
"Nis, I don't need a psychologist!" seno said slowly but sharply when Mr. Hasan arrived at the hospital tomorrow morning. Seno drags Nisa to the toilet to talk.
Nisa fell silent as she looked at Seno intently trying to convince her. "Darling, you're sick! You're not all right. Yesterday's incident left you with a trauma! Plis, I don't want you to be okay, the sooner the better to heal your trauma."
"That means, I have to reveal everything I experienced yesterday, I can't, Nis."
"Rather than being harbored and boomerang for yourself? Mending reveal everything let you plong and you get help for your own soul. I know you didn't just accept physical violence yesterday, did you?"
Seno. "B-But I'm scared, Nis. That's too horrible for me." The man swallowed his saliva with great difficulty.
Nisa grabbed Seno's fingers and squeezed them slowly. "There I am, you don't be afraid. All the same Mr. Hasan, okay? Let him get you right."
Seno took a breath at once, trying to throw away her fear and gloom. "We met Mr. Hasan, huh? He's come all the way."
Seno flinched for a moment, after which she nodded. "okay."
Nisa and Seno came out of the toilet. Nisa immediately launched a friendly smile at Mr. Hasan, and sat down on the sofa nearby, followed by Seno. The forty-year-old man returned Nisa's smile. "I'm sorry I'm a little late, I should have been here at nine" said Mr. Hasan.
"It's okay, sir. Thank you for coming" Nisa said.
Mr. Hasan nodded, then he turned his gaze to Seno. "How are you doing now, Sen? Yesterday your mother called me, and I was a little surprised to hear you got lost. I'm sorry."
"It's better now, sir. Thank you for helping me."
Mr. Hasan smiled. "That's my duty."
After a short chat, the therapy session began. Mr. Hasan began to pry what Seno experienced yesterday, regardless of what he did, so that Seno vividly told everything without anything covered, when at first he was reluctant to speak a little, but he was reluctant to speak, apparently Mr. Hasan also applied hypnotherapy secretly so that patients are not shy to reveal everything.
Mr. Hasan said, if the address Seno is not immediately disclosed and gets help, the long-term impact will be very bad. Victims of sexual abuse will make the victim will feel embarrassed, shocked, confused, to guilt. If these feelings continue to arise, the victim is potentially exposed to mental health disorders such as depression, post traumatic stress disorder, drugs, eating disorders, and anxiety disorders. All of that has an impact on the victim's daily life, such as difficulty sleeping, stunted activity, until it is difficult to do the real fun thing. Even worse, the patient will think of suicide.
Therefore, appropriate strategies are needed to overcome the trauma caused by sexual abuse. Mr. Hasan continues to convince Seno to stop denying and accept all the fact that everything will be fine, it is just a calamity that must be accepted. There is no need to give a lengthy explanation as to why anyone is harassing. When you continue to deny, pain and anger will continue to arise. So Mr. Hasan told Seno to be able to release and accept all of that with sincerity.
Nisa saw Seno much more calmly. Therapy continued for two hours, and now Seno can smile freely. Mr. Hasan told Seno to do yoga or meditation after getting out of the hospital to make his soul much calmer. And don't forget to always get closer to God.
"Next week we do second season therapy, yes. May you get well" said Mr. Hasan, patting Seno's shoulder gently.
"Thank you, sir."
"Together, yes if so, please excuse me."
"Yes. Thank you, be careful on the road, sir," said Nisa then saluted Mr. Hasan, followed by Seno also regretted it.
After Mr. Hasan left, Nisa went to the toilet for a moment to calm herself down. Honestly, Nisa was very shocked to hear what her husband was going through. He was angry and sad, but he realized it should not be shown in front of Seno.
Nisa could not imagine how Seno felt at that time. For God's sake, she didn't expect this terrible thing to happen to her best friend, her husband - the one she loved the most.
"What do I do, Sen?" Nisa stuck herself in front of the mirror, not feeling tears shed on her smooth cheeks, but she quickly removed. "I can't cry. I can't look sad. You're strong, Danisa!" Nisa took ablution to prepare Duhur prayer.
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Sunday afternoon Seno returned from the hospital. Arriving at the apartment suddenly he asked to be made instant noodles with mustard, eggs with cayenne pepper. Nisa is grateful that the stock of instant noodles in the closet still has one left. Indeed, after the therapy session, Seno's appetite has returned when he previously did not want to eat anything, just drink water.
"You don't know, Nis, this menu is everyone's mainstay for stress. Instant noodles with rawit is the most effective anti-stress drug. I dare guarantee you."
"Masa, anyway? Could be you." Nisa chuckles.
"Seriously, you know."
"Oh yes, Sen, my mother's father was on the way here, she was told Rian that you were sick."
"Oh, yes we have asked Mr. Vishnu to help pick them up at the station."
Nisa nodded. "You wanna try, don't you?" Seno shifted her instant noodle bowl to the front of Nisa.
"Suapin, dong."
"Can...." Seno scoops the instant noodles, blows them away, then feeds them into Nisa's mouth. They also ate the instant noodles both until it ran out.
"Tomorrow my mother will take care of you if I go to the office" Nisa said as she kept a dirty bowl to the sink, took a bottle of water from the refrigerator, then poured water for Seno and herself.
"My mom wants to come here too, he said. Well don't love tomorrow ramenya what if my mother same mother you meet, I have to face the two mothers alone." Seno gulped down the water Nisa gave at once.
"Hahaha, be patient, baby. Tomorrow I can't skip a meeting to talk about the new project." Nisa sat down next to Seno again after drinking and put the water bottle back in the refrigerator.
Seno embraces Nisa's shoulder. "It's okay, I understand, really."
"Sen, I love you" Nisa said.
Seno looked at Nisa suspiciously. "Why, huh? How come you suddenly say, baby?"
"It's okay, just to say it." Nisa leaned her head spoiled against Seno's chest.
"Ah, I know, there must be something you want to buy, huh?"
Nisa chuckled, then said, "And that's a pretty expensive one."
"No, I know now." There was actually nothing Nisa wanted to buy. Nisa said that because she still imagined the incident that Seno experienced.
"Even if you're free to buy anything with your credit card, but I have to tell you first, right?" Nisa raised her head.
"What do you want to buy, Nis?"
"Lingerie."
"Hehe, I forgot not to replace your broken lingerie."
Seno chuckles. "Sorry, I've got your lingerie broken, Nis."
"forgivable. Because that day you made me go to the most beautiful place in the world. World's most beautiful paradise you ever loved me. You make me happy."
Both flinch. The atmosphere suddenly felt syahdu with the gaze of each eye. Then suddenly Seno said, "Nis, I-I-fear not to be able to take you to that place again, and I'm afraid I can't give you that anymore." Seno's voice shook with the cry.
Nisa cupped both cheeks of her husband. "You can, I'm sure!" Seno grabbed Nisa's hand on her cheek and kissed her gently.
"Are we trying now?" said Nisa. Seno looked up at his wife's two eyeballs wryly. And he found his faith there. Nodding.
Both of them got up from the chair to the room. Slowly Nisa continues to convince and try to get rid of Seno's fear. Now she is more active, as much as possible Nisa will eliminate the trauma.
"Sen, I'm Danisa, I'm your wife! I'm not that villain!" Nisa kept whispering it in Seno's ear.
Seno stared fixedly at the face of the woman in front of him. Closing your eyes for a moment and then reopening them. The face of the person he loved most filled his cornea. The eyes dimmed, now Seno felt safe and unafraid. Then the malevolent hormones immediately rose.
"I'm Danisa, kiss me!"
With a heart that trembled violently, Seno tried to bring her face closer to Nisa, closed her eyes, then slowly grabbed Nisa's lips with hers. The kiss was full of love and sincerity, Seno could feel it. And little by little his fear flew freely into space and he would lock it up so as not to go back into his mind. Only Danisa deserves all that from her.
Secretly Nisa smiling Seno was already getting comfortable. He stripped off one by one the clothes attached to Nisa's body. Then touch by touch Nisa received as usual. Now he believes the trauma has disappeared.
Nisa replies to those touches until Seno is absolutely sure that now the one who is touching is Danisa. His wife. That afternoon the silence was shahdu. Seno smiled with a gaze that made Nisa melt.
Once again Seno managed to bring Nisa to that place. Where there is only them, love, and affectionate sweat. How could Nisa not love him? The good Seno, the responsible Seno, who always brought him to heaven? May it always be like this.
Seno kissed Nisa's head while hugging her on the bed. The skin that stuck together without a thread under the blanket produced a natural warmth from each body.
"Thank you for everything, Nis."
"Together."
"By the way, you haven't got another month, have you?"
Nisa's eyeball glanced upwards in remembrance. "Not yet."
Seno's hand went under the blanket rubbing Nisa's stomach. "Hopefully he will be in your stomach soon."
"Yes. Uh, I was wondering Lala about the obstetrician, and she recommended her obstetrician. He said good."
"You want to check, then?"
"Yes, you guys want the consul too, anyway."
"When? Let me anter."
"No, let me be with Lala."
"Why?"
"Fear you're busy, honey."
"No."
"OK, deh."
Seno more close his arms. "Hhh Nis, how would it feel if we had children? I can't wait to feel."
"Obviously if we already have children, we can't possibly hug like this if he doesn't sleep."
"Hehehe, really. You want to have a boy what girl?"
"What if I were."
"My dad knows we have boys, you know."
"Times, anyway?"
"Yes. When he gives you tips all let us have a boy."
"Hehe, you said that. Papa you tuh gokil also it turns out. At first I thought he was a stiff guy. I was a little shy of it too."
"You don't know when he was in college he was a boy band or boyband that."
"Huh?" Nisa was surprised to change position.
"Yes, you asked my mother. Duran-duran, Curt Cobain, New Kids on The Block, all of them were his idol artists."
"Keren, Papa you like Curt Cobain, roker is also him, yes."
"Not just a roker, he's also a boyband."
"Geez, hahaha, yeah .. Yeah, New Kids on The Block, that's a legendary boyband."
Before long the sound of bells echoed throughout the room. "Sen, something came. Don't be my mother."
"Well! Masa, anyway? How very cool."
Both of them immediately darted from the bed, and quickly put on clothes, until they did not realize that Seno's shirt was upside down.
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