Happy Birthday To Me
Happy Birthday to Me - 77

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"You mean? Don't want me to look again, huh? You mean like that?" he is so unbelieving.

Syifa took a deep breath then slowly she looked towards Lena who was still looking at her with a very serious look.

Ah, even now Syifa doesn't like him to stay that way. I don't know why everyone who looked at him he always felt if the person had mocked him.

"Why?" ask Lena seriously.

"Syifa is ashamed" said Syifa with trembling lips.

Now both eyes have runny, accommodated in the corner of his eyes that have been heavy.

Her tears almost fell.

"Thy? Shame why?"

"Lena is still? Syifa is ashamed now. Syifa ashamed Syifa who was kayaking. Now Syifa is not ashamed because Syifa is different. Syifa is not the same as before. Syifa is skinny and ugly."

"Lena know, anyway? Syifa doesn't know what else to do. What else now? Shame, Syifa's ashamed of herself."

"Even Syifa herself was ashamed of Syifa herself. Syifa does not like it when someone is squirming Syifa. Syifa knows, Syifa is also ashamed of Syifa himself. Syifa was ashamed of Syifa's physical and Syifa's physical changes that had already occurred ."

"Syifa, Syifa felt that this Syifa was of no use anymore. This Syifa is just a burden of life and is of no use. It's nothing. There is nothing more Syifa can do in Syifa's life."

"Syifa was ashamed of Syifa herself. Syifa. Mending Lena doesn't have to come here anymore. Syifa is ashamed."

"Shyifa!" cut off Lena who managed to make the ramblings of Syifa stop.

Lena grabbed Syifa's wrist, touched her fingers gently and rubbed Syifa's two shoulders still crying as she pleased.

"Udah stop! You don't talk like that! Everything you talk about is wrong. You're still like my best friend I've seen before."

"Even if you change now and whatever happens I don't care about your physical changes or everything."

"Lo will remain the Syifa I know as a cheerful girl."

"But Syifa's physique is changing," Syifa cut.

"Okay, your physique is starting to change but your feelings don't. Lo must remain the same Syifa who is always cheerful and always trying to make happy people around."

"Lo don't give up, okay. The word surrender is not in the Syifa dictionary and now why? Why do you want to give up like this?"

"Lu also do not feel ashamed of your physical. You should be excited because there's me here. I'll keep nemenin lo until you're cured-"

"But Syifa seems like it can't be Len" cut Syifa with her now-shaking lips.

He was no longer able to withstand the cries he had accumulated. He had wanted to cry for a long time but only this time he could no longer bear it all.

It felt like the burden on his chest was so huge and heavy. Can't hold it anymore. Once she cried, she could no longer stop her crying. The limit of his sadness had risen, there was no longer a hope that he could keep tight.

Lena closed her eyes tightly and hugged her best friend tightly. Lena rubbed Syifa's back which made her feel every side of her spine.

Syifa Lena hugged the body of her best friend tightly letting Syifa cry as she pleased in her arms. He knows how his best friend feels now. Everyone who undergoes physical changes will of course be like this.

What Syifa did was all natural. Grief always begins with rejection.

"Lo must be patient Syifa! I was always there for you. So, you should never be sad because if you are sad I am also following sad."

"So you never say shame because I'm proud to be equal lo. I'm proud that you're really strong right now."

"Lo know, I am the luckiest person in the world because I have a friend who is like you. Great and out there maybe everyone has a good friend, cool or whatever but he will never have a strong kayak lo friend against a disease."

"What a change to your physique, whatever it is I'm proud of you, Syifa. I'm proud," he said.

Syifa now said nothing, only her crying voice could be heard. Maybe Lena could have said all that, but still her already sick heart seemed to have no more medicine.

The words from Lena seemed hard to get into her heart. His hatred for him is now growing. The shadow of those who would laugh at him later seemed to be clearly plastered in his mind.

Now after the crying scene the two are seen sitting staring at the scenery in the park from the top of the nursery room.

Lena is now being seen peeling some fruit and then feed it to Syifa who immediately greeted him. Lena smiled so happily that she was very proud and grateful to be next to Syifa at times like this.

"Eat a lot to heal quickly!" said Lena who pretended as if she didn't care about her tone that was deliberately set.

"Lu also remember and you have to make this motivation so that you recover quickly, okay! It healed quickly, yes! If you get well soon I will pick you up from home to school," he explained to make Syifa laugh.

Well, it was Syifa who always took Lena and now Lena said if this time after she recovered then Lena who would pick her up went to school.

"No, ah Syifa doesn't want to be hugged by Lena."

"Well, why? You don't believe me if I'm good at riding a bike? Riding his car can also let alone ride a motorbike," he ridiculed the arrogant.

"Emang Lena can ride what bike? Riding a bike just can't," he sneered and laughed, making Lena pretend to show her face if she looks upset even though in her heart she has laughed. He was so happy to make Syifa laugh like this.

"Yes, yes later. Today you can laugh at me but after you see I'm smart riding a bike and speed that beats Rossi, you will be amazed by my skills."

Hearing that made Syifa immediately laugh giggling while holding her stomach.

"Really?"

"Yes that. You don't believe me?"

"Yes, it's not."

"Together with me, too," answered Lena until finally she again laughed giggly making the figure of doctor Bryan who intended to step into the room Syifa immediately stopped his steps.

His steps were made to a halt as his restrained hand twisted the door algae.

From here he could see the figure of a girl laughing at each other inside. They both look so happy. They look happy as if trying to cover up each other's grief.

What a great girl. Dr. Bryan felt very salute to the two of them.

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