Go To Hell
Chapter 4

   Yana looked neat about to leave, when she was about to step into the garden door next to her garage, Randi who had just finished cleaning her cat cage greeted Yana.

" Where are you going Ma ?"

Said Randi trying to be friendly to Yana who looked rushed, trying to avoid Randi who approached him..

"It's business !"

Answer Yana ketus . She rushes to the street and opens the garden door, then goes to her garage, Randi follows Yana.

"Now not at night, Ma, let us talk about our problems ."

Said Randi.

" No need, there's nothing to discuss."

Yana said without looking at Randi's face while stepping open the garage door.

Yana then gets on her bike, starts the engine.

"But it remains to be discussed Ma, so that I may know the real problem."

Said Randi.

"The problem is obvious, I don't want to live with you."

Yana is firm.

"But Ma..."

Not done Randi talk, Yana has passed with her motorcycle out of her garage.

Randi saw Yana's attitude was sighing heavily, stepping grubbyly and closing the garage door of her house.

Randi stepped inside his house, towards his room, when he was about to open the door of the room, could not because it was locked. Randi breathed her breath .

"Kok locked the bedroom door, how do I take my shirt for a change ?"

Mumbled Randi. Randi turned towards the room, his eyes fixed on the pile of clothes lying on the lounge chair of the family room. Randi stepped closer, looking at his clothes outside from inside the room, He sighed, His face was sad.

Randi then took the shirt, took it and put it in a large aquarium drawer in the living room. He then sat weakly on the living room sofa, his face getting sadder.

"It seems there's no hope of repairing my broken home."

Mumbled Randi, he pensively, thinking of the fate of his household that was headed for destruction.

   That night it rained heavily, the clock showed at 00:15 pm, appearing Randi asleep in the prayer room inside his house.

Randi sleeps in a musholla because Yana's room is locked. Randi looked cold, his body shivered a little, He woke up from his sleep, stepped slowly, looked towards his room, the room lights were still on, it means Yana has not returned home.

Randi then stepped into the garage of his house, saw there was no motorbike Yana, Randi sighed because he knew Yana had not come home yet. Then he stepped back inside his house, walked straight to the musholla, laid his body back, trying to sleep.

   That morning, at 09:40 pm, Yana went home, continued to step towards her room, Randi who was sitting on the living room sofa stood knowing Yana came home, stepped closer to Yana who entered her room.

Randi tried to open the door of the room, but it was locked from the inside. He knocked on the door of the room slowly.

"Maa.open the door first Ma."

Said Randi while knocking on the door of his room.

The door neither opened Yana from the inside, Randi knocked on the door again.

"Maa, Papah wants to get some hair oil in the room."

Said Randi, there is no answer from Yana.

The room lights turned off Yana, seeing that Randi sighed, then Randi stepped back into the living room, sitting pensively on the sofa.

Dewi stepped to the door, opened the door of his house, in front of the door appeared Driver Ojol who gave a package of food to the Goddess, Dewi received it without any talk, then closed the door of his house.

Randi who is in the living room sofa just silence.

Dewi stepped into the dining room, in the dining room there is already Sekar who sits welcoming food brought by the Goddess.

Before long Yana came out of the room, threw the hair oil box to Randi who was sitting on the sofa, Randi was shocked, saw her hair oil She sighed and then put the hair oil on the living room table.

Yana stepped closer to her son who was eating in the dining room of his house.

"Have you not liked it ? Mama just tried the order at the diner."

Sekar and Dewi who were enjoying the food gave her thumbs up.

"Maa's Son."

Sekar.

"It's poool !! "

Said the Goddess, Yana smiled. Yana then turned back to step back into her room, when Yana entered the room, Randi barged into the room directly approaching Yana.

"We need to talk to Ma, solve our problems."

"I told you, there's nothing more to talk about!"

Yana said firmly throwing her face away trying to avoid the look of Randi's eyes.

"For me there is Ma, I have to know why you arrived suddenly defeated divorce for separation ?!"

Said Randi staring at Yana while holding back her tears. Yana turned her back to Randi, not wanting to see Randi.

"Suddenly, I've been thinking about this for a year ! "

Yana Obviously.

"What problem ? what's my fault ?"

Ask Randi to Yana.

"This one year I've been trying to be patient with you, but there's no change either, for me it's enough !"

Yana Obviously.

"My attitude ? What kind of attitude am I to make you dislike?"

Ask Randi.

"I don't think there's a problem between us Ma."

"This year you said ?"

"Every day we always go where the same, in two, to the store together, to the expedition kiosk we both, there is business to do, to go solo, or to wonosobo even though we are always together, he said,where's the problem !?"

Clearly Randi was confused by Yana's explanation. For Randi it's just an excuse Yana .

"Whenever you have a problem, I'm always there for you, charging your 30 millionth friend who didn't pay you the debt I did, whatever you told me, I'll do, the problem is where ?"

"The problem is with you, every time I ask for help, you must always give me a reason first, not yet done already say I can't, it makes me sick."

Clearly Yana with a tone of voice yanh started to rise. Randi fell silent and thought, then looked at Yana.

"Is it just that ?"

"Ma, I thought you told me that your bike was broken down by the engine, yes I would have told you I couldn't!"

"You told me to actually power a broken house I would say I can't, because I don't have the ability in that field."

"I will do whatever I can, not beyond my means."

Obviously Randi on Yana, hearing Randi's answer made Yana look even more upset.

"Oh, it's hard to talk to you, there's an answer!"

Loud Yana talk. Yana was about to leave the room, Randi held her hand, holding her away.

"We'll solve this problem Ma, don't go first."

Said Randi holding Yana's hand holding Yana's step, Yana brushed Randi's hand and let go of the hand grip in her hand violently. Yana's face looks angry .

"That's enough for me, I don't love you anymore."

Yana said while removing their wedding ring that was always on her ring finger, throwing the ring at the floor of the room, Randi was speechless to see that.

Yes, of those married the ring was never taken off by Yana, there was always her sweet day.

This time the ring was removed from her finger.

"I filed for divorce through my lawyer !"

Said Yana, Randi was shocked to hear that, looking at Yana, Yana threw away her face not wanting to look at Randi.

"Why are you like this Ma? " "What's my fault?"

"All problems have a solution."

"But I don't want to live with you anymore."

Yana.

"You know, I've got it wrong, I'm sorry, please give me a chance to fix it and try to follow what you want."

Said Randi.

"No!!"

Answer Yana.

"Since we're divorced, you better not stay in my house anymore!"

Said Randi.

Randi was shocked, looking at Yana who kicked him out of her house.

"You're upset with me Ma?"

Ask Randi.

Clearly Yana was firm to Randi who was stunned to hear it. Unbelieving what he heard came out of Yana's mouth.

"Where do you want me to live if I'm not in this house ?"

"Please, don't do this, why do you hate me so much."

"It's like seeing ****** that's unclean to me, you don't want to look at me or look at me."

"How much have I sinned against you that much as you hate ?"

Said Randi to Yana.

"Gee, for me, you've been living with me for 7 years!"

Firm Yana.

Hearing that Randi was increasingly stunned to look at Yana.

"Living passengers? I was living as long as we were married ?"

Said Randi as if he could not believe what Yana said to him.

"Emang right ? don't realize you've been hitching a ride with me all this time?"

Ketus Yana then left Randi who stood still stunned, not expecting he would hear such a derogatory and degrading speech.

Randi's tears flowed down her cheeks.

From the door of Yana's room rebuked Randi.

"I hope you leave this house soon."

Yana said while closing the door to her room.

Randi was still standing glued, unable to believe what he had just heard.

Hearing the sound of Yana's motorbike passing outside the house, Randi stepped foot into the living room, he threw his body with a shunt on the sofa, his tears still flowing on his cheeks. Terngiang continued in him Yana's words to him.

"You've been living with me for 7 years!"

"Emang right ? don't realize if you've been riding with me all this time?!!"

Yana's words continued to ring in Randi, seeming sadness and disappointment that was so deep in Randi.

He did not expect, that he would get such a painful humiliation from Yana, the person whom he had loved so much, loved, loved.

Randi, who has always believed in the sincerity of Yana, is willing to sacrifice anything to be able to live with Yana. However, now the reply he got from Yana was so sick, like a storm of typhoon and tsunami that hit his soul and his bath.

Randi was very sad, only able to cry, not knowing how he should do.

In her tears, Randi pensively, she recalled the time when she first said she was going to marry Yana.

   Exactly 7 (Seven ) Years ago, Randi was a hard worker who worked as a director .

Already hundreds of ftv titles and soap operas and films directed by Randi, he was quite successful in his field.

At that time Randi was only 3 months acquainted with Yana, in the process of their introduction, you could say they use the way of Ta'aruf, because Yana did want it.

"Are you sure you want to marry me?"

Randi asked from her hape to Yana at that time to Yana who requested that Randi marry her.

"Remain, I've been thinking, so I'm asking you to apply for me right away, so we can get married."

Yana from across the hape.

"Where do you want to live?"

"I'm in Jakarta, are you in Jogja ?"

Said Randi to Yana.

"There's no way I'm forcing you to stop working, right?"

"If you come with me to live in Jakarta, you must live a lot, because every day I live more outside the house, filming."

Obviously Randi.

"Kalopun after marriage we remain as it is now, you are in jogja, I am in Jakarta, why do we marry if we have to separate houses and far apart so?"

Randi in hape.

"Yes you go to Jogja, stay in the same as me."

Yana.

"Living in jogja ?"

Asked Randi, she thought for a moment, Then sighed and spoke again to Yana.

"What the hell, if there is a job shooting soap opera or ftv I can still take, it can still be reached by plane or car."

"But still you have to stay a long time."

Said Randi.

"You don't want to leave me, we can start from zero again, same effort in jogja."

Clearly Yana on Randi convinced Randi. Randi breathed. He was silent for a moment thinking.

"Halloo??...Baang..."

Yana said from across the gap. Some time Randi woke up from his daydream.

"Oh yes, yes, I asked for time to think about this, yes, while I finished my syutingku which is only 6 days away."

Obviously Randi on Yana.

"Yes." Yeah."

Answer Yana.

"Udah first yes, I want to continue filming again, assalamu'alaikum."

Said Randi.

"Waalaikumu'salam."

Reply to Yana of Hapey. Randi then turns off the hape, sighs, then he smiles happily, steps towards the set.

   In the morning, at the Office of Religious Affairs, there was a process of Marriage Accord between Randi and Yana, Wali Yana was represented by Penghulu directly because Mr. Yana had died when He was 10 years old, he said,while his mother is different religions, a non-Muslim, while for his relatives no one can represent him as a Guardian because of different religions.

Yes, Yana's family is from non-Muslims, while Yana's a Mualaf has been 15 years .

The marriage process is solemn, happiness looks on the face of Randi and Yana.

   Back to the Present.

Randi who was still sitting on the living room sofa sighed, trying to smile happily in memory of her marriage to Yana.

Then, when Randi came back sobbing crying, he cried again, remembering the message of his late Mama Almarhumah when he knew Randi would get married.

"It's Yana Ma."

Said Randi slowly whispering into the ear of his Mama who was lying on the bed because of a stroke she had experienced 6 months.

Yana shifts her seat and sits next to Mama, holding Mama's hand and kissing Mama's cheek.

"Ma.maa.maa..hu..Landis..ba..haa.gii.aa"

Mama said broken up with difficulty speaking because of a stroke.

"Yes Ma."

Said Yana kissing Mama.

In the guest room of Randi's parents' house, sat Yana, Randi and Kak Intan, Randi's first brother.

"Udah really thought Yana would marry Randi ?"

Ask Intan to Yana. Yana nodded and smiled at Intan.

"It's brother."

Yana.

"Rejeki Randi is a director of tiger kayaking, sometimes big, sometimes small, sometimes months can not work."

"Are you ready for this risk? Ready if there is no work ?"

"Sister and Mama certainly want Randi happy in his household, no economic trouble, no divorce."

Intan.

"Honestly, Mama said to Sister, it's better if Randi doesn't want to get married, Mama is afraid that Randi is not happy even divorce, like it was time to divorce his first wife, he said, because Mama knows the financial condition and how Randi."

Obviously Intan to Yana, Randi just quietly listened. Yana looked at Intan and smiled.

"What sis, windfall can be found from anywhere, can try, open a business both later, pioneering from zero."

Yana assures Intan, Randi looks smiling looking at Yana full of love.

"Yes already if you are right as sure, Brother and Mama pray that you are happy, facilitated your efforts and fortune, healthy always."

Intan said that Randi and Yana were married. Yana and Randi looked at each other happily.

"Aamiinu. "

Replied Randi and Yana simultaneously, while Intan just stared at the two of them fixedly.