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Slowly Dayana opened her eyes. The handsome face of her husband she first saw. Rafa appears to be asleep while facing towards him. The man's hands wrapped around Dayana's waist. Dayana's face reddened as she recalled last night's events. The man had already managed to change his status from girl to woman in a very gentle way.

Given Rafa who has experience, of course the man has been said to be shrewd in the matter of bed. The man also guided her to do the first new things she did. Slowly his hand was raised and then rubbed Rafa's jaw overgrown with fine feathers.

The man's head twitched and felt a touch that disturbed his sleep. Dayana hurriedly stopped her activities and closed her eyes again. Rafa's eyelids twitched before opening slowly. Her blurred vision slowly became clear and Dayana's beautiful face was the first one she caught.

A smile rose on his face looking at the wife who was pretending to be asleep. Yet he could clearly see the female eyelids in his arms twitching. Dayana's eyes immediately opened when she felt a kiss on her forehead. Netra the two immediately collided.

“Awoke up, baby?”

Shamefully Dayana nodded her head. Rafa groped the nightstand nearby then took the phone off it. Time shows at half-five. After putting back her phone, she looked at Dayana who was still in her arms.

“Shubuh. We'd better take a shower.”

“I. yes, mas.”

“You took a bath together?”

“Eh.”

Dayana said nothing at Rafa's offer, only that her face was like boiled shrimp. Rafa gave a small laugh at his wife's bashful attitude. The man woke up from his sleep and then carried Dayana into the bathroom. Dayana closed her eyes, too embarrassed to see their innocent bodies.

After performing the mandatory bathing ritual, the two immediately perform the prayer of the shabuh in congregation. Dayana's heart is pounding. It was the first time he had been taken in by a man outside his family. And the man now legally bears the status of her husband.

He heard his voice saying the prayers offered by Rafa. The man who's already paid cash himself in front of the penghulu. The man she has loved since they first met. Dayana never expected Rafa would eventually fall into her arms. Previously he felt pessimistic because of Rafa's great love for his late wife.

Rafa turned around after saying his prayer. Dayana grabbed her husband's hand and kissed the back of his hand. Rafa replied to her with a kiss on her forehead. Then the man pulled Dayana into his arms. The cold air that had stopped was slightly reduced due to their embrace.

“Honey.. do you mind if I want to have momongan soon?”

Rafa's voice opened the conversation. The man did want to discuss momongan on Dayana. His three-headed age, of course, made him want to immediately have offspring. But he also can not be selfish, considering the wife is still young and has just started college reaching master's level.

“If you mind, it's fine we postpone it until you're ready.”

Rafa continued because Dayana never answered him. The woman breaks away from Rafa's embrace and sees her husband's face. Rafa was quite curious waiting for an answer from Dayana.

“Why should it be delayed? The child is a blessing from Allah. I am ready when God will give us that fortune.”

“You're serious? But you're still in college.”

“Ngga problem, can be leave. Anyway, I'm not going to get pregnant. I also know for sure mas want to quickly have momongan right?”

“Still yes, dear.”

“Iya, mas.”

Rafa happily hugged his wife again while landing a kiss on the top of his head several times. A smile also rose on Dayana's face. She felt so loved and loved by her husband.

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Dayana's phone rang, a call from her mother came in. The woman takes Dayana and Rafa to breakfast together. After ending her call, Dayana immediately invited her husband to go to the pool. They will have breakfast with all the families there.

Dayana's move couldn't be as fast as usual. She still feels pain in her lower area due to her husband's injection. In addition, he felt that something was stuck until his movements felt uncomfortable. Especially after the shubuh earlier Rafa invites the wife to return to paddle nirvana. Dayana could not refuse. Besides being an obligation, he also enjoyed it a lot.

Freya smiled at the walking style of the child that looked a little strange. She could guess that her son-in-law had already managed to give her an injection that could make her a grandmother in the near future. The woman immediately stood up and welcomed the child.

“Sini, darling.”

Dayana sat down in the chair that Freya had prepared. Rafa sits down with his father, Ravin, Kevin and Abi. They immediately started their breakfast. They had breakfast while talking about a minor matter.

“Rafa.. opa hope you do not delay to give opa, great-grandson,” said Kevin.

“In Shaa Allah, opa.”

“Quiet, Vin. Surely Rafa has been giving depe last night the same as dawn, right?” terka Abi who successfully made Rafa's face reddened.

As an experienced one, of course he knows why his grandson and grandson-in-law's hair is still wet. Rafa's father coughed at Abi's frontal speech. The man did not expect that Abhimanyu, the former CEO of Metro East, could make such a remark. Abi is a serious man.

“Please be advised, my besan this is his mouth is dol. If you also do not use sieve” said Kevin.

“Please be aware also if the opanya Aya tuh irrit talk. Because the vocabulary in his head is limited,” replied Abi.

“Hahaha.”

Ravin couldn't help but laugh at Abi and Kevin's argument. Since he was young, Abi and Kevin were never tired of arguing even though he knew the father would definitely lose against his in-laws who always had the answer to reply to his interlocutors.

Rafa could not help his laughter either. The attitude of Abi and Kevin who continue to argue looks like two small children who are fighting over toys. His eyes then glanced at Dayana who was also busy talking with her mother, Freya, Nina and Miss.

“Let's have a lot of kids, let's have a lot. Later on give you tips” Kevin blinked one eye.

“Do not believe, Rafa. He only has two children. If you want to learn with grandfather, it has been proven that grandfather's children are more than him,” said Abi did not want to lose.

“Udah don't fuss anymore. Among you still aja KiJo who became the champion, his son was four,” Ravin tried to divorce the debate volume two.

“Jojo was cheating, one shot his midget directly into two, so he had four children,” Abi replied. As usual, he did not want to lose the argument.

“Hahaha.”

The sound of laughter was heard again. Ravin just shook his head. Abi is hard to conquer. Even though he was over seventy years old, but his scheming brain continued to work to be able to break the opponent's argument.

Dayana looked at Rafa who was also looking at her. Rafa threw a smile that was immediately replied by the wife. Abi and Kevin accidentally catch the body language of his son-in-law's grandchildren.

“Ayo Rafa quickly finish your breakfast. You will have to charge for the third round,” Abi chirped.

Rafa coughed at hearing that. His face was also flushed. Looking at Rafa who looked embarrassed at Abi's words, the others could only laugh. Rafa really has to strengthen his heart from now on. Now he knows where Zar got his talent for putting out words that often make people blush.

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Vanila was pacing around in her room. Her heart was at a loss considering what Friend had said to her at Dayana's wedding reception yesterday. To be honest, he is still not sure about accepting friend's application. In addition to their introduction of a new corn, he was also afraid of only being used as an impingement, given the history of the man who was difficult to move from his former fiancee who had died.

Beyond these two things, Vanila is also not sure of her feelings for Rakan. She was still not sure if she felt for Friend because she started to like the man or just to be comfortable and consider him as a big brother only. The girl sat herself on the side of the bed. I heard her heavy breathing. Instead of fighting alone without a solution, he chose to meet his parents.

Long enough Vanila circled around looking for the whereabouts of her parents. Finally, he could find the two sitting by the pool. Vanila immediately approached her parents and positioned herself in their midst.

“Mama.. papa.”

“Why?”

“Masa bang Rakan said want to come here bring his parents later this weekend.”

“Masa?” Alisa was quite surprised to hear Vanilla's words. Suddenly he looked at Viren who still had not reacted to anything.

“Keep answering what?” ask Alisa.

“I haven't answered anything. Person he announcement not give question.”

“Hahaha.”

Viren laughed when he heard his son's words. Vanila Manyun's lips saw his father laughing at him. Alisa embraces her son who is still in a confused fashion. Naturally at the age of just 22 years if still unstable.

“Keep what makes you confused?”

“Yes confused, ma. Kan bang Friends are not dating.”

“Mama used to be the same papa. Even papa no application event, directly pay cash in front of penghulu.”

Alisa gave her smile reminiscing about the time when Viren suddenly came to pay her cash. Giving sharp salipan to three prospective brides who have been waiting in line to get married.

“Yes but my mom and I knew each other before. Same with me and my friend. I've been a close friend lately. I don't know what his nature is yet. It could be that he is sweet and good in front, but behind him fierce and likes to chat.”

“You have-there is. Mama believes that the descendants of the Ramadhan family are not like that. Let's see Irzal, how unfortunately he's the same Arsy. Or you see doctor Aqeel who is very affectionate with his wife. Daffa was also a good child, it was the result of his parents' upbringing. Mama believes, Friends are the same.”

No answer from Vanilla, the girl is still at war with her own thoughts. He was still afraid to make big decisions in his life. If you are married later, the steps will not be as free as now. Moreover, he did not know the man who was going to marry him.

“All papa's decisions leave it to you. If you are not ready, do not force it. You better hurry up and talk to your friend before he comes with his parents.”

Vanila just nodded her head hearing Viren's advice. The girl moved from her place and then landed a kiss on both cheeks of her parents. He had to immediately meet Friend and prevent him from coming with his parents. Vanilla still needed time to solidify her heart.

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The friend gets up from his seat as soon as he sees the girl coming into his study. Just on Monday, ten o'clock in the morning Vanila was determined to meet Friend before the girl headed to the Artha Boga building, continuing her training together with Gibran. Friend's face looks welcome the arrival of Vanilla.

“What wind is this you come early in the morning?”

The man let Vanilla sit on the sofa. He also sat in front of Vanilla. For a while the girl still did not say anything. Friend is still patiently waiting, but soon he has to attend an important meeting.

“Ehmm. About the plan brother bring parents brother to my house can be postponed ngga?”

“Why? Are your parents busy?”

“Ngga, not that, bang. But.. but I'm not sure yet aja.”

“Means?”

“Gini, bang. Honestly, I'm still not sure about how I feel, my friend. So did my brother ask to be sure first his feelings to me. Do you really like me or just a runaway. I don't want us to make the wrong decision because of hurry.”

There was no reply from Rakan, the man just stared at Vanila without blinking. It seemed that he was indeed too quick to invite the girl in front of him to get married. Seeing no reply from Friend, Vanila became afraid to offend the man.

“Abang angry with me?”

“Ngga. Why should I be mad at you.”

“Abang silent only. I think brother is angry.”

“I'm sorry, if my hasty attitude makes you uncomfortable. Well I agree with what you said. We go slowly and get to know each other first. If you're ready to just tell me or if you're not comfortable with me also just say it, I'll stop.”

Vanila was pensive to hear Friend's answer. The last words the man spoke made him uncomfortable. But your smile makes the unpleasant feeling a little less.

“Is there anything you still want to say?”

“Ngga there, bang.”

“Ok. sorry before not I mean expel. But I have an important meeting soon.”

“Ah.. yes.. I'm leaving now. Sorry to interrupt brother.”

Vanilla got up from her seat. Coinciding with that, Renata entered the room. The friend's secretary said that the meeting will start soon. My friend took his coat hanging on the kapstok. Along with Renata and Vanila, the man leaves his study.

Friends and Renata went straight to the meeting room on the same floor, while Vanila headed for the elevator. Vanila's eyes continued to look at Friend who entered the meeting room. He also immediately got into the elevator. Even if only for a moment, he had seen a look of disappointment on Rakan's face and it made him feel bad.

The girl breathed a long breath while leaning her back against the elevator wall. His heart wondered if what he was doing was right? But why did his feelings become so unsettled after saying all that.

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Vanilla gallon..