Happy Birthday To Me
Happy Birthday to Me - 82

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Syifa wiped her tears that flowed down her cheeks. He ran with all his strength ignoring the motor vehicle that drove so fast. This time he really did not want to meet Glen. His feelings just crumbled.

For some reason, whether what he has done is right or wrong but Syifa just wants to do a good. Syifa did not want to make Glen sad or even make Syifa embarrassed by his physical changes.

Syifa was afraid that Glen would not accept all the shortcomings of Syifa now. Syifa felt that Syifa was no longer a match for Glen. All his flaws could not be combined with the perfection of Glen.

The only way is that he has to step back. Syifa who was still running through the corridor of the hospital touched the algae door of his room and opened until Syifa's footsteps stopped when doctor Bryan who was seen sitting in a cage.

Syifa quickly wiped her flowing tears. Now he remembers that Bryan's doctor seemed to have found out that he was out of the hospital while he had promised Bryan's doctor to take care of his health.

"Doctor" whispered Syifa.

His body feels locked. His breath seemed to be claustrophobic in there. He was afraid that Dr. Bryan would be angry with him. From here he could see the figure of Bryan's doctor who was still bowed while inserting his hands on both sides of the pocket of a white suit ala doctor who is always used by doctor Bryan.

"Dry!" bryan said the doctor made Syifa finally step foot closer to the figure of Bryan's doctor who was still silent there.

I don't know why the atmosphere in this room is so hot. Maybe because of his nervousness.

"Where are you from?" ask Dr. Bryan coldly.

Now his gaze looked seriously at Syifa who looked down afraid to answer.

"Sorry doctor, Syifa-"

Syifa paused his speech. He bowed and played his hands nervously. Does he have to be honest.

The sound of a heavy gasp of breath was heard as Syifa knew what Dr. Bryan was thinking now. Doctor Bryan raised his gaze back to look at Syifa who was still standing while occasionally stealing glances to stare at her.

"Now the doctor will ask. How many hours have you been outside and let the infusion slip on your wrist?"

Syifa took a sip of his saliva. Her lips trembled so nervous as to say it.

"Sorry doctor but Syifa just did something. There's little need."

"What need? If you want something, you can ask for help from anyone."

"Who's the doctor?"

"Friend of you, Lena."

"Syifa knows the doctor but this is a personal matter, doctor. Syifa couldn't have taken Lena's best friend."

"But he is there and he can accompany you to go. Okay, now you have to answer! As long as you're outside, what are you doing?"

"No doctor Syifa's just a walk-through"

"Walk?" cut off the doctor Bryan who raised his eyebrows slightly.

Syifa folded her lips inward, as if she had mispronounced. Doctor Bryan sighed again and this time it was quite long. He got up from the cage and moved his foot closer to the doctor.

"Syifa, now the doctor wants to know why you are out of the hospital when the doctor has told you that you have to rest completely."

"I'm sorry Syifa, doctor but Syifa really has no intention of getting out of the hospital. Syifa has very few needs."

"What need?"

Syifa was silent. He stepped his feet towards the big window and then looked at the view of the park below.

"Syifa's habit used to be to give a rose to Dad."

"Dad?"

"Syifa's biological father, not Mama Syifa's current husband."

"Oh," replied Bryan's doctor, nodding his head.

"Syifa just wanted to make Syifa's father happy by giving him roses and greeting cards."

"But Syifa was happy, Syifa was happy to see Dad smiling even though that smile was not for Syifa."

"Doctors know, Syifa feels that Syifa seems like it's not too long ago."

"Doctor Bryan understands what you mean."

Syifa laughed a little. He took a deep breath closing his eyes which then dripped tears that flowed down his cheeks until it ended up dripping from his chin.

"Syifa is now aware, there are so many changes happening to Syifa. Syifa's hair isn't there, doctor. Syifa's body was thin, Syifa's weight was down, Syifa's face was pale and-"

"Syifa," Bryan's doctor cut Syifa silent.

"Look! It's been a side effect of chemotherapy, didn't the doctor say it's all part of the side effect."

"Yes Syifa's doctor knows but did the doctor ever say that sometimes chemotherapy doesn't work"

"But something worked" cut it again.

"Syifa knows the doctor but is it wrong if Syifa only intends to do good at times like this. Syifa just wants to see Dad smile when Syifa can and still can give you that happiness."

"That's all?" ask Dr. Bryan.

"There are many doctors."

"Then what?"

"Syifa also did one more little thing."

"What?"

Hearing that question made Syifa smile. He bowed and then looked at the doctor Bryan who was still looking at him seriously.

"That's a secret."

"Oh yeah?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Well, now lie on the bed and the doctor will tell the nurse to re-attach the infusion. Lie down!" his orders made Syifa smile.

Without a rejection he immediately set his foot on his bed. Lying her body until not long after one of the nurses who may have been told by Dr. Bryan to go into the room and squeeze the infusion on her wrist until shortly after the nurse finally stepped out syifa and Bryan's doctor are now in the room.

"Now the doctor wants to tell you that this is the last time you're out on your own."

"But the doctor, Syifa is so bored in this room anyway is it wrong that Syifa is just enjoying the fresh air that is out there?"

"Syifa is also tired of just being in this room" he continued.

"I know but have doctors ever heard that boredom can make health worse, right."

Hearing Syifa's speech made Bryan's doctor speech silent until not long after he nodded with a smile that expands on his lips.

"Well, right. Then you can come out."

"really?" ask Syifa with sparkling eyes.

"Yes right but-"

"But what doctor?"

"If you want to get out you have to call me. I'll take you ."

Hearing Dr Bryan's speech made Syifa's eyes round. Just now he wanted to comment on the doctor Bryan even stepped out of the room leaving Syifa who is still silent with an unexpected face on her bed.

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