I'll Go Home to You

I'll Go Home to You
So I'm Blind, Dok


Two weeks later, Anta started to get nervous. Today is the day of the release of the Easter bandage the operation of retrieving the broken glass that entered in the eyeball Anta the time of the accident


The doctor and several nurses are already in Anta's ward.


"We start yes deck later if I say open slowly just slowly open his eyes," said the doctor to Anta and Anta nodded. The doctor began to remove the bandage in Anta's eyes slowly until the gauze bandage was released from Anta's eyes.


"Alright now try to open his eyes slowly. Anta followed the doctor's directions. Andi and Rena are no less pounding waiting for Anta to open her eyes for the first time after surgery.


Anta opened her eyes, she furrowed her brows, "Mam, where's mami? why dark? has the band been opened? tanyanya while touching her face. He finally found out that the bandage had been opened and he could not see anything. Her tears broke, Andi and Rena were unable to say anything. Andi closed her eyes her heart was torn, while Rena was unable to stem her tears. The doctor breathed.


"Sorry your daughter has to undergo an examination of her big brain, it is still an estimate that your daughter's big brain suffered damage due to a severe impact at the time of the accident."


"So, am I blind doc? Will I be blind forever?"


"I can't be sure, you check first, is this temporaryor vice versa? You have to be optimistic as little as possible if God wants you to be able to see again then you can definitely look back" said the doctor while patting Anta's shoulder.


"An hour the nurse will come and take you to the examination room" the doctor said, leaving the room. Rena ran to hug her daughter and held back her tears as well Andi chose to leave the room to relieve her tightness.


An hour later the nurse arrived and brought Anta to the examination room. Anta got a CT scan on his head. After the doctor's examination asked Anta's parents, to follow her in her room.Simply the sound of the doctor in the room that had accidentally not been closed tightly, Anta pushed the wheel of her own chair. and it began to be heard clearly what the doctor told his parents.


"Look sir, ma'am there's damage in Anta's sister's big brain so it's expected to be permanently blind, even if there's a chance of seeing just 5%" the doctor told her parents. Anta pushed her wheelchair back wanting to go suddenly like someone was running her wheels back.


"Who?" tanya Anta turned her head back with a confused and nervous face.The person just silently did not push forward or backward.


"Who will you answer me? anta asked with a look back with a blank look.The man let go of his grip, then walked closer to Anta he knelt to align his body with Anta's wheelchair.


"Hi, I'm your friend Rudi, don't you remember me?" Anta smilingly directed her hand to the right and to the left, Rudi wanted to make sure of something so that she avoided the hand of Anta who was trying to find her whereabouts.


"An, I'm here" Rudi said as he held Anta's hand,


Anta chuckled in tears, "Know I'm the same as you" she said, wiping her tears.


"Why if you get caught? I'm still your friend?" Anta nodded and smiled.


"Rud, under I'm back in the examination room next to this room or a little bit away, let my parents not know that I've actually been listening to their conversation."


"Well, I actually want to take you to the park, but om and aunt are still in the room. I'm afraid I'm accused of kidnapping, not so go to my UI," he said he chuckled while pushing away from the room where Anta's doctors and parents were.


"You were accepted at UI Rud?"


"Yes, I got a scholarship in UI medicine, if not a scholarship on how I was able to finance my college An, a widowed mother, and just work as a nurse."


"I'll help you Rud, please send me your account number."


"Don't refuse, all this time I've never done anything useful, at least I'm glad my best friend can make it."


"Let papa take care of ya, how much do you want to transfer?


"1M pi, remember pi used my money, not from papi."


"Okay, princess."


"Thank you Pi, grant my wish" Anta said as she spread her arms, Andi hugged her daughter.


"I'm sorry, papi, did you educate wrong?"


"No papi, Papi and mami are great parents. Anta is wrong, Anta who does not want to obey the same papi and mami. take advantage of my achievements so that papi can grant my wishes." Andi hugged his daughter tightly, Rena also wiped the tears she also contributed to this event, he who prioritizes his career never knows what Anta does other than his career and Anta as a pianist. He will contact Anta only during the show.


"Om, Tan can I take Anta for a walk to the park?"


"May Rudi, please."


Rudi pushed the wheelchair, through the hospital hallway.


"What's your plan now, An?"


"I want to meet Afif Rud."


"Are you ready to meet An's parents, om and aunt already know what happened before the accident." Anta's been shuttered


pain in the heart spread throughout his body.


"Om Harlan and Aunt Ira are actually wise people in looking at An's problems. They won't be angry maybe a little disappointed. Whenever you're ready I'll be with you.


"Thank you Rud, I'll do it myself, I must learn to accept reality and be strong, and thank you for being my friend in my times of vulnerability.


"I thank you An, thank you for helping me so much."


"It's up to An, as long as I haven't left for Jakarta I'll accompany you to be your eyes, An" he said, dismissing Anta's wheelchair.


"You wanna sit there? if I want, I'll carry you." Anta smiled shakes her head.


Rudi chuckled, "Well, only Dantai can carry you."


"You know Rud, Afif was planning to introduce me to his parents, he wanted us to get married as soon as we graduated before he left for Singapore, but all ran aground because of my selfishness. He's already banned me from even threatening not to get in my car if I don't let go of my intention to race off with Riko and Billy but I keep asking him Rud. now Riko and Billy aren't around when I need friends.


"They've left An, before leaving he's here but your parents won't let them meet you, maybe afraid you're sad An.


"Yes, I know Rud." Rudi told me many things made Anta laugh, The breeze caressed her fragile heart and soul.