Honey on the Wedding Day
Chapter 15 - Breakup

After returning home from Rafa's house, Nadya entered his house and he saw that his father had not returned from his place of work, the woman immediately entered his room.

Arriving in the room, he immediately sat on a chair and picked up a book and pen. The letter by letter in her skeleton became a word and the word was merged into a sentence that represented her heart at this moment.

"I used to chase you with bismillah

Until I put my hands high

To achieve my desire

To have you...

I spread the prayer mat,

I sat on it.

With a cry of grief

In front of the creator

To unite me with you.

Now my bismillah, my,

I end with alhamdulilah

Enough until here our introduction

I closed all the things about you

Including the little jokes that used to be

Ever made me laugh.

Before that I did, though,

I once begged you

To stay with me

Until you finally stay

Decided to leave

Tampa questioned my consent.

However, your departure is still my skyline

Let God come back

Turn your heart around

To be back with me.

I have chanted thousands of do'a,

Sobbing isak already I'm on the prayer mat

Maybe even angels

It's been laughing at me

Because thousands of times I asked

People who were not expecting me

To keep coming back.

But it's not your return that I've received,

Your news is now together

Another woman looks already in my sight

No, stop praying

I'm just getting your name bigger.

Now I'm awake

It's time, I realized

My world.

It's time I woke up

From my dreams and erasing

All traces of you.

Such is the series of sentences that Nadya wrote on the diary that became a place to vent every day. Tampa felt her tears now wet her face, it felt like the memories of yesterday wanted to be reworked.

His eyes closed and his mind returned to memory five years ago, a truly heart-wrenching event.

"Nadya, Dengeri me ya Darling!" 

Nadya smiled at the words, Rafa who was holding his hand in a marathon field. At that time the two were finishing a marathon together as usual and strangely this time Rafa asked him to talk together.

"I love you!" said Rafa while stroking her hair.

"What do you want to talk about?" ask Nadya.

"I want our relationship to be over!" said Rafa tampa dare to look at Nadya's face.

Nadya immediately took off Rafa's hand and turned her face away from the man, tampa aba tears just flowed, her heart beat faster, she was unable to say anything more. This man's words really hurt his heart.

"I'm sorry!" said Rafa trying to reach back Nadya's hand that was separated from the clutches of his hands but, Nadya was even more distanced.

"I know it hurts you so much, I love you but I can't do anything, I just want to make you happy!" said Rafa who is now participating.

"Happy? Ahaha!" nadya's crying and laughter broke out simultaneously.

"I ask you, will you after you lose the one you love, you will be happy after this?" asked Nadya who was now looking at Rafa's face sharply.

"I don't want you to be hurt by my family!"

"I've never had a problem with that Raf, I love you that you're sincere, whatever the risk I'm taking, including your parents' insults to me!" obviously Nadya who now takes both hands Rafa.

"I don't have the heart of Nad!" said Rafa let go of Nadya's hand and left the woman.

"Akkkkhhhhhhhh!" nadya shouted loudly under the black cloud that was now enveloping her.

From that day on, Nadya never again opened her heart to love other men and she had never had a relationship with anyone. His heart is still the name of Rafa and he has not been able to accept new people even though many want to replace Rafa position.

"You've got my intercessor while I'm still waiting for your presence to return!" Nadya Gumam.

The head that had been upright, now lying on a new paper in his writing, a feeling that had been forgotten for years, was now again present in front of him.

"I realize I haven't been able to negelupain you whole Raf!" mumbling again.

"Dok, how's my friend's condition?" rusdi asked the doctor who had just come out of Evandi's room in the hospital.

"Dok, how's my employer doing?" sari asked who was worried and stood next to Rusdi.

"The patient's condition is fine!"

"Well, how's Doc? My friend was gringy in pain!" sewot Rusdi's.

"The patient has a temporary memory and for now he cannot be invited to remember his past which will affect his head so let him remember it slowly!" obviously the Doctor.

"Forgot memory?" Rusdi.

"Yes sir, but this is only for a while and the patient can still recover in some time!" clearly again.

"Then I stay sir!"

"Evandi lost his memory Bi!"

"Means he won't remember with me Bi!" said Rusdi who could no longer say the word.

"Not only Den, but everyone he's forgotten includes Auntie!" said Sari with sorrow.

"Where am I going now?" muttered Tania who was now sitting on the side of the road.

"When should I do this?" smith again.