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Turbulences

Alya Kusuma POV

This beautiful dress, wrapped my body.One step I took, after rejecting my past love.

I try to get my happiness, again.

When I saw you laughing with Ruth and Elisha

There's one feeling I'm hesitating.

Can I be selfish when it comes to loving you? I'm the only one who makes you smile, not him or them?The cross necklace around your neck, became the gift I gave you and you wear it to this day.

The one I believe in, between the grasp of your hand and my prostration we meet in the same Amiin.

I want to tell you that no matter where I am, no matter what happens to me, no matter what happens to you, I will always think of you , and the time we live together is the happiest time right.There will be no regret when the heart loves you.

I do remember the beautiful things about you and only with you, when we came home together, when I first knew you, I still remember when you were said to be sick, I was one of the most sad people. When I bring things that you say are so heavy to carry, when we shop and spend time in a hospital and also in a house,when we both let off laughter about what we told at that time, when we were so familiar together under the full moon and looked at the beautiful stars in the sky. Now with you, one more step.

May I be your partner, and with my words often joke to make you laugh and happy.

To the heart, always serious to love you in joy or sorrow.

I hope there will always be a night, where you will always say:

'I love you.'

The words you often say when I go to sleep.

Love who loves, love,

Without any pain to hurt. You always come with hope.I do not ask to be noticed, just want to be considered, do not be ignored like my story.

Sometimes we like to forget the meaning of praying to ask not to force.But I prostrate in my prayer, that you last until I close my eyes.

We'll never know what a picture of someone's heart is, maybe now it's like you're everything, but there are times when you don't matter to him,fall in love properly so that the heartache will not be prolonged.Do I have to do?

Losing you means losing the main character in my life story.

Marriage is not a trial, you have the right not to prove everything, but I also deserve proof.

My one message to you: be someone who is not good at leaving, just because something looks more beautiful.Because we are going to move on now, and I hope that our steps will always be together, he said,like a pair of shoes that go hand in hand, in harmony at every step.

You are the one I choose, from millions of doubts, and from those I refuse to trust the heart.

Nathan watched my grief.

"If you're not happy when you're with her, come back

My hands are still wide open to hold you tight, Nathan said before clasping his mother's hand left me."

Nathan POV

No matter how short the story is, forget and let go is still not an easy matter for a Nathan.My sleep is destroyed by longing.I want to say something as a human who is always made to fear Will lose. Truly, being loved and loving is a troublesome thing.

The saddest reality is, a reality.you realize you are so in love with someone, that you know you can't have it.Until now your place is still the same, it's always the same in my heart,still in the shadow of hope expect you, which I do not know until when this feeling persists.Not aware of you, many times I wake up, then then broken again.You who I always choose, occupy my heart, and I will not,many have asked me to believe and miss.

My heart breaks when I know you chose him and didn't accept me.Give up all my wishful thinking about his kindness, it hurts to see him love you right, well, so sincere and adore you.His ethnicity I can't really hate you, I can't really hate you,although I have to be hurt and disappointed many times.time that will heal my wounds and disappointment, but loving you does not make me regret, because you are very worth fighting for.

Selfishly harboring pain and harboring crying alone just because they don't want to look weak and cowardly. But you have every right to do whatever it is, your body your heart your choice.But remember my love is also sincere and unconditional, let my love invite you, give up your happiness.What you have ever felt,do you know how it feels to kill self-esteem many times just to survive.And I was able to make it all for the sake of my love for you.

I just want to tell you, today is like yesterday, can only miss what is in my heart and only your name is engraved beautifully, I must be strong, I must be strong,to not see you tomorrow, I am still happy to see you happy & if you are unhappy, there will always be a heart with you.

If you ask, why should I love you?

Believe me, the question was created without having an answer.

If I love you because of your face, believe me, there are many women more beautiful than you, but you I choose because you are my first woman, the woman who can make my heart pound.

I don't understand why I love you so deeply. And why should you?

It is hard to open your heart to someone else. Not that I don't want to, but the others aren't you, and I can't afford to forget you.

My pain is not because of your departure, but about who is with you after me.I'm sure, now he is feeling happy, hesitating because the shadow of the past is very natural. I'm sure your feelings for me are still there, even if they're very few. I'm sure now you're being loved by someone you love so much, and I'm pretty sure, without me, you're always okay.

Never be happy always, even though I no longer serve your happiness.

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