Honey on the Wedding Day
Chapter 122 - Decision

Now there's just a hump in Lendra's room. Tania was silent, and so was Lendra. He just looked at the face of his wife who was involved very tired. The guilt now arose within him. He felt the pain that the woman had been feeling all along. Now he is replacing his wife's position even now he is through the trials of life which are also quite heavy. His parents pulled assets that had been his and the woman he loved also left him when he was down like this. Worse the woman who loves him too will now be a little left because she felt never appreciated by him.

Lendra took Tania's hand. Tania looked up her head looking at her husband. Her tears just drip. There was a feeling of happiness in his little heart however, his sense of disappointment was deeper. The nature of her husband makes her doubtful about her decision but, she also does not want to change the decision because she believes, Lendra is a smart man and wise in business, he said, he will be successful again in the near future and if that happens then, Lendra will also return to Safania. Tania did not want to repeat the same wound with the same person.

"Tan, if I could change the time, I wouldn't do that to*i to you. You're a good girl, you shouldn't get treated like that!"

"But in fact you did it. From the beginning of our marriage, I just wanted to help your mother recover but, it turns out I'm not that strong. I'm too fragile for you who's too sturdy. I was too hopeful for you who never considered me and now I realize it's time for me to leave. I looked at Mom and Dad first. You're here first yes, I'll be back!" tania stroked Lendra's hair gently and then smiled at the man.

Lendra could only stare at Tania who was already in front of the spatial door. He did not hold back his tears. The clear circle just flowed soaked his face. Recall leads back to the moment he had lived with Tania. He also recalled how he treated Tania harshly and unfairly. Only regret can be felt now.

"If one day you come back and you don't leave me. I promise to make you the queen of my life and I won't let a cry come to your face if, it's not a cry of happiness!" muttered Lendra to himself.

Tania is now in the hospital garden. He did not really visit his in-laws but, instead, chose to calm himself first and reassure his despair. She was not sure if her husband would be sincere with her. She had better live a peaceful life but, got the love of her husband than a luxurious life but she was not treated well. If Lendra had gotten his life as it was, Tania was very sure, Lendra would have left him or ignored him.

"I just don't want to add a scratch to the heart. Enough thorns you've implanted. I gotta go. If this is indeed my destiny I sincerely but, if we are indeed separated I am sure God will give guidance to our household but, if we are separated, I am sure God will give instructions to our household, I will also not give any gap to others to hurt me. Enough of my crying!" tania murmured rubbed her tank on her face.

Tania's eyes caught a sight that showed a child who was with his parents. The boy seemed to blow something up to produce quite a lot of booby. The adult woman and man laughed out loud, finally their hero can do it too after repeatedly failing. They look very happy.

Tania moved her feet closer to them. His lips smiled faintly staring at their happiness in a simple way. Simple it was to be happy but, just to smile was difficult for him. The woman who was with the little boy realized Tania's presence, he approached Tania and asked her what she meant to them.

"I just accidentally saw you and I'm happy to see your humor. Very happy little family. Her mother was lucky to have a husband who loved the family and in the gift of a very handsome baby!" tania replied smiling broadly and poking the little boy's chin furiously.

"So, you're not husband and wife yet?" tanya Tania showed her index finger pointing at them in turn. The woman and the man were disturbing at the same time.

"Mom just seemed to be crying?"  Tania instantly rubbed her hand against her eyeball and wiped away the rest of her tears.

"Mbak is waiting for Mbak's sick relatives and Mbak is crying?"

"Said Om I, ngk can cry, we just doain our sick family given healing by God to quickly gather again at home. Don't be sad, it will heal longer. That's what my Om says. Aye Om!" said the boy pulling the tip of the middle-aged man's shirt. The man immediately lifted the body of the little boy below him and held him.

"Dear Ones!" the answer.

"Oh yes we luan yes, we want to look at Roni's parents!" pamit the woman and Tania just nodded.

"The little boy was not perfect, he almost lost his parents but, he could still smile despite not getting affection from his parents at least, he said, he did not lack love because he still got from his parents' friends then, what a difference with my life. I didn't get my husband's love but, I got a huge blessing from my husband's family but, the difference between me and that little boy, I got a big blessing, I don't accept my destiny and don't be grateful for something that has become my path!"

His heart is getting worried. The unanimous decision began to collapse.

"I've asked him to the religious court and I've also told my intentions to my in-laws. What I have said, I will take responsibility and I will continue to separate my husband. I don't want to torture my life any longer!" tania Gumam. The twenty year old girl further closed her eyes slowly.

"Lord I am not your servant who is good at deciding if, my marriage only until here make our farewell but, if this is only a trial and our household continues then give the servant a clue. Don't let your weak servant make the wrong decision to decide his life!" Tania could only chant the prayer that came to her mind.