I CHOOSE FAITHFULNESS
Self-deficiency

The aura soaked his eyes, the glare of sunlight disturbing his sleep.

"Mas!" Summon Aura as the black shadow approached her.

"You're awake, baby." Kenzo came closer to Aura who had just woken up.

With her narrowed eyes Aura saw Kenzo was already neat with her work clothes.

"Roof!"

"This is the first day I went to the office. You forgot my darling?"

"Ah.... I'm sorry." Aura's voice rested on Kenzo's shoulder.

"It's okay, baby." Kenzo stroking intimate hair Aura.

"I'm anatar down to mas."

After Kenzo's departure, Aura ran back to her room. He reached into his bag looking for a business card he had stored in his bag.

"It's Him." He said when he found a business card that read Dr. Tia Triana, she's an obstetrician.

Aura intends to see doctor Tia who happens to open a clinic in one of the areas near where she lives. He wanted to just want to know his condition not only from one doctor, he wanted to know for sure about his condition from several doctors.

Aureapun bergega to shower and get ready not to forget himself preparing his medical records from the previous doctor. Tracing the streets that he did not recognize at all, fortunately Aura relied on the Map Application to find the practice address of the Doter Tia.

Shortly after meeting in front of the clinic, he walked to the room that read the name of his doctor. Aura was surprised by the patients who had come to queue. Some come with the same big belly and some like her. There Aura becomes convinced that Tia's doctor is a trustworthy doctor. Added to the information he got from mothers who were waiting for the call just like him.

"Mother Aura winston, please come in!" The nurse called his name,

Now it was her turn, after two hours of waiting, that Aura finally entered to see Tia's doctor.

Doctor Tia was very friendly, even Aura was very comfortable inquiring about her condition. Until he was surprised by the words of the Doctor.

After exiting the room, Aura was silent, her originally tense face now became flat with no expression. This was not the first time he had seen an obstetrician, even many times he had heard the same diagnosis and painful, but the diagnosis from Tia's doctor, was able to make Aura silent.

Aura stopped her car just by the side of the road.there she cried so much. knowing her own condition made Aura feel very hit.

...¤¤¤¤...

3 months later.

Gea with a tired face from going home from work came to approach Melly who also just got to the restaurant owned by her future husband. Apparently they had agreed to meet each other after work.

"I miss Aura a lot." Melly's complaint rests her body on Gea's shoulder.

"Me too!" Gea replied, who also felt the same way with Melly.

"duh... What a problem, you can go see him." Said Densi who also heard what the two girls in the restaurant were talking about.

"We take leave Ge, after all, we haven't been on vacation for a long time." There was an idea for them to go see Aura all on vacation.

"Hhmmm.that's a good idea!" Answer Gea agreed.

"You should come too, dear." Take Melly to Denis who is still stealing hear while working on his Resto income report.

"certainly. Because I don't want to be away from you." Denis answered with a conversation.

Gea and Melly also hold back the laughter of Denis Berika. Because it feels weird in both of their ears.

"It seems you are happy." Sela Kenzo from behind.

"Kenzo? you're here, which Aura?" Melly asked enthusiastically upon seeing Kenzo's arrival.

"He's in Bali, I'll be here a few days." Answer Kenzo. Because his company in Jakarta is in need of him.

Suddenly the voice of Melly's phone rang, Aura's name was seen on her phone screen. Melly also quickly wiped the picture of the handle of the telphin to receive a vidio call from her friend.

"Hi Ra...!" Sapa Melly.

"Hi mell, what else?"

"Just get-togethers as usual, there's Kenzo too..." Melly showed her surroundings, which happened to be gathering at Denis's restaurant.

"Hi honey, I stopped by for dinner." Kenzo said as Melly pointed to his face.

"I just finished eating too."Aura answered her husband.

"Hi Ra's..." It was Gea's turn to greet Aura.

"I like it, thanks for the recommendation." Gea has moved from her job many times, until Aura recommends Gea to apply at Kenzo's nursery office.

"Yes, you go on. Yea...." Speak Aura before ending her telphon.

"I'm happy to see Aura cheerful.it seems like being in a new place is perfect for her" said Melly kept her phone back.

"Yes it's true, what else is he has a new activity."

"He's working?" Ask Denis. and the two aura companions.

"I can't forbid it, maybe staying at home makes it crowded. He must meet many people." Kenzo obviously later.

"So you're no longer in winston's company."

"Yes, I'll focus more here, if yesterday there was a decline. Good thing there's Gea holding everything." Kenzo's company has a little problem, probably because kenzo's focus is split. So Rian asks Kenzo to choose one of them.

"Selmat Ge, get a compliment from the boss. Looks like the cetipun permission will be easy." Melly said that Gea embarrassed in front of her boss, even though they were not in the office, but still now Kenzo is not just a friend's husband, but a superior.

"What the hell is Mell." Answer Gea pinch Melly's hand slowly.

Hearing Melly's words, Kenzo asks about Gea's plan.

"You're going to apply for leave?"

With forced Geapun expressed his intention, previously he was hesitant to take leave, because considering he had not long worked at the Kenzo company.

"We're planning on meeting Aura." Answer Gea later.

"You'll just let Ge, our office won't make it harder." Reply Kenzo who found a nod from Gea.

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Aura was pensive in her room, Remembering about last night's vidio call with her best friend.she did not know that her husband was there at the time, even Gea was in the same place.

Gea fell in love with Kenzo, and tried to bury him when he found out Kenzo was the husband of his best friend. Aura was sure that the taste would not be possible to disappear that quickly, even though she did not deny that her heart still reacted if she fought with Keanu.

"I'm sure you're Ge's." Speak the Voice in his heart.

The day fell when Aura heard the knocking of the door.

"Lake in!"

"Sorry ma'am, another five minutes of meeting will start."

"Okay, I'll be there soon." Aureapun sucked, tidying his clothes he did not want there to be one mistake in his appearance.

Aura slowly opened the meeting room door, apparently all the chairs were already filled, taking a deep breath before her feet stepped towards her seat. Aura was very nervous, as this was her first meeting after Kenzo had given the company to her.

"Okay, please start." Aura said quite calmly. At this meeting Aura will only listen to the work reports of each division. The meeting lasts until the break.

After the meeting was over, even though he had heard all the reports and received his report file, his Secretary named Hani came to him again.

"Mu next schedule, lunch with clients from Surabaya while discussing our cooperation project." Hani Approaching Aura.

"Where do I see the former." Hanipun gave the file in his hand.

"Before Mr. Hendrik had agreed to it, Mom aura just stay continue." Said Explain.

"Alright, looks like the prospect will be good. get everything ready before we leave." Say Aura after finishing reading the file Hani gave.

"Good ma'am."

Aura's busyness turned out to be able to forget the problems that are being faced, but if she is only alone she does not stop to think about it, think about the diagnosis that the Doctor gave, but if she is alone she does not stop to think about it, thinking about the continuation of his relationship with Kenzo with his shortcomings.

Aura took her phone.she searched for Jasmin's number and called him.

"Mam, I'm getting a divorce." Aura said as soon as Jasmin received her call.

Jasmin was surprised by the sudden decision of her son, who,

"What are you talking about, baby?" Jasmin asked as if she could not believe Aura's words.

"I've thought about it over and over again, but it seems like the solution is just that." Clear Aura. Aura had not thought of any other way anymore. all this time she considered it all a burden, and she wanted to be free from that burden.

"wait. Don't do anything, mommy's coming home." Jasmin closed the phone immediately.

Jasmin had to meet his son immediately, before Aura continued his intention, if that happened, then there would be new problems for both families.