
Vin began to wonder.Vin went home and there was no one there. He drove straight to Gibi's bookstore, where his parents worked. There, Gibi was also very quiet. Vin enters the store and searches for his father (Feno) but he does not find him. He also ran to the cafeteria, his mother was not there. The shop was open, but no one was looking after it.
Vin chose to sit where his father worked and keep the bookstore so that his parents did not get into trouble about this incident.
Suddenly, it was heard by Vin, a sobbing sound behind the bookshelf. It was still afternoon, but it was still frightening to hear such a sound in such a quiet and alone place.
Vin walked over to the source of the sound and found Yura leaning on the bookshelf crying.
The girl tried to hold back her cries, but the tightness and sobs made a crying sound that Yura did not want to do because she did not want to be known by others.
"Ra," call Vin slowly.
Yura immediately wiped her tears and tried to look ordinary.
"Lo why?" vin asked while squatting and resting on one foot in front of the girl.
"It's okay!" yura snapped with a raucous voice typical of people after crying.
"If you want to cry, cry, Ra. Don't be strong. Everybody has problems. Do you fight the same again like you?" ask Vin.
"It's none of your business!" yura snapped again.
"Yes, just cry. I keep it here. People see it, shame. When a Yura was crying in the bookstore, I thought Kuntilanak was," mocked Vin as he sat on the floor and leaned against the bookshelf.
"Not funny!" yura snapped while rubbing her eyes.
"Who is funny? Yes, it is crying! I keep it here," said Vin. "Cry, please. Crying!" his orders and made Yura's tears no longer pull over.
At first, they were silent. Yura did not want her tears to be seen by anyone including Vin. But, Vin wanted to accompany Yura who was not doing well. Vin knows for sure that Yura is not as strong as she seems at school. Not to mention the matter of Yura being slapped by her mother in front of Meta and Vio yesterday. It must have been a very painful wound in the heart of the girl.
Yura leaned against the bookshelf, next to Vin.
"If you want to cry, cry. I pretended not to be horrified" said Vin.
Yura sighed. "Lo can't really, just once if you meet don't need to mengeselin, Vin?" ask Yura.
"Kok ngeselin? My intentions are good! Keep you here. If there's anyone, I can tell you! You don't want anyone to see you cry, do you?!" reply Vin.
"Why did you come here?" ask Yura again.
"Gue's? I want to cry here too. Uh, it turns out you cry first. Weak!" vin Eject.
"Don't let me punch you in the face, Vin!" reply Yura.
"Lo nantangin me, Vin?" reply Yura with annoyed tone.
"Nantangin what the hell, Ra? Blubber! I want to see your face if it's crying like this." Vin kept taunting Yura and made the girl really feel annoyed.
"Yin!!" yura shouted.
"What!!" reply Vin who shouted.
"Gue's tired, Vin!!" yura shouted again.
"Yes, just rest!" reply Vin.
Yura was completely burnt with fire emotions facing Vin.
"Gue's tired of my life! I'm tired of making lo! I'm tired of having to fight the same way! I'm tired of being in this family! I want to kill myself here! But you're here!" yura's yelling made Vin speechless.
Vin turned to Yura who was looking at him. Vin also glanced at the knife lying on the floor and Yura tried to hide it.
"Yes, I recommend you how to die. You can drink cyanide or you can stand in the middle of the highway to be hit by a truck, or if you need services to kill, I can," said Vin.
"No need, Vin. I prepared everything. I'm tired" said Yura.
Vin quickly picked up the knife that Yura was hiding and threw it into the bookshelf.
"Lo crazy huh?!" vin.
"Yes, I'm crazy! I can't live like this! I want to die! At least I won't see you again with me! I will never see you again! Iue—"
"How are you?! Don't you think how Om Angga would feel if you died?!" vin shouted cutting the sentence
"When will I be like this?! At school I met you! At home, I met you with me! At least in the cemetery I'll be alone!" reply Yura.
"Dad!!" yelled Vin with all his might and made Yura surprised. "What do I want to go to elo until you want to kill myself? You hit me at school! Have I ever beaten you? No, right? Do you want me to be the reason you committed suicide?" ask Vin.
"But you're adding to the burden of my mind, Vin!" reply Yura.
"okay! I'm sorry if I added the burden of your mind until you thought about killing yourself this country, Ra! You can tell me all right! Not playing your own way! It's your problem the same me!" resolutely Vin who had run out of sense to face Yura who was like this.
"Gue's tired, Vin! Kayak you said! I'm a bad boy! I'm tired of being a bad boy! I tried to make peace with me! But I am not appreciated! I'm slapped! Sedurhaka what the hell am I, Vin?! Why did I think I was like that?! Is it because I often get a call from school? That's the reason I'm so disobey as well as nyokap me?! Then why is he who never took care of me, why did he not follow me like me?! Why is everything wrong now?! She's the one who told the sisters to make me! He told ART to be my playmate at home, at school, everywhere! Then why am I the only one who is disobedient?! Why do I not lie?! He made me like this?! I'm a bad boy because I'm not a good boy to him. Then why did he not disobey because he was never a mother figure for me, Vin?!" yura shouted while crying.
Vin could only be speechless seeing Yura crying before him. He did not really know the ins and outs of the Yura family. The girl continued to cry until she sniffled.