He Is CEO of My Husband
V (Believe)
VIAN (Point of View)
I don't know if my decision was right or wrong. I subconsciously approached Sheren and hugged him, saying "Take me to love you"
SHIT!
What the hell man??! what have I done ?! can I take responsibility for what I said ? I'm totally crazy. But it's okay I'll try to approach him slowly land.I hope he doesn't let me down.
do you guys know ? I'm sick of women who on the outside look innocent and meek, but they're real like stomping dead ants.
I'm sick of it, I don't want my past to repeat itself. My past is so tragic, I can't tell you now.I can be claustrophobic when I remember that incident again.
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After getting out of this crazy situation, which I said lead me to love her. I just walked out of sheren's room and thought about what to do after this ? haven't I noticed all this time ? so with my kata2 earlier, do I have to pay attention to it very extra ? like a baby boy ?
OH NO! I'm sick! I don't want... On what basis did I say that ?!
Now I'm in my private office at JOHN NEW Hospital. I was confused, fretful, annoyed, and also sad.I arrived2 sad to remember a very terrible incident last night. Who almost took my wife's life.I arrived2 felt that I was not worthy of being a husband.
I'm still confused, my attitude is sometimes lazy to care about sheren, but my chest is so tight If I see sheren let out tears. I feel, I have failed to make her happy.
it's true, we married there is no basis for loving each other, but will my life until old age go like this ? without happiness ? and without being friendly2 with his beloved wife ?
but what can I do, I'm right2 there is no sense in the slightest with sheren. have I only felt sorry for him all this time ? heuh I don't know that.
"Tn.Vian please take your clothes off, your clothes are covered in blood" said one of the R2 Bodyguards to me. He arrived2 gave me a very casual shirt and pants.
"ARE YOU STUPID ? For now I don't want to go to the office! and why are you giving me such a casual dress ?! I just want to replace my clothes with Hoddie's and training pants! follow what I'm asking for!" - I snapped
Yes that's how I am, not too like the Ala2 CEO in general.not arrogant yes, I am indeed a CEO. but I really do not like to wear casual2 like a shirt/coat/other.
except when it is strictly necessary to dress like that.
I walked to the long mirror that showed my entire body in the office room.I was now wearing a Tshirt shirt in light, white and navy blue.
as soon as it was clear that there was a blood patch, I touched my wound on my back.
'shhh hurts too huh' - muttered to myself
I look at my face in the mirror very closely, it turns out that I am very handsome! hahaha. wait wait I am not only handsome. but Handsome hahaha.unconsciously I smiled to myself because amused by what I said.
Not until a few minutes later, my clothes arrived and I replaced him. After that I went to the room sheren. want to take care of him, at least as long as he's here let me take care of him... exhausting once
I saw Sheren sleeping, I saw his face.so innocent, weak, and helpless.not to forget, I also just realized.Sheren turned out to be very thin, his jaw was clearly visible and under his eyes was swollen. The more I look at Sheren's face, the more sweet it looks. Honestly, sheren is not beautiful, but sweet plus his beautiful face is like I just want to eat him.
comically.
"eeuhhhh. hooaaaammm"
"humm.... ehhh Vian, how are you here ? not sleeping ? sleep here yuk yuk." said Sheren while puk puk kan kan small bed that he slept it.
"my body is not like a lidi, don't offer it. If you offer it again, you sleep on the floor.want?" -
answer me
"Crazy, really, ice cubes.if not wrong, was your mood good2 aja. you are not so. Bener2 attitude is very easy to change" Sheren asserted while singing his mouth.
huh! I'm looking at sheren, I'd love to kiss him right now.it's so chatty!
especially my fault ? I said it right. Does it look cold ? ck I was wrong again.
"Last night, why did you go to the mall ?" I tried to divert the conversation.
for some reason arrived2 the face of sheren who had a smile2 was unclear, turned very moody.
'that's why he?' - I muttered in my heart
"a. I. I actually go not night. I went around that afternoon. but not realize see2 t-shirt2 nice in the mall so last night. I'm going to the mall to buy an office shirt for my work today.it should be my first day of work with you. It's okay Vian you just cut off my pay a day, because it's been troublesome for you." Sheren obviously lowered his head.
"d..and.a..ku.. I went there alone, not jalan2 like other men2. I'm not the girl you think vian. Hiks hyks hyks" Sheren continued
he's crying! I was wrong again on my topic. Stupid, I just remembered! I told him street2 with another man2 in the mall. stupid bodh fool! Stupid vian!
"i'm sorry for you, I'm guilty.I've been so bad thinking of you" I said as I hugged her.
I told you, I really don't like seeing the manic sheren and listening to her sobs.it makes my chest tight.
I hugged her but the harder she cried.
I let go of my embrace to her, and cupped her face right in front of my face.
"The Sheren... Don't cry, if you cry the wound on your cheek will hurt so much. I'll trust you." Clearly I was stroking her smooth cheek and caressing the head of sheren, aiming to relieve her crying.
"Vian, are you serious about what you said ?"
arrived2 Sheren asked me that. I know where the question leads.
"Yes, I'm serious. Rest assured me that you can make me trust you completely and don't let me down." - Vian
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