HABIBI QOLBI
Chapter 4 Could it be You, the present Joseph?
The sound of the chanting of the Holy Quran illuminates the afternoon sky. Regular tones, as well as the right beats, beautify the sound. All the santriwati sat in the form of the letter U, with the gaze still fixed on the Koran book in their laps.in the front there is a figure of a man wearing a cocoa dress wrapped in a santri sarong. The man, several times gave instructions to santriwati to repeat their reading.
“Idgham Bighunnya less buzz, try repeating from the beginning,” Say ustad Hafiz.
Santriwati who was appointed nodded.
“Subhanallah, right said the person, ustad Hafiz, seen from any side remains saucy way,” said Arum full of amazement.
“For your eyes, rum, don't be Zina's eyes,” Zaira reprimands.
“Astaghfirulllah, you are right friend. But, uh,
is this how Zulaicha charmed Joseph's good looks? ” whispered Arum to Zaira.
“how do I know, I am not Zulaikha,” Zaira said judes.
“Ah, you are..” look at Arum Sebal. Aisyah smiled, looking at the behavior of her two friends.
Anyone may not be able to dodge the good looks of Ustad Hafiz. It is not only Arum, who is carried away in the beauty of God's creatures. Just look, the other santriwati, sound whispered of his happiness. The difference is, the santri prefer to duck to suppress a sense of admiration for the opposite sex, compared to he had to look satisfying eyes. Even if they just look, they don't dare. They were afraid, his sight would cause Zina's banging.
The presence of Ustad Hafiz, really brings its own color in the pesantren princess. This is his first time, in the pesantren the princess has Ustad who is young, handsome, and sholeh. Although Hafiz ustad is only a substitute teacher in pesantren, but stungguh, his presence and Tausyi are always awaited by the students. Just one month ago, ustad Hafiz began teaching, replacing Gus Faiq, ustad Hafiz was already a new idol in the women's boarding school.
“Alright, teach him we've reached this verse. For closing, I will tell you a little about one of the verses in the Ar-rum” surah said Ustad Hafiz.
As usual, after finishing teaching, Ustad Hafiz will give tausyiah with
translate the content of the verses read. This is what Santri is waiting for. Tausyiah Ustad Hafiz is different from other ustad.in his Tausyi, Ustad Hafiz gives more opportunities for santriwati to speak, express their opinions. So, you could say discussion. Ustad Hafiz is more of a lighter, while the plot of the discussion depends on every santri's view of
the problem. This method is more effective, compared to a non-stop one-hour lecture without any interaction with the audience. More boring, sleepy. Its not Good!!
“And among the signs of His power is that He created for you wives of your own kind, that you might tend and be at ease to him, and made Him among you of love and affection…” Ustad Hafiz open tausyiah.He sighed, he sighed,
“According to the Prophet's hadith, man ahabba shai’an katsura dzikruhu, people who are in love tend to
always remember and mention the person he loves,. In other hadiths it is mentioned; man
ahabba shai’an fa huwa un`abduhu, people can also be enslaved by his love. He created men and women to feel love and affection for each other, or young people now call it love. The presence of love can make a person's nista, love also makes noble. The problem is, what kind of love glorifies or blames us?”
Duh, Wrestling. The topic chosen by Ustad Hafiz was thrilling to anyone who heard. LOVE, a simple word with millions of meanings, billions of forms. Even to interpret the meaning is as simple as that, not only the mouth is spoken, but the mind and heart are carried away flying in the beauty of its meaning. Is there love that opposes? if the one who created it is full of glory? Is love falling? when does His creator always show the truth? Ah, love.What is your form, to hear it anyone will be silent in a thousand meanings.
Ustad Hafiz had asked the question, it was a sign of the time santriwati began to express his opinion. Santriwati mostly bowed. I don't know, what they think hearing the phrase love is called by a handsome ustad. Is love as beautiful as the good looks of ustad Hafiz?
“Why are you silent, don't we feel in love every day? won't you be a wife who will love your husband? or maybe you want to be single forever?” cananda ustad Hafiz's.
“Mboten, gus” replied santriwati simultaneously.
“Well, alluded to the problem of singles, just wanted to say. was silent all,” ledek Ustad.
“Now, who feels love, say What is love santri version?”
“I ustad” said one of the santri raised his hand
“Iya,please”
“Love is white paper. Sacred and clean. the presence of black ink, on the paper is a result of lovers of love who do not keep it”
“Beauty of love is marriage, blasphemy of love is courtship” replied another santri.
“Cinta is Kulfah, a feeling of love that is accompanied by awareness of educating on positive things even though it is difficult,” said another. It is so different that they look at love. Ustad Hafiz does not need to explain more about love.
Basically, they can already interpret love well. Can be seen from the faces of the students, who
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“Ayesha, can I talk to you for a minute?” tanya Ustad Hafiz.
aisyah steps in with her best friend.
“Sorry, ustad what is it?” aisyah replied looking down at the serious expression of Ustad Hafiz. Zaira immediately understood to give them a chance to both.Ustad Hafz might be uncomfortable to talk.
“Ah, Iyah Ais, I forgot to buy detergent in the store, real rum? “Zaira winks to Arum giving code.
“Ouh well, we first well,” Arum and zaira passed.
“But...”.
Vain. Aisha was unable to prevent her best friend from leaving. Arum and Zaira had planned to
leave him alone. And behold, Aisha was only able to bow down. He did not dare to look at the man whom the santri craved.
The woman who stands before him now is the figure he always proposes in every prayer. Either start
when, Aisha was in her prayer strands. Maybe a month that
what then? ustad Hafiz was unable to determine when the feeling arose. Here's what
draw from love, come and go at any time, without excuse. It comes as hard as water, and it goes as fast as the wind. However, ustad Hafiz would not let that love quickly go. In principle, when God has given love to him, he will not let it pass. The love that he wants to achieve, of course, where there is the Way of God who guides him.
It doesn't take long to realize love. If he feels he prefers to talk to the loved ones than with others, he prefers to hang out with the loved ones than with others. prefer to follow the will of the beloved rather than the will of others or yourself. Of course, all of that is love. Ustad Hafiz is no longer an ABG child who likes someone by taking him out for a walk, eat, keep making. No one wants to treat their loved ones by bringing them closer to hell. Simply by saying I want to share with you, it is enough to symbolize its seriousness. That was what he said to Aisha two weeks ago. At the same place and time. The mosque became a witness, the seriousness of Ustad Hafiz wanted to keep the white love in his heart.
Under the twilight rays, which hit the sidelines of the tree. The light bounced off the window, refracting the glare in Aisyah's white veil. His face is still down. The nervousness clearly emanated from the look on his face. He tried to hide from the glare of dusk or he wanted to avoid eye contact with the man in front of him. I don't know what he's thinking.
“Do you already have the answer?”
Finally, the sentence was spoken also after a long silence approached. That sentence was also what Aisha did not want to hear. Today he forgot, that he had to give an answer. This is not a question of answers at the time of the exam, which is easy to learn in the book. Not anyway, a crossword puzzle, which he used to answer perfectly. Tarryf? it was a foreign phrase he had never heard before. Especially if that
saying is a man who knows the full meaning of true taaruf. Well, now what should Aisyah do? avoiding Ustad Hafiz like he did last week, or should he find another alibi?
“Sorry, Ais. I don't want to corner you or force you to answer now, but at least you know that my words are not kidding,” Ustad Hafiz said solemnly. The man in front of him had already caught sight of what he was thinking.
“Tadi Ustad Hafiz, discuss about love, right?” say Aisyah , “What does love mean according to Ustad Hafiz?” ask Aisyah.
Ustad Hafiz sighed. He fixed the kopyah staring straight at the twilight rays.
“If you ask what love means to me, love is like Zulaikha likes Joseph. Zulaikha did not get Joseph's love when he had ambitions for him, but love approached him when he approached the true owner of love. And with me, I always carry
your name is in my prayer thread,”
Duh, Gusti where might I speak to this perfect man in front of me, if I don't
have feelings for him? let alone having feelings, thinking about his taaruf invitation, I forgot. Should I accept love in my heart? God, don't you hear her prayer every night, why don't you tell her that I'm not her best mate. In this pesantren, many are better than me, why should I be the one he chooses?. Duh, Ustad Hafiz, the poet of the santri, do you know that from now on I was silent, not because I did not believe your seriousness, but these lips were very afraid, what I was about to say hurt your holy heart. aisha is like a heavy burden.
If the other santri would cheer and be sprinkled with flowers in his heart, hear the speech of handsome Ustad. Another case with Aisyah.he feels like there is a heavy burden in the stone. Shocked and in disbelief the word taaruf is said in the sweet lips of ustad hafiz idol santri. Fortunately, who knew about Hafiz's proposal was only his roommate, if the students knew, he could not imagine what would happen. Hence, before Hafiz's sense of urgency dissolves in hope and before any gossip spreads it is better to explain clearly what he feels.
“Ustad is right, their love story is so beautiful. If Joseph's love for Zulaikha is the same as the feeling Ustad Hafiz felt for me, I am truly fortunate. But. forgive Ais, I am not Zulaikha for Ustad, I do not deserve to be in every prayer Ustad Hafiz,”
“But Ice...”
“...Ustad, did not ustad already know my answer. I am not ready to talk about marriage,” between Aisyah. “Either what makes ustad hafiz like me, but I'm sure the feeling will quickly go, the wind will
bringing a new love to Ustad, which surpasses me,” Aisyah passed away. He left Ustad Hafiz who was fixated on not believing his words.