I'm a Nobody
Curhatan Authors

this story is an author's own curses, not a continuation of a novel or a new novel title.

Right now I am sad, I help people sincerely without any reward. But that person retaliated with hatred and anger. I asked where I was wrong and what I was wrong, but he didn't reply to my chat.

This story begins, at that time I was wfh and I was going to the shop I saw there were 4 children the age of the brother About 8 years, second brother aged 6 years, and I was in the middle of the world, his younger brother is 2 years old and the youngest is 6 months old. I approached them.

"Sik, what's your name?where's your house?where are your parents?." Ask me, 'cause I saw the brother crying.

"I'm Ocha, aunt. These are my sisters, Icha, Atha and at Amey's encouragement. We stayed contracted at Uwa Taslih's contract, Mother and Father work." Answer Ocha smile. I heard pity, a child as small as Ocha can already take care of his younger siblings. His age still enjoys playing with his friends.

"Well! You are great yes, a child can take care of your sisters. Oia you guys have eaten yet?." Praise me, and then I stroke Ocha's hair.

"Thank you, Auntie. I haven't eaten yet, because the money is just enough for snacks."

"Oh Allah, yes. You guys eat at home, auntie first. Well, even if there's only eggs and rice. Auntie hasn't cooked yet."

"Yes, Aunt."

I took them home.

When inside the house, my son was surprised to see the arrival of 4 children.

"Mama, Ocha and Icha are my new friends. They're orphans." My son Reina said, I was confused about what Reina was talking about. Because Ocha told me that "Mother and Dad work."

"Tante, must be confused. Our present father is not my real father, but my father." Ocha Explanation.

"Oh! Yes, please sit down. Aunt masakin eggs first yes, do not hesitate to consider it your own home... Rei, play with his friends, yeah." I said, then went in the kitchen.

Shortly after, my cooking was cooked and I took 3 children to eat, while the youngest I was carrying. I gave you the instant porridge I bought at the front stall of the house.

It didn't feel like the day was starting late in the afternoon, they were allowed to go home.

"Tante, thank you. Me and my sisters are coming home." Polite Ocha.

"Yes, Honey. Don't knock, play here."

"Yes, aunt."

They also went home.

"Ma, pity their dech. Though there was his grandmother, but his grandmother was cute and did not care about it." Reina.

"Who did you say?."

"They tell stories themselves."

"Oh! Yeah, you took a bath there, it stinks."

"Yes, ma."

The next day, they played at my house. This time I cook their side dishes and vegetables, it is not awkward anymore. And at home there was my husband, my husband accepted them with pleasure. Because we like kids.

"Oia, you call aunt and Om. Mama and Papa yeah, like Reina called us."

"Yes, Mama Yanti and Papa Koyum." Ocha and Icha.

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A week later, I was met with the mother of 4 children.

"Sister, thank you for bothering my 4 kids." Sih Bunda.

"Yes, Same. Even I'm happy at the kids' house rame."

We talked until late afternoon.

"Oia, Brother. I can ask for help, momong momong anyway Amey yes, Brother. There will be a payment." Sih Bunda.

"It's up to you to want to or not." I said, Oia Teteh is my sister-in-law, she despite her backwardness but she understands about the work of wanting it to wash clothes, wash dishes or other work. It's just like a child.

"Teh, want momong Amey?." Ask me.

"You." Reply spirit.

"You want him, la." My word.

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Mid-month, Mother and Father Ocha quarrel making Ocha and Icha very scared.

"La, where are you going with the bag?." I saw Sih mother carrying a big bag and holding Amey.

"Gue wants to go home, I'm not strong enough to live with his rich man." Mother Sih crying.

"Loe wants to ride what?let it be in the same anter as my man." I said, I was very worried.

"I'm sorry, Brother. Ngerepotin."

"Well, I don't feel like I'm taking nicotine."

"Oia, I'm tipping Ocha and Icha yeah."

"Yes, La. Just calm down."

Sih Mommy was delivered by my husband and my two children live in my house.

"Ocha, actually don't want you to get married again. Ocha doesn't want you to be sad and miserable." Ocha crying.

"Sister, we're going with you." Icha is crying too.

"Have you not cried, you better sleep this night. Tomorrow let your anthers go to Abah's house." I stroked Ocha and Icha's hair, I was sad to hear Ocha tell me.

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"Assalamualaikum, Ocha and Ichanya are there?." Sih Father.

"There's." My word.

"cha, Icha. Go home, I'll bring your favorite fried chicken." Yes, Dad is welding.

"Oh, we're home." Says Ocha cynical.

Ocha and Icha return with their father.

The next day, Sih Bunda and his father Ocha had improved. Sih Bunda and his father work Amey in foster care by Teteh. Many people ask how much salary ngasuh Sih Amey, I answer a day 50 thousand. Though not so.

I rediscovered Ocha and Icha to Mbah Akung from Abinya aka his biological father. Mbahnya recounted the incident from the beginning of the Mother and Abinya married until there was a quarrel.

"Sir, Mum. It's the past, what matters now is that Ocha and Icha are your grandchildren. Are there former grandchildren? If Ocha and Icha marry his godparents Mbah Kung and Omnya, so forget the past. We both take care of Ocha and Icha for the future, no more hate." My Word.

"Yes, yan. We take care of them together." Mbah kung Ocha and Icha.

Ocha get pesantren scholarship from Sih Bunda employer. To be honest Ocha did not want to, but the hell Mother forced him. I really don't have the heart, Dad. How else is their business.

Ocha also entered the pesantren, even though he ran it by force. But before I gave him some spirit.

Long story short, this Amey is almost 3 years old.

When the pampers and milk ran out I bought it using my own money. Sometimes my brothers give them money or clothes. When Amey was sick I converted her to the clinic and I called a massage therapist near the house, as well as Icha when sick. Though my husband and I have financial difficulties, but we try. I also bought Ocha and Icha shoes.

People talk about Sih Bunda and his father about ugliness, I don't care. People say I'm a fool to help him not be given money or anything. I still don't care. When Sih Mommy lied to me, I kept quiet and tried not to get angry. Because I love her children.

But Sih Mommy now changed, she suddenly got angry not clear to me because of what. Or eating people's words or also because of my nature or speech that makes him offended.

I asked the meeting to question what the problem was, Sih Bunda did not reply to my Chat. The reason is to the cottage, to the boarding school Ocha. Uh! Sih Mommy has blocked my no.

It was a day before my no. was blocked I saw his status. "Payments don't have friends."

I just ngeh, Dad. Honestly here I have no friends, it's because they're on rotten I don't want to be close friends with them. The front is sweet but the back is rotten.

"Originally you know my friends out there a lot, even abroad. Why have friends in the area here, enough husband and children. Also, be my true friend. There's no way they're hurting me. You coward and loser.How dare only through Sosmed, invited to meet unwilling. Though I apologize to you, I don't know what my mistake is, but you don't mengubris chat me. I am disappointed that you believe more in the same words of people, even though I have often said do not believe in one person. If I am wrong I immediately rebuke, not seek out wrong information. I don't lose, lose a friend like you." I'm emotional

How do you respond to what I have to do, I really hurt as much as him. He didn't see my sincerity and my sacrifice. He's been influenced by people's talk, not chirping the truth.