
Again and again, Mas Rio came home late.
I don't know what he's doing outside the house.
Always come home late, not even often Mas Rio came home at midnight.
Makes me nervous and my worries become more and more.
Especially after the many strange things I saw, from the red mark on his chest, the Branded Shopping Bag Construct of hundreds of millions, to someone in his photo status.
At exactly eleven o'clock in the evening, Mas Rio just came home. I, who was still awake, turned to her who had just opened the door of the room.
His body smells of drinking alcohol, as well as the smell of cigarettes. His face looked crumpled, like he was exhausted.
"Where did you come home at this hour?". I asked him, I still speak slowly even though this self is filled with anger.
"There's the same business as a friend of an office friend" he replied flatly
Yes I know, Mas Rio went to eat together with his friend. But that's not what I'm worried about, but someone who was photographed it.
"You why haven't you slept ra?". Further
"I'm waiting for you, I'm worried..". My speech
Without returning a word from my words just now, Mas Rio waltzed off to go towards the bathroom. I took a slow breath, throwing out the tightness in my chest.
I'm still the Legal Wife of Mas Rio, so I deserve to know my husband's activities outside.
I always try to be a dutiful wife to Mas Rio, always serving the needs of Mas Rio.
But I am not strong if the attitude of Mas Rio who always hurt me, is indifferent to me.
I'm just an ordinary woman, angry, disappointed.
If I don't remember this situation late at night, I might have vented my anger. This self-wanted berate Mas Rio, venting this anger. Poking Mas Rio with this heart-wrenching question, but it was useless. It must be just an answer to a lie that was thrown from Mas Rio's mouth.
Tiiig...
There was a message notification coming from Mas Rio's phone.
I approached, I grabbed Mas Rio's phone lying on the bedside nightstand.
Why is the phone in the lock, gk as usual.
One message from Irwan's number, this heart throbbed pain while reading the message from the number. Although I could not read all the messages, but I could see at a glance the contents of the message.
My chest came cramped, my heart broken.
The fear that had been haunting me all along, and all the anxiety I had for days on end turned out to be real. Mas Rio mem's
betraying me, betraying this sacred promise of marriage. This piece of message proves that Mas Rio is no longer loyal.
I smothered my mouth, I cried. Crying without making a sound, so as not to be heard.
The tightness of my chest in light of the evidence was enough to shock me.
Before long Mas Rio came out of the bathroom, he caught a glimpse of me. Staring at me with a frown, as if thinking. Maybe he was thinking why.
But he ignored me, then he took the clothes and used them.
While I was still sitting on the bed, neutralizing this tightness. In order to look ordinary, as much as possible I try to hide this painful wound.
Mas Rio walked towards the bed, then laid his body beside me. Not a word came out of his mouth.
Am I not that important in your life right now? Until you find another happiness outside.
Am I no longer considered to be your wife?
Is there no longer my name in your heart?
Look mas!
I'm not okay, I'm broken to the brink!
I rush to the bathroom, I lock the door and don't forget to light the water faucet, so that no sound of this crying can be heard. I shed all these tears, all the pain, the disappointment of being one.
Why mas? What was my lack all this time?
Almost three years we've been married, why do you have to do this to me?
All this time my heart loves you very much mas, survive in the midst of all the sadness and restraint I went through just like that because this heart sincerely loves you mas, and also as a proof of my dedication to the husband, as well as a proof of my devotion to the husband, I always follow all the orders you want. But what's the payoff?
Right now, this second. My love is slowly fading, my faded love is eroded bit by bit by the lies Mas Rio made.
My love just disappeared, changed my pain and disappointment.
After a long time of silence in the bathroom, I went back to the room.
The clock on the wall had shown at one in the morning, it had been an hour more turned out I was in the bathroom.
I woke up when I heard the dawn prayer ringing, I rubbed my eyes as I woke up from this sleep.
Due to crying for too long, my eyes felt very heavy. I take ablution water and then I complete my obligation to pray two rakaats.
Mas Rio, the end of this is indeed rarely worshiped. When I wake up or I remind you will always be angry.
After the prayer, as usual I was in the kitchen to cook. And finish this homework before leaving for work
I saw that Mas Rio had woken up and had changed into his work suit.
I said Mas Rio at a glance, I step this foot towards the room.
When I saw Mas Rio my blood flow suddenly felt boiling, I remembered the message on Mas Rio's phone last night.
"Where are you going Ra, here accompany the meal". Mas Rio's looking at me
"Mas, just eat first. I want to be ready to go to work too, so as not to be late". My words answered Mas Rio's words.
I heard a long sigh from Mas Rio, I don't want to think about it. Let it be, my heart is already hurting over his treatment.
**When in the office
"Sister." I said to Kak Bintang with glassy eyes holding back tears so as not to fall
"Ra, are you okay? Why are you, your brother's story why?". Said the Star Brother, in an anxious tone. I know he must be worried about me.
Tears just like that when I heard the voice of Kak Bintang, I hugged Kak Bintang. I cried as much in his arms spilling heartache in the chest.
Star Sister rubbed my back, with the intention of calming me down.
After a few minutes, my crying stopped, I lifted my head. Looking towards my brother.
"It's quiet, try to tell brother why? What is tentanf Rio?". Brother Bintang asked
I nodded my head, it was clear that Kak Bintang was holding back his frustration by clenching his hands.
"Mas Rio Cheating Brother". I said slowly with a hoarse voice
"Bi*dab b*the son of a bitch, I let my sister marry him, give him a decent job here. But even this is the reply". Kak Bintang memgebu.
I know Kak Bintang must be angry, Disappointed, and Injured to see his sister treated like this
"Sister, Sorry".
"No, you're innocent Ra. Indeed B* alone who never know yourself, then how the continuation of your relationship with him?".
"I want to get divorced from Mas Rio kak, I've been treated unfairly all this time. Mas Rio always put more importance on his family than me, all this time I have been patient. I still accept that Mas Rio is only concerned about his family, but if Mas Rio has an affair I better back off". I replied with a sob
"B*dick bastard, I'll make his life suffer br*ngsek".
"You calm down, you don't have to cry over that br*hny man. Now you focus on yourself, let everything be brother". Saying sister star
I nodded and did not feel I was asleep in the arms of Star Brother.