
I started this early 2023 with disappointment ...!!!
All novel levels plummeted, the Author level which is the result of accumulated hard work from a total of 6 contract works (4 finished works and 2 ongoing works) has been slashed without feeling.
Thank you Noveltoon, my platform of pride that I love so much. As an author who is nothing, I will always be faithful to work for the Reader who loves my work with sincerity, because I believe my work is not broken.
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For all my loyal readers, sorry if I am not as productive as your other proud authors, sorry if I have failed you so often.
I love you, and I love the work I write with all my heart. But in reality, it is not that easy to drain the mind even if it is for the sake of the things we love, while what we get is not comparable.
CRAZY UP this time I present for my deepest disappointment ... 🙏
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A few hours ago, Biyan did not even think about whether what he was doing was right or wrong.
But after everything happened, Biyan realized and began to think about it, just when everything seemed to be too late.
Well, it's too late.
Because he found Ayu who was sobbed in his arms a few hours ago, being unable to say and explain anything and showing how messy the girl who usually looks very capable of self-control and emotions that can not even control the rate of tears has made Biyan's brain as if paralyzed totals.
Without thinking long, Biyan who was very worried about Ayu's condition immediately brought Ayu out of the cafe.
In Biyan's brain is only one, Biyan wants to calm Ayu down, but certainly not in public places like the airport area, where everyone's eyes can look at them with a pussy look.
Biyan's lack of knowledge about the small town where she is currently located makes Biyan confused where to take Ayu, so unilaterally Biyan finally decided to go to a small hotel where he would stay for two nights.
Ayu who at that time looked very chaotic just according to where Biyan took her, until finally they both have been in a simple hotel room, but fortunately seemed quite clean and livable.
"Ay, eat first yeah .." said Biyan towards Ayu who sat on a wooden chair which is the only seat available in the room.
Biyan, who had just received a food order service that she had ordered online for lunch, put a bag of two food boxes and two bottles of mineral water, to the wooden table that is right in front of Ayu.
Ayu seemed to shake slowly. "Well not laper, Om .." Ayu replied still while bowing deeply, with his hoarse voice.
"You don't eat when you're sick, Ay ..."
Silent.
Until this moment Biyan did not even know why so Ayu could suddenly be in the same place as him, moreover what reason made Ayu become sad like this.
Why is all this so coincidental?
I don't know what the universe is planning so that Biyan can meet Ayu in a very unexpected situation and condition like now.
Krebk ... Krebk ...
The sound of a hungry stomach twisting is clearly heard in the situation of the room is very quiet.
Ayu also reflexively raised her face, then turned her head back, towards the handsome man who was still loyal towering behind her back.
"That's what it sounds like, Om?" ask Ayu with a pair of eyes that are puffy but contain great curiosity.
"Oh, that's ... Anu ... The sound of Om's laper stomach, Ay .." replied Biyan timidly with a slightly met face.
Biyan did not intend to lie, because even though Ayu asked, she did not want to, but it seems Ayu actually also already knows that the distinctive sound comes from his stomach which is already rumbling because it just filled a cup of coffee in the morning, meanwhile, now the clock on Biyan's wrist has shown at twelve noon past a few minutes.
Ayu was slightly stunned to find Biyan's honesty, but in the end the girl realized.
"So Om Biyan hasn't eaten ...?" ask Ayu again as if he wants to be more sure.
Biyan nodded honestly. "But if Ayu does not want to eat first, Om also eat it later aja deh .." concluded Biyan lethargic while turning around, stepping lunglai to the edge of the large bed, then threw his body there.
Finding that scene a speck of guilt also did not feel good immediately gnawed at Ayu's heart that was suddenly pitying when he realized that Biyan was now willing to hold back hunger for her sake, for her sake, though it was clear the belly of the burly man had thrashed asking to be filled.
"Yes, Ayu is eating now ... But Om must also eat well .." lirih Ayu.
Hearing Ayu's decision, Biyan who had just sat on the edge of the bed suddenly rose again with a crisp face.
"Yes, let's eat now." concluded Biyan with the spirit of four-five, the man's steps back swayed closer towards Ayu.
Seeing the scene that somehow seemed a little funny in Ayu's eyes made Ayu slightly hold back a smile.
Really Ayu felt funny just by imagining a man with a burly body like Biyan who was initially holding back hunger, could suddenly become excited like a boy who got a special toy!
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