
"Vorgin ...."
Soya feels his body immediately weakened he also can not lie if until this moment Soya still loves Danendra the first man who made her fall in love, the man who has given her one child. Soya willingly rejects the proposal of Hazal the man who sincerely helped her and willingly called father by Diandra. The selfless man always helped him. Soya can't just close her feelings for her ex-husband.
"Mr ...." Call Sekar to break his daydream.
"What ... Are you willing to hear my story?"
Soya seemed to run out of words his lips were so twisted and his chest was still shaking when he heard Danendra's name. Nodding and accepting Sekar's offer.
The flashback on
That afternoon exactly one year after the departure of Mother, I was so surprised to see the arrival of a man who was still wearing bandages on his head.
The man immediately smiled and just entered the house and continued to call Mother's name. I didn't think if the man was my ex-husband, I still let him keep shouting until the man came up to me and asked about Mom and Aunt. At that time I could only be afraid and did not dare to say anything about Mother to the man who claimed to be named Danendra.
I obeyed every message you sent. However, the man continued to insist until I told him that if Mom and Aunt lived in the city** I deliberately gave the wrong address so that you and Aunt could not be found. The town is not far from the town where Mom lived but before the man left he ordered me to hand over a letter to Mom and I still keep it today. A letter and a map I'm still hiding and Brother Zulhan is not shying away from this.
Flashback off
Sekar then stood up and headed to his room and soon Sekar had returned with a letter and map that still looked neat.
"Mom, I'm sorry if I can just hand over Mr. Danendra's mandate now." Now, he held out a letter and a map in his hand.
Soya still could not believe what he heard, his hands trembling and his lips muffled and received a letter from Sekar. Whether at this time he was so fragile, the memories of his feelings of love returned to his net to stare at the handwriting that was so neatly printed his name.
"Huuffff ...." He breathed heavily and many times.
"Mom. Sorry, if Sekar did not give this message," he said.
Without speaking again Soya immediately stood up and entered the room, at this time only his heart beat felt the pain and hatred felt all along seemed to disappear just like that. "No. Soya, you should be able to hold on and not be weak," he himself murmured.
Sitting in bed trying to calmly put the map and choose to open a letter from Danendra her ex-husband. However, for a moment Soya's hand stopped staring for a moment at the letter she was holding. I don't know, what is currently felt there is something that Soya can't deny his heart continues to rustle.
Staring at the blue-colored cover and neat handwriting, her lips immediately smiled slowly as her hands opened the envelope, taking out a white sheet with fading ink.
"Sorry."
My world is falling apart, my heart is freezing and my soul is wailing, regret is coming too late, stupidity can never be forgiven. Be aware of the insolvency that continues to be done.
Sorry, if I have ignored your feelings, the assertiveness that I could never do for the sake of old memories and closing the future.
Soya, if you read this letter please forgive all my insolence and if this letter is already in your hands it means I have gone far, to punish all the foolishness I did to you.
Sorry for the late love I noticed in the plain girl in the gray uniform I often see on the side of the road. Sorry if you made such a deep wound, causing you to get hurt repeatedly .
there is nothing worthy of me to say to you, Soya I give back what is rightfully yours and wholly yours.
"Sorry."
Soya immediately burst into tears hugging the letter she was holding. His feelings are now in remorse with everything that happened. Soya instantly erodes her tears when she realizes everything that happened.
There is no regret just a feeling of disappointment with what is happening right now.
Looking at the map beside him stared in disbelief. "Bu .. at last our house is back" said Soya with tears.
"I'm sorry also Mas Adran," said Soya lirih.