Go To Hell
Chapter 5

Back to the Present.

   Randi who was still sitting on her living room sofa wiped away her tears, sighed at her.

"Why did you change Yana?" "Only in a matter of days have you forgotten all of our promises, your promises in the name of God loving me, living in peace?"

Mumbled Randi.Randi cried as it happened, lamenting his marriage that had fallen apart.

   That night, after Isya's prayer, Yana went home, went into her room and locked the door.

Randi sat on the living room couch not flinching, not approaching Yana again like yesterday, because Randi knew it was in vain to do.

The Goddess came out of the room carrying a cardboard package from her room, placed it in the family room, then the Goddess entered her room again, then out of the room with a large bag containing her clothes.

From the direction of the top floor sounding footsteps now down the stairs, Sekar hardship carrying a cardboard package.

"Wiii, toloongiiiin dooong..."

Shouted Sekar, Dewi stepped closer and helped Sekar carry a cardboard package and put it near the cardboard package belonging to the Goddess.

Hearing the noise that Randi was curious, Randi pretended to step into the kitchen to drink, Randi saw a pile of cardboard boxes and clothes belonging to Dewi and Sekar in the family room, Randi understood the situation. Before long Yana came out of her room carrying 2 big bags.

"Have you brought everything you needed ?"

Ask Yana to Sekar and Dewi who then nodded. Yana then stepped to open the garden door beside the garage of the house, then stepped in excitement, followed by Sekar and Dewi who brought some of their cardboard packages.

After Yana, Sekar and Dewi came out of the garage of the house, from the house Cctv Randi saw them step away with a cardboard package that.

Before long Yana, Sekar and Dewi returned home, entered the garage, Randi quickly ran and sat on the living room sofa, pretending to be indifferent to the situation.

Sekar, Dewi and Yana brought the cardboard package and their clothes out of the house.

After the sound of the garage door closing from the outside, Randi quickly stepped into the window in the living room, peering out.

The sound of a car driving in front of the alley of his house, the car did not enter, waiting in front of the alley, after the car went to take Yana, Sekar and Dewi, Randi again sat on the sofa.

"Mas Badrun pick them up with a car."

"Most of them in a tenement house."

Randi told himself.

Yes, Rumah Jetak is one of the heritage houses of his late mother Yana, in addition to Rumah Jetak which belongs to Yana, there are 3 houses contracted in Jogja house owned by Yana.

"It is not good that you go to the house without the permission of the husband, even though it has not fallen Yana talak."

Mumbled Randi himself, he sighed. Randi began to think hard how next he overcame his life problems.

Randi sat quietly on the sofa, his body swaying swaying, silent thinking hard.

The living room seemed to spin slowly until then it was getting faster, just like the mind of Randi who began to spin in an indeterminate direction.

Randi finally stood his way towards Musholla.

Randi rampaged, Peci peci hanging hanging in the musholla was thrown Randi, the robe for praying Randi thrown to the floor of Musholla. Randi looked angry, angry at his circumstances.

"Yaaaa Tuuhhaaaaan, why did you let me be destroyed like this ?"

"I've been waiting all this time trying to follow and obey all your commands, but what's your reply to me Lord?!!"

Shouted Randi. Randi yelled inside his house that was not heard outside, because the house was made soundproof, neighbors have never heard noise from inside the house if even inside the house tuned loud music. Randi then sat on the prayer mat.

"Didn't you give your servant a chance to repent and confess God's sin ?!!"

"Why don't you make Yana's heart to forgive me and give me a chance to right my mistakes and even my sins, kenappaaaa?!!"

Shouted Randi protesting to God. His anger culminated lamenting everything that was happening within him.

"Why don't you listen to my prayer, why don't you accept my request to restore wholeness, the harmony of my household,why!!??"

Said Randi while crying lamenting his fate, Randi could not accept all the reality that happened to him.

"Why did you keep my wife away from me, why did you let my household fall apart!!"

"Where is your affection, where are you who say pray and ask you then you will grant?!!"

"Why don't you grant my request, keep me away and let me be ruined? why...!!Whyaaa Tuhaaan...!!"

Shouted Randi protesting and Angry at God because of his ruined state like that.

"If this is what should I do ?"

"You can't help me as God, who else can help me?"

Shouted Randi.

"Why did you let me, why did you leave me, why did you ruin my life God ?!"

"Do you want to see me pile up my sins on you?" "Do you want me to continue to sin against you ? that's what you want from me God ?!!"

"If you can't help me, can't solve my problem, why should I get tired of obeying and following, living everything you want and asking for ???!!!"

"No chance for me to fix everything God ?!"

" Wouldn't there be any more chance for me to make amends for all my mistakes ?"

"Why do you just shut up God!"

"Why can't you help me, why are you just silent ! Don't you know what I'm going through!!"

"Why don't you hear me God, Why are you!!?"

Shouted and roared Randi in the musholla, so disappointed Randi in God, because he considered God ignored and allowed himself to be destroyed.

"You can't help me, can't help me, can't restore the integrity of my household, why do I worship you!"

"You are not God! For me there is no more such thing as God, nonsense!"

"I am God Himself, because of all the things I have, only I can fix and finish them, not you who are called God!!"

"From now on, fuck all those who use your name as God, I'll never believe again for the rest of my life !"

Said Randi. Randi looked so stifling, his emotions were uncontrollable, before long Randi held his head, it hurt so much, The brain tumor that gnawed his brain relapsed, Randi tried to endure the pain, and, he fell on the floor of the musholla rolling on the floor of the musholla, holding his head, turning right back left with pain.

Before long the pain in his head subsided, Randi seemed silent on the floor, lying weak.before his eyes were wide open, then he stood up and woke up, then stepped into the living room.

In the living room, Randi sat on the sofa, he fell silent, closed his eyes, a few minutes later he looked calm, Randi slowly opened his eyes, and, Randi was shocked to see Rahman sitting on one of the living room couches.

"When did you come to my house?"

Randi asked the smiling Rahman standing in front of him, looking sharply at Randi.

"From there."

Said Rahman casually, Max, Randi's cat who saw Randi as looking scared, as Randi stood up, Max, the black cat ran away quickly dodging from Randi. Randi Cuek saw the attitude of the cat.

"I'll grab a drink first, can I have a coffee?"

Ask Randi.

"Don't, just sit back, just relax"

Rahman.

"It's time for the years of work you stopped, now you're living again."

Rahman told Randi.

"You mean ?"

"Yes, we are nostalgic for our past."

Said Rahman, Randi sitting on the sofa again, he fell silent, thinking, looking at Rahman who was smiling at him.

   That afternoon, Randi was seen sitting on the living room sofa, his hand holding a letter sheet, on the living room table a brown envelope with the logo "Religious Court.."

Randi seemed to smile wryly reading the attachment of the subpoena from the religious court.

Then Randi read the attachment of a letter containing talaq made by Lawyer Yana.

Reading Talak's letter Randi laughed without making a sound, he laughed at the contents of the talaq letter. Randi then put the talaq letter on the table.

"Every way you do to smooth out your intentions Yana."

"Funny you, the content of the talaq filing your lawyer made is all nonsense."

Said Randi with a creepy laugh, his view is sharp straight ahead.

"Well, Yana, if that's what you choose, I'll go with your game."

Said Randi. Randi then seemed to grin, holding back his wrath and anger.

Not how long the sound of Randi's hape. Randi picked up the hape on the living room table, opened the message, there was a message from Yana.

Randi read Yana's whatsapp message and then typed a reply to wa Yana.

"Yes, you're the same kid coming home to this house, this is your home, why go."

Randi replied to the message. Not long later, Randi's phone rang.She saw the incoming message, there was a reply from Yana.

"Children don't want to be home if you're still home."

Reply Yana.

Randi smiled wryly, then typed in a reply wa again.

"Why should you involve your child in our problems?"

Said Randi.

"Because they're my son's children, it's mandatory to know that his mother is divorced."

Reply Yana.

"Yes, I understand, they're your biological children, they're going to come along and obey you."

Reply Randi. Yes, Randi is married to Yana who is a Widow has 2 daughters, Sekar is 20 years old, and Dewi is 13 years old.

While Randi is a widower who also has 1 21-year-old girl who has worked and lived in Jakarta with her biological mother.

"I hope you'll get out of my house soon."

Said Yana sending a message again.Randi read it sigh.

"Where should I go all of a sudden? I don't have any money, all my credit cards are confiscated and take all, you block."

"Going from this house will have to pay for carrying my goods.Love me time."

Said Randi to explain to Yana so that He had time to pack all the things he would take away.

"I'll give you 1 more week."

Answer Yana.

"Don't that, please give me a moment until I get the money for my fare to go."

Obviously Randi replied to Yana's message.

"While I will contract you, whether in Jogja or Klaten, I will pay 1 month, the next is up to you."

Yana on Randi. Reading Yana's message made Randi smile wryly.

"Where do I get the money for my next life ?"

"Please, give me a chance to find a loan of money, so I can go directly to Jakarta. In Jakarta later I want to continue my work first."

Obviously Randi.

"Well, I'll wait 1 week for this, you'll have to leave immediately."

Reply Yana in her wa.

Randi sighed, looking like Randi was thinking.

"I hope I get a loan of money to get out of this house quickly."

Reply Randi replied to wa Yana's message. No more whatsapp replies from Yana, Randi looks weak, sitting on the sofa.

Before long, Randi took back his phone, searched for a name in his whatsapp contact, then typed in a message.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat.

Sorry to interrupt, can I ask you to lend me 3 million ? this is my account number.InsyaAllah later if there is a windfall as soon as I change."

Said Randi sent the message by stating his bank account number. Not long before the sound of the hape.

"Beeping"

Randi immediately opened the whatsapp message, there was 1 message from Marwan, a friend whom he had considered his own sister.

"Waalaikum'salam.

Ready. But I'm sorry brother, I don't have an account, if I come to my brother's house how ?"

Marwan replied to Randi's message. Randi typed, replying to Marwan's message.

"Well, come, I'm home."

Reply Randi.

"Ready, I'll slide to my brother's house."

Reply Marwan, Randi a little relieved, then put his hape on his desk again.

Randi looks his face turned sad, then take his hape again. typing whatsapp message.

"How are you doing, son? healthy is it ?"

Send Randi to whatsapp children who live in Jakarta.

"Alhamdulillah healthy reward, papah also right."

Reply Anak Randi.

"Father healthy."

"Papah plan wants to go to Jakarta if you can get a loan of money, want a business in Jakarta."

Randi was clearly on his son. Soon there was a reply from his son again, Randi read it.

"Why Pah? there's a problem with Mother Yana ?"

Via asked, Anak Randi seemed to have a bad feeling about the papa.

"What's wrong, Papah just wants to do business in Jakarta."

"Obviously, I will definitely go to Via if we have met ya."

Randi was clearly on his son. There was a reply from Via ,Randi read the message.

"Kabari Via kalo papah is already in Jakarta."

"Yes, son."

Reply Randi. Randi then put his hape on the parlor table, his tears flowing down his cheeks.

"Sorry papah son..."

Randi murmured in his tears. Lamenting his fate, he did not want his son to know what was happening in his household.

"Cengeeng, why do you cry that way."

There was a voice, Randi was shocked to look to his left, looking Roni standing to his left.

Sandi appeared while throwing her ass on one of the sofas in the guest room.

"Udaaah, follow Rahman's advice... "

Password.

"Let's give Randi a chance to think of his own solution, if it's dead he must also ask for our help."

Clearly Sanur, who was standing beside Roni.

"Whenever you need help, I'll be ready, whoever you want."

Rahman told Randi.

Randi silently thought, staring at Rahman, Sandi, Sanur and Roni alternately.

"You don't have to interfere with my problems, let me solve them myself."

Said Randi.

"Can you ? All this time you've just been quiet with the person who's been humbling you."

Said Roni harassing Randi, hearing that Randi took a heavy breath.

"Udah, stay alone, I'm dizzy, want to rest."

Said Randi then lay his body on the sofa.

Sanur, Roni, Rahman and Sandi smiled at Randi who was trying to close her eyes.