
Nisa opened the door to her apartment. For a moment he stared at the doorway, who would have guessed that he had to come back here. He was forced to return to Jakarta because his retirement was almost over.
The people who had just congratulated him on his marriage turned into mourning. His social media account did not escape the many condolences. Apparently God only gave him a short time to be Viko's wife. How tragic.
Nisa stepped gontai towards her bed. He was tired, especially his soul. The rest of his wedding leave is one day, he will spend with sleep. Not going for a walk or honeymoon like you should.
The corner of Nisa's eye captures the sparkle of the diamond ring that Viko pinned on her ring finger. Nisa stared at the ring for a long time, then she kissed it with reverence.
"Viko .. What makes me sad is, why can't I love you? I tried everything I could, but I couldn't. I'm sorry." Nisa nangis sniffling. "Never apologize to me, Ko. I'm the worst man in the world."
Nisa remembers when she was going back to Jakarta, her in-laws giving her a blue envelope.
"When Viko was taken care of the last one before you were fiancees, she wrote this for you and told you to give it to you if something bad happened to her" Nisa's in-laws said.
Nisa got up to pick up the bag at the table and searched for the blue envelope. He opened the envelope attached to the glue, it turned out that it was only a piece of HVS paper that Viko folded neatly. Nisa opened the folds slightly trembling. Once it opens, it turns out that the contents of Viko's handwriting are full pages. Before reading, Nisa rubbed her eyes that were still dewy, in order to read clearly.
'How are you, Nis? I hope you're all right. If this letter reaches your hands, something has happened to me. I hope this letter doesn't get into your hands__forever, but I don't know what my destiny is. So today I want to convey something to you just in case, afraid that there is no more Viko in the world.'
Nisa took a heavy breath. Has Viko had any premonitions before?
"She, when I asked you to get married earlier, I heard you crying in the toilet. And when you came out of the toilet, I saw your eyes too. I don't want to ask, because I know you won't answer honestly. I'm sorry Nisa, I'm indeed the most selfish and greedy man. I actually know you don't love me. I've been aware of it since you did your farewell with Seno at the airport before he left for Manchester. My radar is never wrong, Nis. You love your best friend, right?
I saw how your eyes look when you look at Seno, and when you suddenly hug her from behind in front of my own eyes. That is enough for me to know your true heart. But selfishly, I don't want to let you go even if I know your heart is attached to someone else. Can I be selfish just for this? I don't want to let you go for any man! I am determined to move forward to marry you. And hopefully that can be achieved.
I also know you stayed by my side because of my illness, right? Silly, I was thankful that I was sick. If I'm healthy, you can't stay by my side, right?'
Nisa's eyes began to heat up and then a moment later began to dew again. So Viko knew all along?
'I didn't expect you to agree when I asked you to get married. You ignore your heart just for my happiness, I think it's a very stupid thing, but again I don't want to let go of you. Aren't I a jerk?
Nisa ... all my life, I've only loved one woman, which is you. You are my first love and may be my last. I loved you from the time I was 14 until I was 29. For God's sake, that love never disappeared from my heart. Even my mother lost her mind how I could eat you. You know for yourself, didn't I get depressed because I lost you? That's very hard for me, Nis. Really am.
I don't regret what happened. And I am so grateful that God has brought us together. Thanks to you, I can feel what love is. Thank you, yes ....
Nisa .. because this letter is already in your hands, it means that there is no more Viko in this world, I hope that from now on you can live your life well. Grab your love! Forget everything! Be happy ...!
Oh yes .. I wrote this after you said to the office, the paper and the pen I asked from the nurse. Sorry if the writing goes up and down not clear and a bit ugly, because my hands are limp. [Emoji laughs]'
Who always loved you ....
VIKO ANDRIANO'S.
Nisa was sobbing while covering her mouth with one hand. Nisa kept crying until she fell asleep. When he woke up ....
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After bathing Seno brewing coffee, he sat in the living room and opened his laptop. Aldi__subahannya, will video call to report the development of his company. So far there is no problem, Seno strongly believes in the bottom of it.
However, as he waited for Aldi to contact him, he opened his social media account. As soon as Seno's eyes widened, why in the double many who say sorrow to Nisa? Seno's hand trembled slightly, then at that moment Seno knew that the one who died was her husband Nisa. Viko.
Seno dropped her back onto the back of the sofa. 'Oh my God, why did this happen?'
Seno snatches her phone next to her laptop, then she calls Nisa. Once, twice, three times, up to fifteen times, Nisa did not answer Seno's call.
Anxiety immediately hit Seno. He's not calm. The man was confused what to do, surely his best friend was very shaken. Only a few days Nisa became a wife, her husband had to do surgery, then God immediately separated them back.
Seno put his hand to the face. Does he have to go home? His friend needs him? However, he had to meet Nick to take care of their business, if he came home, later the business would fall apart, Seno did not want it until it happened. While he and Nick have planned this carefully.
"I'm sorry, Nis, I don't think I can make it."
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Nisa squirms on the bed. How many hours did he sleep? 6 hours? This is a record for sleeping for a few days. Now it was only 9pm that Nisa did sleep from the afternoon after reading Viko's letter.
Nisa sees the red light on her phone flashing, then she grabs the phone on the nightstand. He saw some phone calls. From Lala, her mother, Angga, and from__Seno. Nisa's eyes glared when she saw Seno calling her 15 times.
Seno must have known, he thought.
Nisa decides to type a message for Seno. [Sen, you called earlier, huh? Sorry I was sleeping.]
Then half an hour later there was a call from Seno. Doubtfully Nisa shifted the phone's handle button to the right.
"Hello ...." Nisa answered. However, a few seconds Seno did not make a sound.
"Hello ... Sen?"
"Miss ...." Silent again.
"Nis, I'm sorry ...." Seno finally said. Instantly Nisa's eyes warmed up again and the dew came again.
"Thank you, yes ..," Nisa said.
"Honestly, I just found out today." I don't know why Seno felt that the conversation this time was so stiff. Maybe because Nisa is still very sad.
"Yes." Yeah." He finally answered.
"Thank God .. I'm so worried about you."
"Elo's going home, right, Sen? The year-end holidays are still two weeks away."
Seno lowered her head while biting her lips, but she finally replied, "I'm sorry, Nis."
Nisa's heart immediately melos. However, he did not say a word. Maybe now he's not Seno's priority anymore.
For a few seconds no one spoke. Seno knew Nisa must be disappointed. Actually if he could, he wanted to go home right now and then hold Nisa into his arms.
"Have you eaten?" Seno finally said. Nisa flinching. "Don't eat late yeah .. you have ulcer disease."
"Yes, don't worry about that. Sen__" Nisa gulped with great difficulty before continuing her words. "G__gue is now a widow. You have to tell me, what should I do? My wedding is not over yet, but I am a widow. Do you know how it feels? That hurts so much!"
Although Nisa does not love her husband, but if the story is like this, still she feels stiff. Moreover, Viko is sick because it has something to do with the tragedy eleven years ago. Nisa's head felt like it would break if she thought about it.
"Lo strong Nis! All I know is that you're a tough chick. You can hold any problems during this time," said Seno calming.
"Gue's tough because Elo is next to me, Sen, but now when I'm at my lowest point in life, elo isn't there." Nisa said while sobbing. Seno's eyes rippled.
'Lord ... I want to hug Nisa, I want to hug my heart lover now,' Inner Seno.
"No, Nis. Elo is strong of yourself, not because of me." Seno tries to convince Nisa.
"Gue's sure you can cheat on this, even if I'm not next to you." Seno still heard Nisa sobbing.
"Nis, beat me up! Be the Nisa I know. A tough girl who can solve any problem, who can organize her heart well, who can achieve all her dreams, which are always beautiful every day. Eh, if the latter is wrong, because you mewek continues every day, surely now elo looks ugly. It's so ugly for sure!"
Nisa almost gave her a laugh. Is she allowed to say that she now misses other men when her husband's grave is still red? Is he innocent?
"Sokay know lo!" Nisa chuckles. Seno was a little relieved to hear Nisa laughing.
"Tomorrow you start work, right?"
"Yes, I'm working tomorrow. I don't know, I can't imagine how the response of my colleagues see now I'm a widow. And Nadya must be so happy."
"Udah, lo cuekin. If he says something painful, elo take the chili keep the chopper up his mouth." Nisa again laughed at Seno's words.
"Iye-iye .. By the way, yes, I want to take a shower. My body feels so sticky. I haven't had a shower since yesterday."
"Yes God .. so elo girl is a badass. Oh yes, shower!"
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Unexpectedly as Nisa begins to step foot into her office, the people who cross paths with her, greet her and the female employees embrace her while expressing their condolences. The whole office is grieving. The leader was seen to shed tears when he said his condolences to Nisa. Then Nadya came, Nisa had wanted to do what Seno said last night, but unexpectedly his arch-enemy greeted Nisa by putting on a sad face. Or maybe he's just acting because there's a leader now?
"Gue is sorry, Nis," said Nadya. Nisa spent a few seconds until she finally said, "Thank you, Nad."
"I'm sorry I didn't come to Sukabumi at your wedding."
"It's okay. Far away too, right." Then Nadya smiled. But he doesn't seem to be acting.
Apparently the work made Nisa a little forget about her sadness. True what people say, if we are sad look for busyness, then you can momentarily forget the sadness. Imagine if you stay home alone without doing anything, surely the sadness continues to eat away at you.
"Mbak .. Would you like to have lunch together?" Suddenly Lena came into her room. Nisa stopped her work then glanced at her watch. Right, it's lunch time.
"Can. What do you want to eat?" ask Nisa.
"The others said they wanted to eat meatballs, Ma'am."
"Bakso? Maybe, it looks good. Yuk, we're leaving."
In fact, other employees disagree when Lena proposes to invite Nisa because the atmosphere will be awkward later. But Lena thought, if their boss had lunch alone, she was still grieving.
When Nisa eats meatballs suddenly there is a whatsapp message from Yuda. He just said, "Welcome back to work, boss. Smile ... spirit!" With a sweet smile emoji.
Nisa smiles haru, it turns out that the people around her are paying attention to her. Nisa is so grateful.
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Sorry for part 21 lamaaaaa. Mood nulisnya suddenly decreased because there is something that makes upset some days.
Oops so vent...
Happy reading yes ππππ
Hopefully the 22 part is cepet, and I am not upset again ππππ