
Bella was bullied for a long time on the edge of the bed. Her mouth was muddy, but her pair of round eyes still clashed for a long time with Rania's pair of dewy eyes.
"Bell ..." call Rania soft.
Both fingers Bella felt warmer while this time Rania not only held it in two fingers but also squeezed it gently.
"Yes, Ma .." replied Bella.
"Bella tau no, Mama relievedaaa ... really, because in the end Mama was able to reveal all the contents of Mama's heart ... Heavy burden that Mama has been carrying all this time ... Confession and sins Mama ... Everything ..."
Bella bowed deeper and deeper, hiding her pair of eyes that had also been glazed over.
Bella's feelings were mixed.
Indeed, Rania said the truth, about the expression of all the contents of the heart that he said made himself relieved.
But unfortunately Rania forgets, that breaking the past for Bella is also Biyan, as well as opening old wounds.
Just like Biyan, Bella's feelings are not much different.
It is undeniable that the presence of Rania this time by bringing so many positive changes, attention, as well as affection, has been received Biyan especially Bella with great joy. But that does not mean all memories of heart wounds and sadness can disappear just like that.
It could be that Bella is happy with what she heard directly from Rania.
All the regret, the strong determination to repair the relationship, so did the apology ...
If you can choose, this second also Bella does not need to think twice to receive Rania back
Which child is not happy to be in the middle of a whole family ...?
Likewise with Bella, it is undeniable that Bella also misses family integrity. Where is he .. papa Biyan ... Also mama Rania ...
All of that is the most beautiful picture that Bella always dreamed of, but on the other hand Bella realized she could not step over her papa just like that.
However, Bella is mature enough to understand that the contents of a person's heart and feelings, not one thing that can be forced, as well as the love in the hearts of both parents.
Although so far Bella has never once heard Biyan talk bad about Rania, even Biyan always reminds Bella to always be kind and respect Rania, but Bella knew exactly that the same was true of her wounded heart ... Surely Biyan also hurt his heart, impossible if not feel the same way!
"Bell, Mama knows this sounds selfish. But Mama really hopes Bella can give you a chance to make amends for all your mistakes ..."
Bella raised her face. Highlights of his clear and glazed eyes are now clearly visible to Rania who even on her face has been decorated with several trenches at once.
"Ma, the presence of Mama has been able to make Bella happy immeasurably, especially if Bella imagines we can go back to how it used to be. Really, Bella expected all that too. But ..."
"But what else, Bella ...?" concluded Rania impatiently, so found the doubts that tangled real on a pair of clear belonging to Bella.
"Ma .. Papa has always taught Bella, that Bella should not impose her will and should be more grateful with whatever circumstances happen to us. Learning to accept all the things that have become the line of destiny from God, because not everything we want, we can get, can go according to what we will ..."
Rania knows what Bella said is not a good signal for her, because through Bella's statement just now, it is very clear how much her daughter respects Biyan, especially whatever will be the man's decision.
It seems Biyan has indeed managed to form Bella's persona to get used to accepting reality, no matter how bitter the reality.
Seeing such a Bella, Rania did not even know if she should be happy or sad.
On the other hand, despite Bella's innocent and unusually spoiled nature, it is undeniable that Biyan was successful in educating and raising Bella into a mature-minded, tough, girl figure, know to respect his limits, and be able to accept any difficult circumstances, with gratitude.
"Yes, Bell, Mama knows. Bella's a good boy, and that means Bella can accept whatever Papa Biyan's decision will be ..."
In the end Rania chose to say so, just so that she could look wise.
Rania refuses to fight with Bella, who is the only way for her to go to the door of Biyan's heart, which seems to be closed.
Bella nods in silence, while the real Rania has not given up on conquering Bella to take her side once Biyan returns, continuing to look for loopholes in order to lead Bella in the direction she wants.
From the beginning Rania had been convinced a thousand percent, if Bella had asked for it, then Biyan would definitely have no reason to refuse her presence.
The shame at this time Bella even expressed her attitude, by choosing to respect whatever Biyan's decision later, so that Rania did not hesitate to launch the action by trying to manipulate Bella's innocence.
"Bell, even though Bella will appreciate whatever Papa's decision, but it's okay if you want the full support of Bella ...?" said Rania again with a laden tone will be veiled intent.
"But Ma ..." Bella's face suddenly lifted with a clear look.
"Bella baby, Mama knows Papa loves Bella very much. Papa also promised to think everything, so that Papa returned Papa can decide what kind of decision Papa can take. But really ... honest .. deep down Mama is sure, that Papa will definitely decide the best decision for Bella. Papa will want to see Bella happy, and Papa certainly can't possibly disappoint Bella. Isn't that right, Bell ...?"
"Actually Bella also hopes like that, Ma ..." great-granddaughter Bella in the end, revealed the contents of her heart that had been hidden, all this time, in order to keep Biyan's feelings as well as his own feelings that Rania had hurt so deeply.
Hearing these words, Rania immediately grabbed her daughter's body deeply, making Bella's cry break just like that, when the warmth that she had always longed for felt fully embraced her body.
"Bella baby, Mama promise .. From this moment on Mama will continue to be on Bella's side, and no matter what happens, Mama will not go again. We will live three lives happily .. There is only Bella, Mama and Papa .. there is no place for others that will disturb our happiness ..." Rania whispered softly, with her raised hand caressing every strand of Bella's hair that was sheathed.
All the words that Rania spoke sounded so manipulative in order to gain Bella's sympathy, in order to be willing to be a source of strength that would always be on her side ...
Kelak ...
If Rania has to face Biyan's rejection of her ...
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