Goddess System
Makes you cry
Alyssa sat back on the soft mattress, but slightly moved away from Alvin.
Alvin was sad that the woman he loved kept his distance from him. But he understood that Alyssa must have been very disappointed in him.
"I don't mean to cover up or lie to you about Larasati, Ica. Larasati is not the woman you think she is. I don't have any feelings for him, let alone a romantic relationship with him" Alvin said
He looked at Alyssa who was unmoved and just silently listened.
"When I was active in the military, I had a friend named Ibra, who was 2 years older than me. He bet his life to save me back then, he hit a bullet with his body while we were on border duty. He died right in front of my eyes, before he died he asked me to look after his only brother, Larasati" said Alvin, sighing heavily in memory of his friend's death.
"Since then I have regarded Larasati as my own brother, because of the message of Ibra. But in contrast to Larasati who sees me as a man, not as a brother. I realized that long ago, but I didn't touch her because I never had any love for her. Truly you are the only woman in my heart, the one I love Ica the most" Alvin stared at the still-silent Alyssa.
"Until finally 4 years ago he recklessly expressed his feelings for me. Obviously I rejected her, and told her that I only thought of her as a sister. He was angry and threatened to kill himself if I refused his love. I stayed in my position, I still refused. But who would have thought, he was determined to cut his own pulse. I was confused and surprised by his desperate actions, I didn't know what else to do. Until finally I don't know what happened between him and mamah Sandra, who was very angry at Larasati and drove him from our house. I have the responsibility to look after him because of Ibra's mandate, look for him but still nil" Alvin sighed
"I had even forgotten about him because his name had not been mentioned for a long time. Until today I met Noah, CEO of Bumi Wijaya Group. He said he wanted me to let you go and he would give me a diamond mine instead. I refused because you were everything to me. Then he mentioned and added information about the existence of Larasati in addition, which made me very surprised" said Alvin
Alyssa is shocked when Noah's name is mentioned, and a fit of rage when she finds out they made her into an exchange item.
"Then you're ready, aren't you? You think I'm something you can easily trade?" said Alyssa
"I didn't answer him, and he gave me time to think about it. I'm sorry Ica, there is no intention in the slightest that I make you as a means of exchange" said Alvin
"That's your business, don't take me in it. I have the right to decide for myself where my fate takes me" said Alyssa not strong enough to hold back her tears.
Alvin who saw Alyssa crying, felt pain. He makes the woman he loves most cry.
Alvin approaches and hugs Alyssa, but is teped off by her.
"Don't touch me!! You're as jerk as Noah. You do not appreciate me at all" cried Alyssa
Alvin kept coming closer and hugged Alyssa even though Alyssa refused but Alvin insisted on carrying Alyssa in his arms.
"Dear calm down, I'm sorry. I didn't say I agreed to Noah's request. I love you so much, I don't want to lose you. Please believe me" Alvin said
"No, I want to go, let go!!! I'm gonna leave you all, you son of a bitch. I will avenge you" cried Alyssa
"No dear, I'm not letting you go, I don't want you to go. Calm down, you just misunderstood" Alvin said
"I want us to pu.mmmhh" Alvin silenced Alyssa with his kiss so that Alyssa would not continue.
Alyssa closed her lips and rebelled with all her might.
Alvin kisses her and bites Alyssa's lips, paving the way for her tongue to twist Alyssa's tongue.
Slowly Alyssa stopped rebelling, and just kept quiet. Alyssa's tears flowed down her cheeks.
Alvin took off his kiss and wiped Alyssa's tears and kissed her eyes lightly.
"I'm sorry I hurt you, don't ever tell me to break up or leave me. Hear me! For God's sake, I don't have the slightest intention to leave you. Especially making you a medium of exchange. Please don't misunderstand me, dear. I was just confused thinking about how I would know the information on Larasati's whereabouts without having to let go of you. I knew Noah was a desperate man, also because I owed his life to his brother Larasati. But if I don't find a way, I still won't make you an exchange, I choose to renege on my promise to Ibra. Because you are my only reason to stay alive. I love you Alyssa Cecilia Yanuar, forever only you. And I won't leave you, even if you push me to go" Alvin said
Alyssa heard it was just crying, she was very weak, very fragile. It turns out he's not that strong.
Alyssa was tired of crying and fell asleep in Alvin's arms.
Alvin laid Alyssa down on her bed, she went to lie down and carried Alyssa in her arms.
He rubbed the pretty face in front of him. I don't know what would happen if he really lost Alyssa.
She really loved him.
Alvin falls asleep after a long time of thinking about how to find the existence of Larasati, without having to leave Alyssa, the woman he loves so much.
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Alvin opened his eyes to wake up from his sleep. He looked to the side, not finding Alyssa there.
He sat down and looked around, and the bathroom, but nil.
Alvin panicked at once, he immediately came out of his room and shouted to his lover.
"Come! honey! where are you?" shout Alvin.
Then he went around to his house looking for Alyssa's whereabouts, then he caught a silhouette of a woman sitting by the pool.
Alvin immediately approached and grabbed Alyssa after finding her.
"I thought you were gone, I was so scared" Alvin hugged Alyssa tightly.
Alyssa hugs Alvin back, she feels guilty making Alvin scared thinking he left her.
"You're not angry anymore, are you, baby?" alvin said as he took off his arms and looked at Alyssa.
"I'm still mad at you, you should have been honest from the start so I didn't misunderstand" Alyssa said
"I'm sorry, I was so confused and didn't know what to do. The shadow of Ibra that was shot right in front of my eyes, always loomed over me. But I'm also afraid you're leaving me. If that happens, what should I do to stay alive? Because you're half my life" Alvin said
"I'll help you, I'll find out where Larasati is, so you can calm down" Alyssa said
"Actually, I just want to know her situation and keep her from afar, at least I kept her promise to Ibra to take care of her. Until he finds his life partner" Alvin said
"I understand" said Alyssa
"Honey, sorry for making you cry" said Alyssa
"I'm also sorry I doubted you" Alyssa said
"But where do you know about Larasati?" ask Alvin
"Ah, that's." said Alyssa confusedly answering a question from Alvin.