
Today at the office work is not much, so I can relax leha leha while playing my phone.
I play my phone, see whatsapp status of my contact friend.
While I was scrooling my phone, I saw my sister-in-law mbak manda just uploading a photo with a woman that I knew was a rose, yes the rose of my husband's former lover. Roses left mas rio because mas rio was not yet established and preferred men who were much more established, because roses used to be the son of village heads who had a tobacco business in the village.
But what makes me seem to think hard, the status of the sentence from mbak manda that reads
"Thank you, my sister-in-law, you know me best. I'm not like my sister's wife who is now, so I can't wait for you two to get married for our family to be happy". Write it on a photo where mbak manda and rose are sitting in a cafe while showing off a new bag.
Yes I know for sure the sentence was addressed to me as if I never understood him, but what does mbak manda mean? Prospective sister-in-law, who is the sister-in-law?
Mbak manda only two brothers, the first mbak manda the second mas rio. What mas rio is getting married, then I swipe a message to mbak manda status
Did not wait long mbak manda immediately reply to my message
"Why, Self-conscious dong should be you!". Reply to my message
I looked at the reply from mbak manda, what kind of hate he had towards me.
What is true that mbak manda said on his status, can not be allowed I have to ask later to mas rio. What is true mbak manda status, do not forget also I menscreenshoot status whatsaap mbak manda on my phone screen.
I was still in my mind until I was not willing to work, fortunately I had finished my work. Yeah, I really don't like my work being delayed, and getting done later.
The hour came home from work, I rushed to tidy up my work. Not forgetting that I said I went home to the star, I went straight to the room
Star sister always offered me to deliver or to bring the car that I used to wear, but I refused it.
After finishing saying goodbye, I rushed out and walked down the aisle of the company.
When I arrived at one of the rooms, my steps stopped for a moment and I let my head look into the room.
But I did not find mas rio in his room, surely mas rio has returned home first.
Again the sense of tightness grows in the chest, why mas rio as if would not care for me. I'm his wife, I can't understand myself once.
I decided to book a taxi online, after waiting for my online taxi order to come. I got into that online taxi that would take me home to my rented house, along the way I kept thinking about the status of the mbak manda.
Without me knowing I have arrived in front of the rented house that I have lived in for almost 3 years here, first after marriage mas rio want to live independently. Lots of good memories while mas rio was still watching me, understand me. I don't know why his attitude has changed. Until I don't recognize him at all
I step this foot into the rented house, just about to enter the room the sound of the engine dero mas rio car heard. I stepped my feet out to welcome the return of mas rio
"Mas, where did you come from?". I asked her, she just glanced at me and said
"What kind of pain did you have?
Yeah, wait a minute, I'm coming to mom's house". I said to mas rio, I am worried about the state of the sick mother-in-law.
"No need ra, you're at home just guard the house. Mas only for a moment anyway, just send mom only later also home" he said give understanding to me.
"Hemm yaudah mas, if there's anything the same mother tell me yes". I said worried about my mother-in-law, because my mother-in-law has a history of high blood disease. Hopefully nothing happens.
Mas Rio has finished changing clothes and immediately went to the house of the mother-in-law, the house of the mother-in-law and the rented house is not much different only 1 complex.
"Ra, go to mom's house first. Later if the mas has not come home, you sleep first just have to wait for the mas to come home". Said mas rio while peeping my forehead, I nodded while smiling at him.
Without thinking about the burden that was in my brain right now, I cleaned up my already sticky body.
After the shower I ate by myself, after eating I stepped foot into the television room. I turn on this TV, but my finger is playing on the phone. While I was looking at some whatsaap status from my friend's friend.
Deggs...
One whatsapp status that really makes my heart like stop to beat, the status of mbak manda.
"Dinner time chek with happy family". Write it in that status
Where in status like being held a family meal at a famous restaurant, which I was surprised said mas rio if the mother-in-law was sick but this is what.
A reality that slapped me so hard, that everyone in the photo smiled happily without thinking about me here alone.
Be ill..
Yes, this heartache
in the photo there is mbak manda, mother-in-law, mas alex (husband mbak manda), risa (son mbak manda), mas rio, and another rose woman was former mas rio.
What the hell is this, did mas rio lie to me by saying if his mother is sick and will deliver to the hospital.
My tears just fell, I felt like there was no pride in him. With the ease of mas rio lying to me like this, what a worthless me is. What did mas rio mean to lie to me, I cried sobbing spilling the tightness of this chest.
Do I have to retreat from the household that I have been building well, all this time I always obey what he wants mas rio and his family. Suing me to be banned from having children, because they say if I and mas rio have children will cost a lot due to unstable finances plus mas rio who must finance mother-in-law.
What are my bones, to the mas rio family, so they don't like me that much? Is it because I'm just an orphan like the word my mother-in-law always said to me?.