Hypothalamic
Suicide Again

"Lo think about it, Ra?! You think all things should end in this way?!" yell Vin again.

"Lo don't understand! Why the hell are you always here, Goddamn it!!" Yura shouted along because of her already heightened sense of regret.

"Lo who doesn't understand! Why do you always do it like this?! You want everyone to nangisin lo pas lo dead?! So lack of attention, you?!" vin's shout made the girl's heart even more torn.

Yura's heart was pulsating very quickly along with the annoyance. "Aaaaarrhhhhh!!" yura shouted loudly.

"Now you want everyone to cry out and know if you want to kill yourself here again?! Do you want the news to be as splashy as first?!" reply Vin again.

"Yin!!" shouted Kim Tae Young who was also upset to hear the sentence. "Lo doesn't know anything, Vin!" continued.

"Lo also deliberately let him do this!" point Vin at Kim Tae Young's face.

Yura threw a punch on the man's face with all her might. "Dead you in my hands, Vin!" yura shouted.

He was about to beat up Vin again but Kim Tae Young pulled Yura into his arms. Yura rebelled wanting to beat up Vin again. But, this time Kim Tae Young's energy is stronger to lock the body of the tiny girl.

Suddenly Yura cried and clasped the jacket Kim Tae Young was wearing. The man recalled a few sentences that Yura said a few minutes ago. "Lo come here to do something? Suicide?"

"This is my hiding place!"

"Gue's tired at home."

Kim Tae Young may not think that Yura is lying like she did. There is no way a girl could run away from her house just because she was told to study.

Yura's cry grew louder in Kim Tae Young's arms. Vin saw this incident again. Yesterday Yura cried in Kayuki's arms and today Kim Tae Young. He never got that chance to hold Yura's tears.

***

After Yura calmed down, Kim Tae Young allowed the girl to sit on the floor. Kim Tae Young lies next to him and looks up at the sky.

"Did you come here?" ask Vin.

Kim Tae Young ignored the question. He kept staring at the sky. "It's quiet?" kim Tae Young asked Yura and the girl nodded.

"Hidden?" kim Tae Young. "Lo want to hide the news of your death here?" ask Kim Tae Young.

Yura sighed. "At least there will be nothing to think about if I kill myself here again" Yura replied.

Vin was silent to the conversation.

"Gue thought so too. Because this place has been a scene of news lo want to kill himself, certainly no one would dare to come here. I can kill myself without anyone bothering me. But there you are, not so," said Kim Tae Young.

"Why would you kill yourself?" ask Yura.

"Next month I go to Korea" said Kim Tae Young.

"On that ranking, I'm sorry, Nold. I don't know bakalan—"

"Liet down. I don't know what I'm going to do either" said Kim Tae Young, cutting off Vin's line. "Who's got the same problem?" ask her to Yura.

Yura took her breath back. "Gue doesn't know" he replied.

"Why not know?" ask Kim Tae Young again.

Yura chose to be quiet. They all fell silent. Kim Tae Young closed her tired eyes and fell asleep. Suddenly lightning struck in the sky. Signs it's going to rain.

"Udah to try. I'm going back!" vin.

Yura still felt pain from the sentence Vin said earlier. He turned on the phone and lit up Kim Tae Young's face. There he saw a wound on the man's face.

"Nold!" yura woke the man up.

Luckily Kim Tae Young woke up and saw a bright light from Yura's phone screen. "Hmm" he answered.

Kim Tae Young rubbed his eyes and looked at the sky whose star was covered with clouds. "Gue between you back," said Kim Tae Young.

"Yes" replied Yura.

Vin heard the answer Yura gave.

Vin came home with a burning feeling of annoyance in his chest. He witnesses that Yura prefers Kim Tae Young over him.

Vin lay down on his bed and threw a roll up to hit the vase. The sound from the ceramic shards was heard to the ears of Nia who was just about to knock on the door of the room.

Nia quickly opened it. "Sister Vin!" nia screamed in panic and her expression changed as she found her young master lying comfortably on the bed.

"Feelings there was a breaking sound" said Nia.

Vin just kept quiet and refused to respond.

"Want to eat first, or take a bath first, Young Master?" ask Nia who can't read the situation.

"To the outside!" vin's screams made the girl surprised.

"Why?" ask Nia.

"To the outside!!" vin shouted increasingly.

The door of the room opened, Rafa could hear the screams of Vin in the middle of the night. He approached his son. From under the stairs Rafa heard a quarrel that happened in Vin's room.

"Well, I can say fine!" shout Nia.

"Do I need to kick you out of my room?! I want to be alone!!" yell Vin.

Rafa opened the door wider and saw a servant arguing with his son.

"This is why, Vin?" rafa asked twitching both of them.

"Young Master just got home, sir. I offer to take a shower or eat first. But he was screaming like a gini. 'And I was shocked. I am not a budek. I can be horrified. Why you should scream like that. I'm human" explained Nia.

"What's that, Vin?" ask Rafa.

"I want to be alone" replied Vin briefly.

Rafa pushed both his eyebrows. A sign that he was trying to focus on examining what happened to Vin. He was never this harsh on the waiter. Vin Salalu was gentle as Feno and Nurul had taught him.

"Nia, you can go back to your room" said Rafa.

Nia. "Abis where the hell is he? Come back to that trance!" nia grumbled while stepping on the stairs towards the lower floor.

"Young Master why?"

"You fought the same Young Master?"

"Did Young Master fight with Mr Rafa?!"

Nia was immediately asked such questions as soon as she entered the servants' room.

"No idea" Nia answered briefly.

"You are the Young Master's personal servant! Time doesn't know," they reply.

"Yes, don't know! He came home straight into a trance like that, screaming!" said Nia.

"Young Master is good! Never yell here." They replied again.

"What time?" ask Nia.