I Don't Want to Be Pitted? (Pick Me Or Him)
Rafael's remorse...

Meira who used to love Rafael so much now feels it slowly dim after the incident where she wanted to tell Rafael if she was pregnant.

It may be another story if Rafael is persistent in finding himself who suddenly disappeared, but Rafael did not do that according to maira until maira also harbored disappointment for so long.

" it's not El to discuss the past that will not be possible to change but only open old wounds that are almost healed " maira said as she moved away from Rafael who kept trying to get close to her.

" i heard you're getting married again El" said Maira, diverting talk of her past and Rama's.

" but as far as I'm concerned you're married to your childhood love who is also your father's best friend, right ?" Rafael stares in disbelief if maira but if she is married to Ayumi his childhood love.

" wait, how do you know if I married my childhood love ?" asked Rafael who immediately pulled the hand of maira who just kept away from him.

" get off ell !!" maira revolts as her hand is forcibly pulled by Rafael.

After successfully pulling his hand from Rafael's grasp, Maira looked at Rafael with a gaze that was somehow very difficult to interpret by Rafael.

" but I wonder why someone admitted to telling me about your future wife and now she is also pregnant with your child" said Maira while folding her hands on her chest.

" are you not satisfied with one wife until you have to marry another woman even to get pregnant first ?" maira can only shake her head at the behavior of Rafael.

" are you cheating ?? and your affair is pregnant so you want to take responsibility ?"

" i feel sorry for your childhood love, I can't imagine how painful it would be to be betrayed even after marriage" said Maira, who continued to bring out what was on her mind.

" but I'm grateful that we're not married, at least I shouldn't be disappointed twice "

After saying that maira turned around leaving Rafael who was still digesting what was said by maira, and when Rafael realized maira had left him and now he was alone.

" BIANCA.... ARRRRGHH "Rafael takes the car keys to get to Bianca's house which is not far from her office.

After returning home from Rafael's office, Bianca went shopping to prepare a special dinner for Rafael who wanted to marry him again after a long drama that he did in Rafael's office this morning.

Bianca eats her best clothes, even Revan is also wearing her best clothes to welcome Rafael.

" Revan will welcome father yes, mama will enter first" said Bianca who wants to prepare her room to welcome Rafael who has not come to her house for one Sunday.

" at last I was able to remarry Rafael, despite having to do the important drama of kneeling and prostration Rafael remained in my grasp "

" and later I'll try to be really pregnant with Rafael's son "

" sorry yes mas, not the intention of bi to lie mas but all this bi do because want to be able to have a mas with all that mas have, not only the body but also all that mas have "

Prok prok..

Rafael who had already come where himself was welcomed by Revan then asked where Bianca was.

Rafael rushed to Bianca in his room but when he was about to enter even his eyes in a reality that had been covered by fog.

" it turns out you won't be able to change, I almost got fooled by your fake cries, the drama you did in the office this morning managed to close my eyes "

Bianca's face was pale to see Rafael who was now in front of the door of the room that did not close.

" god is lucky to still love me and not let me get back into the trap you set" Rafael said, filled with disappointment.

" it may be the recompense of every sin I have committed in the past, so God sent you in my life to avenge every mistake I committed"

" bi can explain the mas" said Bianca while continuing to hug Rafael from behind.

" no need, everything is clear and even very clear" said Rafael who forcibly removed Bianca's hand which still hugged her tightly.

" dad...daddy want to go again ? " ask Revan who saw his father come out of his mother's room.

" Revan .. " Raphael aligns his body to be equal to Revan's height.

" dad will always be there for Revan, but I'm sorry I can't stay here anymore "

Although in his heart Rafael loves Revan and is heavy to leave him but this is all the best, so that Bianca and herself can also introspect themselves and can become better humans.

" w..." Bianca held onto Rafael's hand which was about to open the door of his car.

" bi love equals mas. bi do this all in order bi.." Rafael shook his head and asked Bianca to stop.

" just don't want to hear anything more about you and your feelings "

" if you may ask, live better than now make this all as a lesson and pray later you can find the right person really loves you and can accept you as you are "

" the farewell" said Rafael as he opened his car door.

" oh yes one more, every month mas will send a pocket money to Revan and you are ok "

Rafael immediately drove his car to his parents' house and hoped there was still an apology door from his parents for his sin and error.

Nearly an hour and a half Rafael drove his car towards the home of his parents who had not met for a long time, added his mother who also forbade him to come to the house before leaving Bianca.

Ayumi who had just been in between Narendra also got a lot of questions from pap and his mother.

" dear.is Narendra often approached you to "ask mama Aisyah who does not want her child to be viewed unkindly by people around her.

" no mah, and maybe this is the last time Brother Narendra escorted or met with Ayumi" said Ayumi who aham meant her mother's question.

" are you sure ?" ask mama Aisyah to make sure.

" Ayumi also asked Brother Narendra to stop seeing Ayumi at least until the Iddah Ayumi period is over so that there is no slander between us "

Mama Aisyah felt relieved because Ayumi was still thinking about the view people had of her.

" then how did Rafael accept your decision that hastened your divorce process "

" Ayumi please yes...

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