I Don't Want to Be Pitted? (Pick Me Or Him)
Nadir Point..

After seeing Bianca who began to calm down, Rico also gave a distance because he had sat hugging Bianca.

" i'm sorry I admitted you as mine" said Rico, who might be telling the bianca everything.

" why indeed? don't you want to be the same " said Bianca sadly.

" is it because I'm a bad woman that makes you not want to be with me ? " said Bianca who now feels inferior after what just happened between her and Rafael.

" i just want to make you realize that Rafael just wants to make you his escape, and I'm sure he has absolutely no intention of marrying you" Rico said honestly.

" i'm sorry if yesterday I overstepped the mark by kissing you" Rico said as he recalled his near-devolution yesterday.

" there is a heart that I must take care of and there is a feeling that I must keep "the bianca who understands the meaning of Rico's words tries to smile even though her heart is not okay.

" who's the lucky lady" Bianca said as she tried to smile.

" she is a very kind woman and also very patient, despite many trials in her life but she can stand on her own, even she can raise her own child very well "

Rico imagined the face of a woman along with her son who had filled his heart for more than four years.

" so you're married ?" ask Bianca who has started to control herself.

Rico just shook his head because he was still struggling to melt the heart of the woman he loved so much.

" but I hope to marry her later" said Rico, smiling as Bianca nodded.

" it is good that I say goodbye, take care of yourself and I hope that you can start to be independent especially to meet your life needs and do not get used to yourself depending on others" Rico said.

After saying that all Rico left the woman he had loved before another love was present and really controlled his heart now until there was no place for Bianca.

After Rico's departure, Bianca also thought about what Rico said to her that was true, that she should be able to be independent especially for herself and also for Revan.

' you're right co, I can't depend on anyone anymore and from now on I have to be independent so Revan is proud to have a mother like me ' bianca said in her heart and hoped that her determination this time would not be easy to waver again.

On the other hand Rafael who drives his car is not necessarily the direction is now choosing to pull his car over in a mosque that looks lonely because it is a very late day.

" i am so filthy and despicable to God.I forgive me for all the wrongs I have done so far and forgive me for all that I have done to my son and my ex-wife.. I'm really sorry " said Rafael as he put his head on the steering wheel.

Not feel the morning began to greet every person in this world, even the sunlight began to warm anything that was passed.

Just like this morning where baby twins Al and ay are being sunbathed along with her grandfather while Ayumi only sees them from afar.

" dear .. mama know maybe you are not ready to marry again, but maybe this is the best for you and also baby Al and Ay" said mama Aisyah on her daughter.

Ayumi also smiled at her mother who still looks beautiful despite her age is not young anymore.

" mom don't worry about Ayumi trying to be a good wife and mother to Kak Narendra and baby Al and Ay, Ayumi will learn to keep Ayumi's marriage as strong and as capable as Ayumi because Ayumi does not want to fail again" Ayumi assures her mother.

The night after Narendra's return, Ayumi is determined to open her heart to Narendra and hopes that this is the last marriage for her and certainly also the first and last for Narendra.

As if there was an inner bond where Ayumi had just talked about it before long Narendra called her.

" hello brother" said Ayumi when she found out that the one who called her was Narendra.

" mi .. have you not been able to change the affectionate call for sister" said Narendra who is still waiting for Ayumi to change her affectionate call to Narendra.

" later when we're married Kaka will know Ayumi's affectionate call for sister" said Ayumi with a smile when she heard that Narendra was impatient..

" it is good that you will wait for only two more days" Narendra said excitedly.

Ayumi also began to die Menik closeness with Narendra especially her who now has himself made her feel more calm.

Another case with Rafael who has just opened his eyes, but when opening his eyes the shadow of all the mistakes he has made so far is reflected in his eyes.

Moreover, all the mistakes he had done to Ayumi, to finally destroy the household that was built more than five years. even in the presence of children who have been waiting for a long time can not make him aware.

" excuse me Ayumi. baby Al, baby Ay. mas hope one day you can forgive me.." said Rafael who is still at home silent in front of the mosque even though only in a car.

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Rafael who heard the car glass that was knocked also looked to the side where stood a man with a white sneak peck was staring at him even though he was blocked by the car glass.

" excuse me. What's wrong" said Rafael when he opened the car glass.

" i am the imam of the mosque here, and according to the mosque manager the car father has been parked here for a long time, is there a problem ?" ask the father who knocked on Rafael's car glass.

" i'm sorry if my presence is disturbing, I'm just looking for calm and peace" Rafael said.

" well, but if indeed the father is in need of calm I suggest to be able to come to visit my boarding school because the real calm comes from his calm heart" said the father who did look full of problems that are clearly illustrated on Rafael's face.

" can you take me there, I happen to be not working and that's if you don't mind" rafael wants to truly repent of every mistake and sin he has ever done.

" of course with pleasure" said the father while entering Rafael's car.

' father. mother ... Ayumi .. Baby Al.. Rabbet.. Revan. pray father.in order to be a better human being and also moral '

⁇ ️ hai hai hai hai. sorry last night couldn't get up...

Will Rafael's path to become a better person go smoothly ?? and can Bianca learn to be as independent as her determination last night ??🤔🤔

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