Heart Shield.
55. The life that is being lived.

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Three years passed.

"Papaaaaa.." a small man ran to hug Lettu Yoshef.

"Haii darling. Already eaten?" Ask Bang Yosh.

"Already Pa. Mama threw up again Pa" reported the little girl Isyat. The premonition of Dewandaru The name Bang Yosh gave to his little son.

"Yes already, you play first huh..!! papa wants to see Mama"

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"We go to the hospital, baby..!!" Bang Yoshef could not bear to see Filda so limp through her pregnancy.

After deliberating, weighing and asking some things from the relevant parties then a year of their introduction, Bang Yosh decided to marry Filda and in order to raise Isyat then Bang Yosh decided to postpone having a baby. But in the third year, he had wanted his baby so much that he decided to add a baby.

"I'm fine Bang" Filda was so limp that to stand up it still felt very heavy

"But still we have to check your content. You've drowned so dear" Bang Yoshef's anxiety grows because he will move to a new place. Indeed, only crossing the bay but moving still keeps its own hassles especially Filda is not fit.

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"Please don't continue to be good with Ivana Bang, Iva is very afraid to interpret all the kindness of Brother" he told Bang Ricky who was holding his daughter.

"I don't blame if there's a feeling in your heart. We're married to Iva" replied Bang Ricky.

Iva looked down, Bang Ricky was very nice to him but the man loved his 'former' wife who was gone. Until she gave birth to her daughter. Bang Ricky still often cries in prayer when remembering Nindy. Cold and rigid attitude he always felt every day. Iva did not know how Bang Ricky resisted longing, until after forty days since the birth of Dewun Elok Sekartaji, Bang Ricky had not touched it.

Bang Ricky is well aware that after marrying Iva he must carry out his duties as a husband, giving birth and inner living to his wife. But until now, he has not given an inner living to the wife. He immediately put baby Isy to sleep. The morning Dew that he hoped as a solace will all his longing for Nindy.

"Again to Battalion first huh. You rest..!!" Bang Ricky passes away but in his heart tries to learn to accept Iva in his life. A glimpse of the kiss landed on Iva's forehead.

"Bang..!!" Iva pulled Bang Ricky's hand. "I wish what would make you happy. I'll do it..!!"

"Seeing 'son and wife' Brother is happy." Reply Bang Ricky then left the place.

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"When you'll raise the status of Iva. It's been eight months of your marriage, but you still haven't reported your marriage to the Battalion staff" Bang Brigas said.

"Abang is not ready to raise the name Iva. Mrs Rakyan's title belongs only to Nindy" Bang Ricky said.

"Bang, the calamity about Nindy has been a long time. We are also sad that three years have passed. Move on Bang, now you have a wife.pity wife Brother" Bang Brigas tried to advise Bang Ricky. "Don't tell me until now you haven't 'sleep' with Iva"

Bang Ricky glimpsed.

"So right Bang?? But Iva also deserves the love of Brother."

Bang Ricky rubbed his face violently while being proud. He could not bear Nindy. "Abang loved your sister Bri so much"

"I know Bang, but women aren't that strong. Have pity Iva..!!" The Bang Brigas.

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I don't know what Filda feels, if Bang Yosh is touching it sometimes feels bland. Sometimes Filda often crossed the shadow of the figure of a manly man who gave her a sensation of taste that is difficult to pronounce.

There was a small leng*han from Bang Yosh's lips and it signified that Filda's husband had reached the breaking point.

"Yes Bang" Filda kept smiling even though her heart felt empty.

"Enough rest.Preparation to move quite a lot of deck. You just cut out what matters. Next let Abang packing, later help om-om Taja"

Filda nodded. To this day, he still wonders what he has trouble remembering. "Well, was it true that my husband was so evil as Bang Abdul said?" Ask Filda.

"Don't you remember anymore. Your husband's a good man. Setampan Isyad's. It's only possible that your soul mate only reached the deck" replied Bang Yosh patiently.

'Forgive the brother who did not seek your identity deck. Brother really loves you very much'

"Yes, there's a need for Abdul"

"Yes Bang."

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Bang Ricky tries to get married to Iva.

"Abang's home yet?" Iva kissed the back of Bang Ricky's hand and took the jacket and hung it.

Iva realized just this time Bang Ricky rubbed his hair.

"Isy bunbun sleeping khan?" Ask Bang Ricky.

Ivi nodded her head until her cheeks turned red and Bang Ricky lifted her up into the room.

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Bang Ricky accidentally lighted the lamp. He tried to kiss Iva's lips. Up to half an hour trying.even Iva's body that has been exposed has not been able to increase his desire.

"Which why? If you don't want to, it's okay next time" said Iva.

"We have to do it. It's a sin not to give your rights" said Bang Ricky.

"But Brother......."

"Help Brother. You must know how" asked Bang Ricky.

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Bang Ricky tried hard to finish his wish. He did not open his eyes at all to even look at Iva again. In his memory there is only the shadow of Nindy. Nindy who he loved so much.

"Nindyy.. Iaaang" accidentally missed the overflow to make Iva surprised. She was holding back the crying.

"Astagfirulah.. Bang Ricky regained his senses and rolled beside Iva. Half-dead Bang Ricky panicked let alone Iva's tears had melted. His head immediately felt dizzy feeling the solution that must be morat marit. "Sorry.sorry Iva"

"If you miss Nindy. Iva is willing to be p****r mu Bang"

Iva put on clothes quickly and got out of the room immediately.

"Oh God God. What kind of man am I..!! I betrayed Nindy... also hurt Iva" muttered Bang Ricky so frustrated.

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