I'll Go Home to You
Anta's Dilemma

Anta was dumbstruck in her seat, from the words heard by her she could conclude that the man was harboring feelings towards her and this should not be.

Anta let out a long breath of his eyes closed, "If I could see, if the accident had never happened, if I had obeyed his words."

His brain keeps thinking how to reject him, if he accepts, he is afraid that something will happen to him because at this time he cannot judge a person by the expression of his face, because only darkness is limited to the eye to see, because at the moment he cannot judge a person by the expression of his face, he did not expect when he decided to go to college with his limitations at Curtin Singapore, would create a new problem for him.

it is only at this university that people with disabilities can study with their brain skills. Anta was busy with all sorts of thoughts raging in her brain. It was always thought that refusing would not graduate from the course, "Just have lunch Anta," that was ringing in his brain, his heart also spoke another, "You've married Anta, you've married Anta, how about he put something in your food."

Suddenly a loud voice resuscitated her from her daydream, "What do you think about, Miss Anta? The material has started since 30 munites ago." A lecturer admonished him from a very close distance, " So sorry mom, I'm not focused this time."

"OK! Listen to me now and don't daydream anymore!" the teacher's message to him.

"OK! I'll try to focus your matarial which your explain." replied Anta calmly.

Anta again pulled out his modification computer, turned it on and installed HVS paper in the printer. He began to focus on listening to the course at that time.

The next two hours the course is completed there is still one course that follows today.

Anta left the class with a directional stick, he walked towards the mosque to perform dhuhur prayers.

Anta prayed fervently and prayed that he avoid the problems that made him fall, he also prayed that his household was not hit by a storm.

Anta dissolved in prayer he took the prayer of the Qur'an in braille reading the letter of An-Nur very melodious.

there was someone who followed him from him in class to the mosque, he was an easy lecturer Aldo who was interested in Anta sitting in front of the mosque and listening to the voice of Anta who was teaching.

Aldo's heart trembled, he rubbed his face violently, feeling hatred for himself at this moment, why couldn't he control this heart, he should have protected the woman, giving encouragement for him to have the confidence to be able to achieve his dreams, be able to realize his ideals instead of threatening him only for his desires heresy. Love really drives her crazy, why when her husband calls her and says that she is a married woman after she is no longer free, her ego is hurt. Aldo really wants to visit not well with Anta. He planned to take her to lunch and give her some stimulant medicine so she could enjoy her body just once, "I really b@ngs@t want to ruin my loved ones, I shouldn't be offended, I'm really, what else does the husband say that does not limit his association. What so if in the end she decided to quit college then the person to blame was me, I was the one who scared her, I was the one who made her stop dreaming while her husband who always realized what she dreamed, make him rise from the slump, make him back confident.

Aldo stared at the door of the mushollah waiting for the woman to come out of the mosque, with a troubled heart he waited for the woman, before long he saw Anta coming out of the mosque he walked up to the woman, "An I talk, can you?"

"Sir Aldo? May sir, please." answered Anta politely

"If by the way it's not here do you mind, I promise you nothing" Aldo said with a worried heart.

"May, but I'll let my husband, sir, if we're allowed to leave.

"Let me just talk please connect."

Anta made a call by calling the name my husband then the connecting tone sounded and not how long later connected, "Assalamualaikum."

"Wa'alaikum salam, "

"Dad, Mr. Aldo wants to talk" Anta said by phone.

"OK! Bun, give me the phone."

Anta also gave his mobile phone to Mr. Aldo, and Ado received it and immediately spoke to Dantai.

"I'm sorry, sir, I'd like to talk to your wife but can't be on campus, may I take your wife to lunch at the restaurant, I promise I'll take care of her like a big sister looking after her sister."aldo said to Dantai

"OK! I want you to talk in an open space, not in a privacy space, I believe in you and please keep this trust" Danta said.

"Thank you, sir."

"Together"

Aldo handed Anta his phone, "Come, your husband has let me know, that's my car."

They walked to his car and into it and then the vehicle was walking to defend the road to a Japanese restaurant. The car stopped in the parking area, they walked out to the restaurant, they sat in the front seat of the open table. Aldo ordered the one in the message Anta ordered. Not how long the dishes were served.

They ate with their hands, finished eating and drank Aldo began to talk.

"I'm sorry, for putting pressure on you, I really feel guilty for not looking after you, for intimidating you, for forcing something you don't like. I should have taken care of you and given you a sense of security while you were in college. Here so from now on you should have considered me a big brother, because if it's more impossible," he chuckled.

"Yes, that's right, sir. I also apologise to you, because I always sniff at you, because you don't want to be slandered because I'm married, when both like this is not allowed even in the open. If my husband allows you to meet, then the husband has believed in you, to take care of me.

"Thank you An and say thank you to your husband and say don't worry about anything I'll be your brother who's always there and stands up for you."

"Thank you brother Aldo" said Anta laughing. Finally they decided to leave the restaurant after paying the bill. Anta and Aldo walked to his car followed by Anta who was behind him then they went inside and drove his vehicle.

Aldo's car drove down the deserted city streets to the campus after reaching the campus Anta got out of Aldo's car and walked to his class to attend the last course, which was the last one, upon arrival in class was still quiet until finally other students arrived and the lecturer entered to give material.