I CHOOSE FAITHFULNESS
A Paper, a Sheet of Falseness

Aura stared at every corner of the room, looking foreign and feeling silent. This is where his new life begins.

Aura is currently restless waiting for news about her mother. Since arriving at this house there has been no news that he heard about his mother, about her surgery, and even many other concerns that he felt.

Cklek....

Aura turned towards the open door, looking jasmin with a big smile walking closer towards Aura.

"Today my mom was very happy. You don't have to worry that everything is fine. Brother Ratmi is conscious." Jasmin hugged Aura.

Finally the news that was awaited, made Aura could breathe a sigh of relief.

"Thank God! let me see mom!" Ara was anxious to see her mother because she left without saying goodbye to her mother, somehow feeling ratmi when she found out there was no Aura beside her.

"Can't love, it seems you forgot what we just agreed to." Jasmin stroked Aura's hair.

Aura just closed her eyes, held back her tears, not the time for Aura to cry, she should be happy because she heard her mother was conscious.

"You should leave immediately. Sorry, mom couldn't take you!"

Aura was speechless, she was surprised by Jasmin's words. He was very wrong, at first he thought he would just stay here, in this house, and at any time he could meet his mother, father and keanu. But it turns out wrong, according to the previous plan, Aura will continue his studies in England.

Aura had to immediately think of a way to tell keanu about his departure.

Taken with a piece of paper and a pen, he began to write about what was going on to him, and pleaded for his understanding to wait for him.

Word by word she strung together as clearly as possible, Aura did not want Keanu to misunderstand her departure.

After he finished writing, Aureapun kept the letter in his bag, he would give it directly to Keanu before his departure to the airport, because Jasmin did not come along it became a golden opportunity for Aura to deliver it directly to Keanu's house."

"Sir, we stop by xxx street first, I need to." Pinta Aura to the driver who will take her to the airport.

"Sorry, can't!"

"For a moment, sir, I beg you!" Aura pleaded, as this was only an opportunity for her to be able to hand over the letter.

"Staying can't, I told you not to stop the car other than at the airport."

As soon as his body was limp, he was desperate, he found no way to be able to deliver this letter, he said,

Aura looked back at her letter, a letter that would probably never reach Keanu's hands.

"I'm sorry Nu, I have to go, hopefully we can meet again."

His heart kept on saying Keanu's name, even Aura prayed for a miracle, his letter would reach Kenau by itself.

Aura turned her gaze to her left staring at the activities of the people who passed by her.

"Sir, please stop here!" His screams made the driver step on the brake suddenly.

"Wait here for a second, just a second!" Aura immediately opened her car door and ran over to someone she believed would deliver her letter to Keanu.

"I'm dropping this, sorry I have to go!" Aura handed over a letter to Keanu. He was relieved, because Keanu would soon know why he left without a blackhead.

"Ra wait...!" Aura continued to run away, as the driver had already rang the horn many times.

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Keanu felt empty, even though he was currently in the crowd of people passing by. Because at this time the clock came home from work, it was natural that the streets were very crowded, but all that Keanu did not feel, the emptiness of his heart, his loneliness that currently accompanied at every step of his feet.

His heart churned, calling for the spirit to stick to its goal. Life's purpose after meeting Aura. Keanu regained his senses, it was too easy for him to give up, whereas Aura herself was not clear of her circumstances, was she in trouble? or is he fighting alone? who knows.

"I have to find Aura."

He paused to enter his house, he would return to the hospital to ask Agus back where Aura was. This time Kenau will force Agus to tell the truth behind Aura's absence.

"Sister Keanu...!" Shouted Diana calling out her name.

"Diana, what are you doing here?" Keanu asked as their distance got closer.

"I'm going to brother's house. Thank goodness we met here. There's a note from Aura." Diana handed over the letter that Aura had left, to give to Keanu.

Keanu immediately took the letter and quickly opened it, he gained a little enlightenment. But he wondered why he had to go through the mail, why did not Aura himself come to see him.

All that astonishment he tepis, the most important thing at this time he got the news about Aura even through the mail.

Keanu slowly read the contents of the letter, his eyes widened to read word by word which turned to coals in his heart.then he squeezed the letter with all his might.Rushing eyes held back the outpouring of emotions, and, looking at Diana sharply.

"When did you meet him?" Her voice was stifled, as she realized Diana was not the target of her anger.

"Just now, I saw him riding in a fancy car, with a man." Diana intentionally said it, and it was in accordance with what she saw.

"Aura with a man?!" Ask Keanu again.

"Yes, they look familiar."

There was no longer any hope left for Keanu with Aura. Now there is anger and hatred for the woman who made her look like a fool.

Now he realized, that everything he did for Aura was all for nothing, because not a single bit of Aura appreciated that.

"What's up, brother, what's that letter?" Diana picked up the letter that had been tangled due to Keanu's hand wring.

"Aura I know wrote all this? outrageous! though brother has sacrificed a lot for him, and this is his reply!" Diana said in surprise after reading the contents of the letter.

"You better go!" Keanu said slowly, leaving Diana and returning to his house.

Diana smiled, she even showed off her white teeth. It's a chance for him to be on Keanu's side replacing Auar. Diana had long wanted to be close to Keanu, but Aura had always been her obstacle.

"Either what has happened between you, but this is an opportunity for me to take Keanu's attention."

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Angan and hope are now just endless stories, all sacrifices seem meaningless, useless. Releasing ego and self-esteem should be paid with the same amount of rewards.

Keanu clenched his hands with all the rest of his energy, hoping to ease the anger and disappointment. To whom should this anger and disappointment be exposed other than to the self

But there is one side to him that is still pure that is his heart, even after what happened the heart is still evasive of what is alleged by reason. The heart is still in favor while the mind has turned away.

Keanu stared at the 100 million check in his hand, recalling how he had to sit at his papa's feet, asking like he was begging but all that he was holding. Value of self-worth. Now it's meaningless.

Keanu went back to reading the strings slowly, even every word and sentence he tried to re-articulate, he did not want to misinterpret the contents of this letter. Because this letter did not match the personality that Aura had. But the contents of the letter and what Diana saw were very appropriate.

"You can't do that, can you, Ra? you also did not leave me. I've asked you to wait. Why don't you listen and take that abject path."

Keanu sat leaning against the wall, occasionally he banged his head withstanding the frustration that had taken hold of his heart, so stifling.

Cklek....

Keanu recalls that when the door opened, he was shocked to see Diana suddenly entering his house.

"Why did you come here?" Keanu asked immediately hiding the check and the letter

"Sorry brother, I think the door is locked, I'm so worried, I don't think you're okay." Diana bursts into Keanu's house.

"That's none of your business" said Keanu flatly.

"I'm sorry, but indirectly I've been involved. I won't say anything, I just want to be here to accompany you, I'm afraid you're doing things you don't want." Diana knew at this time keanu felt uncomfortable and did not want to be disturbed but it made her excited, she did not want to give up and would try to impress Keanu.

"You mean suicide? you think I'm stupid to do such a thing." Keanu shook his head hearing the innocent remark from Diana.

"I'm really worried brother! Said diana with a faint smile.

I brought this, I know you haven't eaten from yesterday." Diana opened the plastic bag she was carrying. He got a gap to enter the heart keanu even deeper, he was sure to succeed.