
"Married to Rara?" Shanum noticed the look on Rio's face, it was true that there was only a hint of anger on the man's face. Then, she turned to look at Rara who was initially smiling, upon noticing Shanum's gaze at her, hurriedly she lowered her head.
"Ra, are you willing to marry Rio?" shanum asked, his voice so soft. Almost drowned in the cries and cries of those who called for disdain for him.
"Ma-want how else? I had to accept it, didn't I? Even if I had to, I still have to replace you, Sha!" rara replied, squeezing her fingers with her face down.
'Replace me? By compulsion? If you were my best friend, you wouldn't follow me around like them. Your compulsion is disappointing me, Ra! Whatever force, you shouldn't have accepted it, Shanum's inner self.
Shanum just nodded silently, his cries exploding yet he did not dare to let out his voice at all. Only a soft sobbing could he do even though his heart was stuck in a sharp dagger that he could not pull out alone.
"Go you adulterer! Go!" hardik them who are there, do not hesitate to throw Shanum with whatever is in front of them. The roaring cries that began to sound, did not stop their actions.
"Go adulterers! Go there!" shouted a few more people, who were as if they were never satisfied before Shanum stepped out of the place as soon as possible.
"Go!" yelled Mia, Mother. Throw Shanum's wrapped clothes into a large black plastic bag and throw them into Shanum's body until the woman staggers.
"Mom?" Shanum didn't expect it, instead choosing to protect it. Mia insulted him and kicked him out.
"Don't call me mom!" mia snapped, her face flushed red holding back the anger raging in her heart.
"Mom, it's not like that. Why not listen to my explanation first? I'm not selling myself right away, Mom! I'm being scolded"
"Don't you, your body's unhealthy because you're carrying the damn seeds of the men you slept with, right?" cut off Mia, instead saying things that are not necessarily the truth. However, after saying something that was a disgrace to her daughter, Mia smiled cynically.
"Mom, I'm not selling myself!" once again Shanum confirmed the reality. But, nihil.voice still lost with the voices of people who were reluctant to hear Shanum's explanation which he thought as a lie.
"Go you Shanum! Don't tell lies anymore, it's enough you humiliate Mom and Om Luqman. Even though he's your stepfather, he loves you a lot too. But, how could you repay all our affection and sacrifice with this filth!" mia said loudly, not once gave Shanum things to defend himself.
"Especially now that you're pregnant with someone else's child, it's inappropriate to marry Rio!" chirps Rara, increasingly pouring lava anger residents.
"Pregnant? In fact, I don't even know if I'm pregnant. Why are you, my best friend, willing to say things that have not been proven in front of citizens like this? Rara, you deliberately want to make them even more angry? Is that our relationship for years?" Shanum looked at Rara, the woman who had been his best friend for many years, and did not warn him of remorse.
"Don't corner others just for your own fault, Shanum! Go then! I'm sick of seeing you!" shouted Rio.
Shanum mangosteen, he cites some scattered photos of himself, taking some that can be reached. Then, put the photos into a plastic bag containing her clothes and leave without saying goodbye to anyone including Mia, her mother.
"Tante, who's patient, yes. Forgive Shanum who made a mistake" said Rara, trying to calm Mia who just sobbed after Shanum left. His fake cries were clearly visible to some residents. But, they all chose not to care and disbanded.
Peni immediately left, there was no intention in the slightest to entertain the former candidate of his besi. Because, among all people, he is the one who knows best and witnesses how he behaved to Shanum first. Peni is quite disappointed in her former daughter-in-law, but somehow she can't hate Shanum.
"Pa, let's go home!" Peni invites her husband, leaving Rio due to being too upset.
"Waiting? Wh-wh-what for? He doesn't value us as his parents, Ma. Did Papa know all this time that Rio's decision to cancel the marriage with Shanum and tomorrow will be married to Rara?" sumpul Peni, her eyes glared at the husband.
A moment later, the middle-aged man shook his head several times in response to her husband's question.
"I don't know either, Ma. Why, why should I continue the marriage, with Rara anyway? Don't they need time to get to know each other?" raka asked, Rio's father.
"Either there was any controversy, Mama was so dizzy thinking about it, Pa." Peni breathed a few times.
"Pa, Ma, where are you going?" rio asked after his parents.
"We want to go home, calm the mind," Peni replied without looking at Rio.
"Ma, Rio wants to talk about Rio's marriage to Rara. You guys wait at home, okay?" ask the man while smiling.
"Sorry, we don't have time" Peni replied quickly. "Didn't you announce your marriage in public? So, why talk about it again with me and your father? Just continue! Can't you do anything without asking for our approval?" sarkas Peni, staring at her fixated son cynically without being able to refute.
"Ma, I had to do that. Rara and I loved each other" she said shamelessly, hoping her parents would give Rara a chance.
"Before you and Shanum cut ties? Then, all this time you have also betrayed!" kecam Peni, her chest tightened. Filled with grief.
"Pa, let's go home!" peni's voice was louder, pulling the end of her husband's shirt.
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Shanum walked down the corridor carrying a plastic bag containing his clothes. Amidst the scorching sun, Shanum could only grimace as his dizziness grew more pronounced. Smelling the smells of food on the streets, Shanum increasingly resisted nausea. His feelings growing more suspicious of his own condition, he held onto his stomach. His mind wondered more.
"Is there really life in here? Life as a result of that one night's mistakes?" muttered Shanum, he looked at the pharmacy that was close to his reach, deciding to buy a testpack.
Finished buying a testpack, Shanum walked towards the park, there is a public toilet there. The plan, that's where he will use the testpack that has been purchased earlier.
"My heart skipped a beat" Shanum said, noticing his trembling hand holding the small object.
Shanum's feeling was erratic when the testpack in his hand began to show a red line. The line which was originally only one, over time shows one other line. Yes, the testpack shows line two. Shanum certainly knows what that means.
"Square line? That means I'm pregnant" she said, Shanum's body falling to the floor. He started crying.
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