
THE SHEREN BACK POV (Point Of View)
Argh..what else is this, Vian thanked me! Well, I have to be happy or whatever. Fears when I am happy with the treatment, ehh will definitely change suddenly.
"what's wrong, I'm your wife. You are not bothering me, but it is my duty to take care of you vian" I replied to Vian. I tried to make my smile with him. Hope to get a good response.
But it's wrong. I don't know why when I smile at him. He immediately changed expression. Is he angry I'm smiling? Am I wrong again? I was confused by Vian's attitude.
I was lazy to respond to Vian's attitude. I quickly went to the kitchen to prepare the food dish that was quite left by me for a long time.
Btw, this is my thighs pretty strong anyway pegelnya. But gpp deh itung-itung berdakti same husband ? Haha. When I got to the kitchen, I immediately heated this cold food.
Once it is heated. I rearrange it neatly like glasses, platters, etc. And at that moment, I glanced towards the living room and I found another Vian towards the dining table.
"Vian, I was just about to call you to eat together. Let's eat." I said with a smile to Vian, to melt the face that had started as cold as that ice stone. But nil, Vian remained cold-faced expressionless with me. What else is wrong ??? Oh jesus. I'm rattled. My head is a little dizzy now.
Vian sat down, I prepared a dish for our meal. He's eating now, but I haven't. I don't taste, my head's dizzy. Slowly hurt my head.
"Why the hell vian ? See me all that? Yes, I moved to another place to eat. Let's make the rest of the room more comfortable." My speech.
I'm fed up enough now, he almost went sweet with me. And now ? Bad again. I want to move out of the dining room, I want to go to the room. My head also started to get a little dizzy.
"Where are you going ? Eat here. Don't go where." Her words held me.
"You why the hell vian ?! I'm sick. You were so sweet with me. And now why are you looking at me like that anyway ?? Don't like me? What's my fault anyway? Hikss.. have you!" I said with emotion.
I also don't understand why I'm this brave. Vian is my husband, but why am I so daring to raise my voice with him.
Suddenly, Vian stood up. And left the dining table with rice on his plate. I picked up the plates at the dinner table and washed them straight away.
In about 15 minutes, I cleaned the kitchen. And I don't see Vian anymore. Maybe to the office. Yes it's up to him.
"Why am I that brave as Vian was ? I feel guilty.."
"Eh btw earlier that Vian why could that dream ?" I had a dialogue with myself, hoping to find the answer. But the answer is still in mystery. Why is my life so complicated, God...
"Let's not be discouraged SHEREN ALKA! you're strong Sheren! Fighting!" I said to encourage myself.
I'm also soon to be working at Vian's company, so his secretary. I can't be so emotional. Go sheren! Learn to be patient hold your emotions dear. Hehe.
(10 Minutes later)
SHIT!
I'll buy some clothes to work with later. I don't have that formal shirt yet. I could forget that, Sheren! You forget so much! But still young! I was cursing myself. Which is always sloppy.
(18.30 WIB)
I didn't realize time was approaching the night.
Yea! Arrived at the mall. I saw a very fancy and beautiful dress.
"That's crazy, so pretty!" I said amazed.
I have a lot of money, want to buy everything? Bisaaaaaa. Vian give me freedom. But wait a minute...
I don't want to like that, I have to save and save. We don't know what happened at Vian's company. Not only is the company stable, sooo I have to learn not to waste. Buy the necessary. What is not necessary should not be bought. What else is shopping for temporary pleasure. DON'T BE YES!
I went around here and there, and thank God I found two suits in a pair of my office clothes. Yes, it is hehehe. To me it's beautiful. Formally, heuhh can't wait for the making!
*DRTTTTT DRTT*
Someone called me, who did ? Oh the Vian.
"WHERE ARE YOU ?!" Vian asked from the voice across there.
Strong cusp of the vian sound, I got away from the phone from the ear. Vian was angry like that.
"Hmm a-I'm at the Vian mall." I said a little.
"WHERE'S MALL ?! WHY ARE YOU IN THE MALL? WALK AROUND WITH OTHER MEN?!! HUH?!!"
"......."
I just kept quiet to hear Vian's words that pierced my heart. It hurts so bad to say my own husband to the mall streets the same other men. I'm not that bad.
"I. a. I'm not that asshole VIAN!"
I instantly turned off the phone from Vian's call, after saying those words. Before turning off the phone, I heard Vian's voice shouting my name. I don't give a shit. I'm sad. Vian Evil already said that. I don't know why my tears drip testes slowly.
I can't keep this up...
Lord.. when can we unite ? When can we think ? When is god ? When ?
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