I LOVEd YOU Since 18
Eps 46 (Polosan Gienka)

Ariel looked at Maysa deeply, Maysa did the same. He was curious as to what Ariel would say to him. Whether Ariel will say bad things to him again about what his mother did first, or Ariel will say other things. But if this man in front of her insulted her again, maybe he would never again remember all his memories with Ariel.

"I want to apologize to you May for all the wrongs I've done to you before, I don't mean to say all the bad things about you, I just wanted to make your mother hurt because of what she did to my family, and after I thought you were innocent in that, all the mistakes that happened were the fault of our parents, he said, please May forgive me, maybe with this the burden on my shoulders can be slightly reduced, and the problem between us can be finished, I'm sorry"

"You hurt me!"

"I know May, I've hurt you so much, even treated you so badly, I've humbled you in front of so many people, I shouldn't have done it considering I enjoyed it too and didn't reject you back then, please forgive me, and we can be friends again as before" Ariel lowered her head on Maysa's arm, hinting that she was very sorry.

"I understand your situation at that time, Mama has also explained everything to me, she is also very sorry for what she has done first, she said, regarding your apology I accept it but if you do such a thing again to me, of course I will no longer be able to accept your apology"

Ariel lifted her head and smiled at Maysa while thanking her for forgiving him. And Ariel promises that she will no longer say anything bad to Maysa. They decided to be friends again.

It used to be so bad, Ariel was very angry and actually Mama Maysa also wanted to apologize to Ariel, but the situation and conditions were very unlikely. Every day Maysa sees her mother crying after the incident, crying not because of what Ariel said, but she cries because she regrets her mistake which ultimately makes Maysa have to experience the humiliation. And now Ariel has apologized and realized his mistake, maybe someday Ariel also deigned to accept forgiveness from his mother, so that all can forgive each other.

"Rest me in my room with Gienka, I'll sleep here" Ariel said.

"No, I'll just rest in my room, take me there!"

"Just rest here, you're sick, what if you need something and no one helps you, just rest here, let me take you to your room"

Ariel stood up and bowed her body again to lift Maysa. His movements stopped as his face was close to Maysa's face and they looked at each other.

Gienka suddenly woke up, and the boy came down from his bed. He slowly approached Ariel.

"Father Yel....!!!!" Calling him while patting Ariel's waist, Ariel was shocked and her body almost fell over Maysa.

Ariel turned her head then faced back and found her daughter yawning and standing behind her. Ariel sat crouching and held Gienka's shoulder. "Darling....!!! Why are you awake???" Ask Ariel.

Gienka's eyes now glanced at Maysa sitting on the sofa. "Beautiful Aunt is here!" Mumbled.

"Yes, aunt Maysa's leg is sick, Gie tonight sleep with aunt May huh??? Papa Yel will sleep on the couch" Ariel said.

"Why is Papa Yel lying on the couch? Papa Yel can't be my idol and my pretty aunt there" Gienka pointed to the bed.

Ariel rubbed her hair confused as to what answer she should tell her daughter. "Ehhh....! Just Gie who sleeps with aunt May, Papa Yel sleeps here, aunt May's feet are saki, right, if the three of us sleep there may be aunty May's legs will get sick because it hit Papa's feet, let's now Gienka to the bathroom and brush your teeth before going back to sleep"

With her adorable little steps, Gienka leaves Ariel and Maysa and enters the bathroom. Ariel picks up Maysa and takes her to bed, then catches up with her daughter to the bathroom.

A few minutes later, Ariel came out of the bathroom with Gienka. Ariel took off the clothes her daughter was wearing, then stood up and opened the small bag. Ariel takes out Gienka's nightgown and a small pack of the boy's essentials, such as baby powder, perfume, telon oil and more. With painstaking, Ariel poured oil in her hand and poured all over her daughter's body only after she put on a nightgown.

Maysa smiled at what Ariel was doing. The man was very deft and trained, even his skills were like a mother. Ariel seems to love Gienka very much, even she can do such a thing, even though she has been alone all this time, and surely such a thing is only done by Mama Gienka, Gienka, but the truth is Ariel can do all that too. Maysa sure, Ariel all this time must have spent a lot of time with the princess only puppet.

"Okay, princess papa Yel is neat and pretty, now you have to sleep, and tomorrow we're going for a walk"

Gienka kissed Ariel on the cheek and nodded her head, then ran and climbed onto the bed. Gienka shifted her body and approached Maysa who was sitting leaning on the bed. The boy turned his head and looked at Maysa.

"Auntie Beautiful..! Can you read me a fairy tale?? Usually your mama always does, Papa Yel too but a pretty auntie who's lying with me, so a beautiful aunt who's subtle tickles fairy tales for me, does auntie want???"

Maysa smiled and held both of Gienka's cheeks. "Of course, now Gienka is lying down and the aunt will tell a fairy tale about princesses and princes"

Maysa pulled out the blanket and then lay down first and opened her right arm and placed it on a pillow so that Gienka could use it for her head. Maysa then told a story, it did not take long Gienka began to close his eyes and over time the little boy began to fall asleep. After making sure Gienka had slept well, Maysa slowly pulled her arm and got up to sit back down.

"It's rare that I meet a kid who's so easy to get along with someone she just met, Gienka is so sweet, you must be so happy to have a kid like her!" Maysa.

Ariel put down her phone and looked towards Maysa. "Gienka is indeed very easy to get along with people, especially if the person treats her well, she will continue to praise her and will remember her well, like you"

"You also look so painstakingly taken care of it, where did you learn from???"

"Not learning from anywhere, all I learned myself, I was so happy when Elea gave me the freedom to take care of Gienka so I thought I should do my best for my daughter"

"Why don't you just get married again so someone can help you take care of Gienka??"

Ariel leaned her body on the sofa and sighed. "That's what I wanted before, but none of the women I approached would accept my sweet daughter's existence, they would only be with me and not with my daughter, Gienka is my life so if she wants to be with me then she should love Gienka too, it's just that I never found anything like it so I decided I would no longer think about getting married because I could take care of my own daughter while she was with me"

"You'll get it someday, you'll be so happy to have such a cute, beautiful and adorable child"

"Oh yes May, sorry sassy, but I heard you divorced your husband, what is the problem??? You're beautiful and smart, so why did your husband choose to leave you???"

Maysa is silent, making Ariel feel guilty and afraid that Maysa seems to be offended by her question. Ariel apologizes to Maysa and tells her not to answer her question.

"I couldn't give her a child, so she did, divorced me!" Answer Maysa.

"What...!!????" Ariel was surprised.

"I really like children, but unfortunately I can't be a perfect girl, so my husband chose to leave me, the doctor has already dropped the verdict for me that forever I will never be able to have children, she said, made me decide to never marry again, because forever I will never be able to give my husband a child!" Maysa wiped away her tears, she couldn't help it if she talked about it.

Ariel stood up and approached Maysa then rubbed Maysa's tears that were still left on the woman's cheek. "Why do you think like that?? Surely you will also find a man who will accept your shortcomings, I'm sure it's" Ariel saw the clock has shown ten o'clock at night, he smiled and said again "Sleep it's night"

Maysa nodded then lay down and pulled the blanket. Ariel also comes back and lies on the sofa and says good night to Maysa. Ariel closed her eyes, but she wasn't actually sleepy. Ariel thought about her conversation with Maysa, the woman also had other problems that made her fail to live the household and seemed to have given up on her condition. Maysa's heart must have been devastated when she heard that fact, until the woman decided that she would not marry again. Ariel hopes that Maysa will be able to find his happiness and there are men who want to accept the lack of women

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This time Aditya comes to meet Ariel to his office. Other than there is work that they have to talk about, there are some other things that Aditya will discuss with Ariel. And Aditya also brought something to give to Gienka from someone he left to her earlier. Aditya accepts it and promises to give it to Gienka, only that his head is filled with questions, whether it is just a gift or something else has happened before, and why Maysa knew she was going to meet Ariel. Though he had just told his secretary that if he would meet Ariel, but Maysa immediately took out the goods and entrusted them to give it to Gienka.

Aditya is welcome to enter by Ariel's secretary. With a smile, Ariel greeted Aditya and invited him to sit down. "What did you bring Dit???"

Aditya looked down, at his hand holding a brown paperbag, then glanced at Gienka who seemed to be busy coloring on the playground.

"Hi Gie...!!" Sapa Aditya's.

Gienka raised her head and smiled sweetly looking at Aditya. He runs up to Aditya and then politely kisses Aditya's hand. "Hello...!"

Aditya invites Gienka to sit on the sofa, gently rubbing Gienka's hair and head.

"Uncle brought a gift for you...!" Aditya said by showing the goods he brought to Gienka, then gave them.

With a smile, Gienka accepted it. "This is for me??? Thank you uncle...!"

"It wasn't Uncle who gave it to him but Aunt Maysa who left it to Uncle...!"

"This is a pretty dali aunt???" Gienka asked and Aditya answered with a nod of his head. "Gorgeous aunt is so nice, she always buys me presents! Oh yeah, did uncle know? Beautiful auntie came to my belt in papa Yel's hotel, she read celita about putli and pangelan!" Gienka said as she opened the contents of the gift from Maysa. Then his smile widened as he took out the gift. Gifts from Maysa in the form of toy cookware and music boxes.

Aditya frowned and glanced at Ariel who looked wrong and suddenly his face was sweating when he heard Gienka's words. It makes Aditya more suspicious of Ariel, something must have happened between Ariel and Maysa, but he can use the innocent Gienka to get answers from his curiosity.

"At the hotel??? When??" Aditya asked with a look at Ariel full of suspicion. Aditya knew that Gienka would definitely tell an honest story later, so this was a good opportunity to lure the boy.

"Mppmpp...! After his wedding uncle Adli and untie Chika, papa Yel said aunty's legs are pretty sick, so a pretty aunt smooth stay at kamal papa Yel"

Aditya laughs at Gienka's story, then turns to laugh at Ariel with a mocking laugh. Ariel calls Gienka and tells her to go back to her playground again. Aditya laughs at Ariel.

Not wanting Aditya to think about his relationship with Maysa, Ariel finally recounts all the events that happened to Maysa after attending Chika and Adri's wedding. And how he helped Maysa who was in pain.

Ariel also told me that the relationship and Maysa had improved since that night. Just friends is nothing more than that. And the hotel didn't happen because she slept on the couch while Maysa slept with Gienka in bed.

"Then what's the matter with me, if she's sleeping with you or with Gienka?? Haha"

"Stop laughing and mocking me, I just want to mend my relationship with Maysa, that's all! Because I know in this case Maysa is innocent"

"Well that's right, Maysa is innocent, that's what happened with Danist and Mama, why don't you do the same to both of them, apologizing and making a good relationship with them, do you want to wait for many more years to say such a simple thing, like you did to Maysa??? I don't want you to regret Iel..! You can do it now without having to wait a long time, the sooner it's done isn't it the better...!"

Ariel looked at Aditya but chose silence and did not respond to Aditya's words. He felt very lazy to talk about it. Even if he apologizes to Danist, it won't change anything either. Their relationship will be like this, but most importantly for him, he can still maintain a good relationship with Elea and it will not cause problems with the development of Gienka.

Ariel takes a drink for Aditya, and begins to talk about their work. So that Aditya does not continue to discuss about his relationship with Danist and Mama.

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"Hahahaha why I was a bucket once when I was a kid... Hahahha" Gienka laughed at her Papa's story of her innocence as a child unpacking what she shouldn't have told anyone.

"Yes, that's Gienka Papa... Very chatty since long ago and can not keep a secret....! It's true that you said earlier that you're very bucket...!" Ariel hugged Gienka affectionately with a smile when she remembered the innocence of her daughter when she was a child.