I'm a Nobody
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Last week the new Author grieved, because Author's mother died. The author was devastated.

There is regret, anger, sadness and disappointment. Angry and disappointed, now every hospital is full. The author has searched 5 full hospitals, the ambulance driver suggested to the hospital in south Jakarta. The author also accepted his advice.

Arriving there, Mama Author has not been in the hands of an angry Author. Sister says "You have to sign this so your mother's in hand, because we don't want to risk it."

Author read, yes the essence of the letter The author must sign the stated nyokap covid. Author confused what to do?😭😭😭 Author sees a weak nyokap, do not want Author must sign. The author does not. After the Author signed, new nyokap in hand at exactly 1 p.m.

Tomorrow morning bribe nyokap, give drink and medicine. Yeah, in that hospital we can go in and out.

At 10 Nyokap HD, Author and husband wait outside while filling up the stomach. At 16:30 the Author went back inside, the Author bribed him back. But nyokap like a daze and porridge not in the swallow, then the Author gave a drink using a straw, but not in the suction. Author using a spoon. The water spilled from his mouth until he was exposed to oxygen, the Author wiped it. Suddenly hugged, as if I could not go. I give you a zest.

"Well, the spirit. Papa, Mba Herma, Mas Ray, daughters-in-law and grandchildren are waiting for mama at home. We love you, mom. Sorry yanti, much wrong with mama. Mama must be the spirit of her disease opponent, yanti and may be outside waiting for mama." 😭😭😭😭

Husband came and video call with our son Reina, excited to see his favorite granddaughter.

Reina: "It must be spirit, yes. Later if Uti has healed we go for a walk."

Claims: "Yes."

Reina: "Reina dear Uti."

Smile and nod your head.

Nyokap: "Roine's drug." Nyokap waved his hand.

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Shortly after, my sister came and we changed guard. Because my husband and I are going to change clothes.

Just got home, sister reported the nyokap replace oxygen and critical. My husband and I went to the hospital again.

When I arrived at the hospital, I went straight inside. Stay around the doctor and nurse.

"Well, this is yanti. Come again."

Shown and cried.

Tttiittt's....

Straight line on the monitor.

"Your mother is dead." Said one of the doctors.

"Hhuuuwwaa..." I cry hysterically without caring what people say. I ran out and hugged my husband.

"Pap, Mama doesn't exist. Mama died." I limp and faint.

PCR results, negative nyokap.which I sprained from Bintaro hospital sentenced mama positive, fit in the hospital jaksel. Her sister said she wasn't swabbed yet, because she saw proof of payment from Bintaro hospital. The author regretted why because it had signed covid. 😭😭😭😭😭😭

3 Days later, the Author comes to Mas Ray's house. Yeah, Mas Ray dropped to hear that mom died.

"Yan, I'm a lot wrong with Mama. At a time like this I can't see my mom one last time." Ray was crying.

"Udah mas, Mama is calm there. Mama has not felt pain again, you have to be excited. There are still children and loe's wives." I stroked Ray's chest.

Mas Ray's body was thin and weakly lying on the bed.

"Gue wants to come with mama, I cape this way." Ray with a blank look.

"Hus, Mas loe don't talk about ngaco. Loe's kids are kids, you don't have pity on the kids and Bini loe." I'm still stroking Mas Ray's chest to calm down with no emotion.

"Udah yuk, you're treating about easy costs." Bring Me.

"Gue doesn't want to be in the hospital, I don't want to be in the swab." Mas Ray, trauma is also the first time a covid exists, Mas stated covid even though it is only check up every month. And at the hospital in the Sunday market, Mas Ray is tied up by the sisters. At that time I protested and was angry with the hospital. Because the results of the swab are just statements not lab results that we usually receive.

"You guys don't fool me yeah, this I can also make me want lab results instead of statements like this. You want me to report." I kicked up the table and threw a statement. Abis that Mas Ray immediately moved. It traumatized Mas Ray.

After Mas Ray was persuaded finally Mas Ray wanted treatment, but in a clinic near home. Nothing is important in the first place.

At the same time me and my husband came again to Mas Ray's house, I bought salak. Ray was very happy and his hands could be in motion.

Skips

Monday afternoon, I came to Mas' house. I saw his face pale and there was no movement of breath. I immediately check the pulse and chest no put, breath was not there. I was crying hysterically.

Just finished seven days mama, loe go mas. O Allah, why do you give a servant such a trial, a new servant just mama's departure. Why do you take again Brother Slave. God, I have to say anything to Papa. He must have been hit hard. Losing his wife and son together. Just papa already meningan want to eat and has started to get excited. God, I really can't say it.

I took care of the death warrant and again I had to sign a new covid death warrant out. I don't want to have to sign. I wondered why the procedure was like this, until I told the officer.

"I sign this letter, your ungodly sins. Use the hard ones." Snap me.

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Mama and Mas, you guys calm down there. You guys don't feel pain anymore. You are always in our hearts. Mama and Mas Ray forgive all my mistakes that are intentionally or unintentionally. I'm sorry I haven't been able to make you happy...

Happy Jalan Mama and Mas... I can't speak anymore, I'm still in shock. Didn't think you guys left so soon.

O Allah, forgive the sins of mama and Ray during his life, and lay down his grave, and accept his charity and worship. Place them among the believers, or thy heaven.

O Allah, grant us patience and steadfastness in accepting all of this. Amyn... Amyn... Amiin Ya Robbal...

***Sorry to my loyal readers, I haven't been able to update much yet. The author is still in shock.This author has not slept from last night until the dawn of Azan. The author sadly leaves two dear people at the same time.

Sorry if in this Chapter the Author confides...

Thank you for always supporting this novel... Even if someone blasphemes the novel, the author doesn't care. In fact give Author input let the spirit of updates***.