
That afternoon, Alya was busy with her many thoughts.
How she was going to say her grandmother's last wish, it was very difficult for her to explain it to Jane and her family.
Is the granny's disappointment with her disappointment the same ?
Grandma used to love James, even asking Dina to undo her intentions. Since that incident, the grandmother said, if you return to a weak man and can not keep his place, there just fell into the same hole again . Do you keep coming back to forgive the person who broke your heart ?
There was silence then .
" Classify grandma Al.grandmother has been struggling all this time for you . Do not cry excessively, remember you also have a baby who needs a strong and strong mother . "
Alya could only idle without being able to answer anything.
Only God knows and understands best
How hard it is to endure patience
Without having to talk
There's a fragile one that looks neat
When you need me
I've always been there !
When I need you
You where?
May my sad cry today
God replaced with happy cries
Until you forget that I've been sad
If life has a hundred reasons
Makes you cry
But God has millions of ways to keep you smiling
There's a meeting there's a farewell that's destiny
Everything that belongs to you,
As hard as you want to split up you will still be together
Everything that's not yours, no matter how hard you hold him, he'll be released too
Don't be sad that you're left behind
Take wisdom from all events
Maybe he's good you think
But God has the best for you.
Closer to God is the best solution,
Staying prejudiced as the trials of life Happiness will soon approach
I intentionally covered my wounds with laughter
So that I may look happy
Teach me to forget you,
Without having to hate you
If your happiness is only with him
Then go with him
I'm not gonna force you
To be beside me
Give me strength and spirit, Lord
There are too many tests at this time
Until I was desperate
The passion to get better in order to get the best
I want you to miss
I want you to wait for me every day
And after that ....
A**ku pura2 does not care
Just so you know what it's like to me........
How much I love you
That much you hurt me
Here there is a wound, there you are happy
I will never forget your ways
Hurt me
I want to hate you
I want to get away from your life
So that you can see
If I can be happy though
It is not you who accompany Me
For making you love me
Until I forget to
Loving yourself**....
Jane hugged Alya.
" I miss you Al..very . "
" Truly misses her.ujar Alya tried to smile . "
" It's very..gobatan do not believe....".
" How are the twins? "
Jane rubbed Alya's stomach.
" They're good Jane, not fussy and very good . but if they feel hungry will be very active movesnya, mami her no interest in eating, forced to eat so that they return to calm ".
" You see James.losing you makes him quiet ."
" He's signed Jane's divorce papers . And it all ended with nothing else between us ."
" What ? no one knows about all this . She has no say , same I am Al.sama mama and papa also . You forced him on Al...why? ".
" I can't Jane.I imagine her with another woman, I'm quite and done. When grandma is leaving, she leaves me and baby twins with Nathan . Grandma wanted us to live together, I don't know why grandma did it, but grandma was so disappointed when James signed the divorce papers and all the papers ."
" Al...why..why should it be like this.that I always ask James . He became the one who hurt you so much. He realized his mistake . Don't you know he's in town now? running papa's company here ?".
" Whataaa?".
" Your move made her also move . You don't see much change in her Al ? James says , Grandma rejected him , very angry at him , could waste you . Grandma told James, James is going to lose someone he loves, and he has to see a lot of happiness in your life even without James . "
" Granny doesn't have Jane's story ."
Mama James hugged Alya.
" You're more beautiful Al....,".
" Didn't you still bother James ? "
" Yes..mama.upsettle to see her . "
" Is he still taking care of his health ma? eat nutritious food and rest regularly ? ".
" He had trouble sleeping son.so he was in doctor's therapy, his secretary now only knew he was using a male secretary . Since the first time, my dad has said . Actually, papa used to make mistakes on mama too, until now mama still remembers , how papa and his business partners betrayed mama . Mama relented to forgive papa because mama thought , there will be no substitute man papa figure that exceeds papa , for the children of mama , if mama remarried . Not necessarily the children mama , know new people, not as easy as we feel Al..if James just kissing, papa has done more, and papa honest and admit his mistakes ."
Alya just kept quiet.
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