
'I have felt all the bitterness in life and the most bitter thing is to hope in man'
Ali Bin Abi Thalib
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I blinked my eyes, staring around the room. It turns out I was in my room. I remember again. Wasn't I at the airport ?
ARDAN !!!
My shout with breath gasping makes Mother panic, it turns out that Mother from earlier was beside me.
" you gpp baby ?? ". Ask Mother to me
" Ardan bun Ardan ..hikss..hikss" said I as I cried. Mother rubbed my shoulders gently, trying to calm me down.
" Alisyha must find Ardan Bun ! ". I said to be tight. I got out of bed, Mother prevented me. Pulling my body into his arms. " Sha Mommy knows you lost Ardan. But you have to remember one thing, if he's the best for you he'll be yours "
" Bun hikss..hikks.hiks Alisyha loves Ardan Bun. Alishha did not want to be far from Ardan. Alisyha can't Bun !!. Alisyha can't if there isn't her Bun hikss ".
" istigfar son, Alisyha can't do that. You can't expect too much of someone Syha. You remember the words of Ali Bin Abi Talib 'I have felt all the bitterness in life and the most bitter thing is to hope in man.
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" Am I wrong Bun if I wish Ardan. Am I wrong ?? " Ask me to Mother in between my sobs
" Dear you weren't wrong hoping for Ardan. Only the portion hopes it is different baby, you must be clever to place your expectations.
Do not expect too much of man later God angry dear. Allah is Most Jealous, Allah does not want Alishha to be too hopeful for his creation until he forgets his creator. Alisyha understands ." Mother hugged me. I still cry over Ardan's departure. And why don't you say goodbye to me, if you say I wouldn't be this sad.
Behind the door there was a much sadder look at Alisyha's current condition. He is Bang Iyan. Bang Iyan felt guilty. If only he was better able to take care of his sister, his sister would not have hoped for love that should not. Iyan rubbed his hair rough. He felt so helpless to see the two people he loved so much cry.
Seeing the condition of Alisyha who was very hit made her mother sad. That means the sadness of the two women is a sadness for Iyan. " Amologin Abang Syha". Saying Iyan behind the door
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" Assalamu'alaikum Ma" Karin said on her phone
" Rin Wa'alaikumsalam".
" do you know where Ardan is ?. Ehh bertar sound lo serek so like people are crying lo why Ma ? ".
" Haa ready-Where is he going ? "
" I have to go to Bandung today as well as Rin, sorry yes I can not say goodbye directly to you and Alisyha. I'll say hi to Alisyha. Assalamu'alaikum Rin's ".
" Kok rush anyway, you don't say goodbye to me---" tut.
" Wa'alaikumsalam ". Jwb Karin after the call was dropped unilaterally by Elma.
" Rhymes ? .Elma knows where Ardan is ?" Ask Dani. Replied by Karin's head
" Continue we have to find info from where else dong ? ". Ask Dani again
" tauk And my head is so dizzy. Where did the Elma go also today to Bandung again ".
" haah Elma to Bandung ?. Why ?. He went to college there. Why did he suddenly go, why not say the same to Alisyha. Lo dua his best friend. It was as if farewell to the cake. Do not like Ardan who immediately say so. I wonder why today people are on the go anyway. What is the day of the world today ?. I'm tired, I know that I'm going to London today as well ". Oceh Ardan
Karin turns her eyes "you want to go too, you want to go to London ? "
" i was planning to go to college there. Ahh sure you do not relax if you have to separate far from me. I know that Rin really likes me. You're just embarrassed to say the same to me. Lo omngin now Rin mumpung I give you a chance. If you say you like to continue to love me, I can still negotiate the decision I made to leave. How ? ". Said Dani while raising her eyebrows.
Karin shuddered "what the heck lo, this oath is not the time to joke. We have to find Ardan, you don't pity if you see Alisyha until she fainted because of the loss of your best friend ". Karin was upset
" Bentar again also lo who will faint because of losing me ck. "
" I'M NOT THAT WEAK !! ". Karin's speech was full of emphasis
" haha girl is the most good at being told to pretend to be strong. Don't be strong, if you're weak, say weak. The proof until now you do not move on from SAMUEL !! .CK "'S ".
" you know about Sam from where ? ". Karin said as she glared at Dani
" Love in different religions is difficult. But I salute you who still can not move on this. Stupide Girls ! ".
" You can't talk about Sam anymore !. Sam has died from my life !!! ".
" In fact you can't move on right from him ? . Come on Karin want to until when do you like gini continue. Lo cool all the guys, lo judes, lo cuek to all the guys just because of lo in potekin one guy. Not all guys are the same Rin ".
" you said not all guys are the same ?. Ck. In fact, your best friend is both HIS ASSHOLE like Sam. You still want to say that not all guys are the same ? ". Karin's words just made Dani silent, it turns out that the scar that Samuel cut was very deep in Karin's heart. " How do I want to fight Rin, not nothing you already ngangpep I Fuck. One day I'll go to you if I'm not Samuel or Ardan ". Inner Dani
" Further information about Ardan ! ". Karin.