears rough.

"Well, hiks, I'm sorry I can't be strong right now. Just let me cry today, tomorrow I will come back like Yara who has been proud."

Yara cried again and again as if she would try to exhaust her tears from being left for the next day.

Lanang himself just silently thought and kept thinking, since then he did not stop thinking.

He hears faintly the sound of Yara crying from the bathroom, although the sound of water sounds very loud Lanang knows that the girl is crying there.

Lanang was increasingly worried about Yara's state because only this time the girl cried after a long time they met.

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Aaaa very cry this part, not so happy to be Yara.

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