I Call Your Name

I Call Your Name
Sadness will be farewell.


After Sowan Sani still with Bizar in the pesantren garden. The quiet atmosphere is suitable for expressing each other's hearts. During that place also Bizar did not dare to talk even a little to the girl who is now his wife. There was a fear of annoyance and sadness fused to fill his heart.


Emran let them talk to be open to each other and can express the contents of each other's hearts.


Bizar occasionally sighed thinking about what she should talk about. It was hard to say something even simple to Sani. His mouth seemed to be locked tightly so that he could not express his heart.


While Sani was getting upset waiting for what the husband would say. Sani knows that Bizar is still sad about the loss and departure of Husna. But what his marriage means is nothing at all until Bizar has to be hit and slumped in grief.


"Sister Abi... actually want to... What talk? Sani must immediately follow the pesantren activities and this afternoon go to evening college" Fishing Sani with a little deep regret in his heart.


"Sorry...." Only that word came out of Bizar's lips.


"If only apologize. Sani forgive..there is no mistake Abi's brother did to Sani" Sani stood up from his seat.


"Sani will return to the gothak (room)" Pamit Sani told Bizar who remained silent.


But his steps came to a halt as Bizar pulled and held firmly to his arm. Sani turned to look at Bizar There was regret in the man's eyes. The guilt that was so great for hurting this little girl.


Bizar pulled Sani's hand so hard that the little body fell on his lap. Bizar quickly clutched tightly onto Sani's tiny body.


For a moment Sani felt bad and tried to escape from Bizar's embrace. But the more he rebelled, the stronger and warmer Bizar was.


" Please be patient with my attitude.I want you not to change to me Sani!" Pinta Bizar lirih while strengthening his embrace.


After hearing Bizar Sani's request to sit down with a tanang buried his face in Bizar's chest while crying a mouthful. It feels hard to part with this man she loves. It didn't feel like letting go of these warm eight until Sani returned a warm hug from the Husband.


After a little talk expressed his heart Bizar felt relieved. Hugging Sani made all the burdens he felt just disappear.


Maybe at this time Bizar himself does not have the feeling of love for the girl who is willing to sacrifice for her family.


"I'm sorry I ignored you already hurt you. You're in big trouble and have rejected you. I'm really sorry" Bizar didn't feel like crying. Showing his weak side in front of Sani. He no longer thinks of prestige at this time . Only Sani really made Bizar feel depressed. Hearing and seeing for yourself how much Sani likes makes Bizar uncomfortable.


Sani looked up at the husband's face. Removing the tears that wet the cheeks of the man of his id. Bizar also wiped away Sani's tears.


They encourage each other without having to talk much. Mutual understanding of the pain of abandonment and separation.


Now Bizar must be willing to leave his wife to continue his education. One year later, Sani finished his studies. They also need time to be able to understand the meaning of their relationship created by fate.


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