I'm an Actor

I'm an Actor
Contrition


Rossa was silent when she heard Niko's shrill voice and yelled at her, she knew she was wrong, but wasn't Niko 100% right either? He just wants to fix his household which is now on the brink of destruction, he realizes that he desperately needs Niko for now and beyond, only Niko who Rossa wants, nothing else.


Let's say Rossa is selfish, but for now, she really has to fight for Niko because it's not just for her, but for the baby in her stomach as well, there are other lives that need a father in the future, and Rossa believes that Niko is the most suitable man for the position.


"I just want our child to be born in a position of complete parents, harmonious, and can be a role model in the future. Is that wrong?" lirih Rossa.


"What kind of forest, you think in the future he won't know if his mother ever cheated on him" said Niko.


Rossa and Niko continue to argue about who is the most guilty among them, even though there is no innocent between the two, they just defend their own ego to maintain their self-esteem and as if their opponent is the most guilty and he is the most hurt.


While Jessika could only stare lazily at her unrelenting husband and wife, she was a fool between two selfish people.


"I'll be out for a while to meet the consumers, call me when you're done arguing," jessika said as she hurriedly left the two people who had now suddenly stopped the debate because they were embarrassed by Jessika's insinuation.


They seem to forget that they are currently in the workspace Jessika which is located not far from the boutique owned by women who always look fashionable, but casually they shout at each other, but with each other, each other pulled veins in his throat to spill his anger and annoyance at their partner who supposedly because he no longer loved each other.


"Honey, where are you going? I'm sorry!" chase after Niko when she begins to realize that Jessika has been the only spectator of a fight between herself and Rossa.


"Don't interfere in my business, our business is just a child in your stomach, that's all, so stop taking care of my business!" niko's index finger pointed towards Rossa's face which spontaneously immediately retreated a few steps because he felt shocked, as long as he knew Niko, this time he received such bad treatment from Niko, the stone he received, he felt humiliated and hurt to accept all that, but strangely, being treated as such, did not make Rossa undo her intention to take back Niko's attention and love, it was precisely that feeling was burning more and more in his chest and more and more blazing.


"You changed, I don't know you anymore" said Rossa half-mumbled but could still be heard by Niko and Jessika who were still stuck in her office because Niko scuttle her lover's steps.


"Mas, let me go, you better take care of your wife, get your business done first" Jessika said, trying to untie Niko's embrace on her waist that held her back from leaving her room.


"Darling, I don't have any more business with him, my only business with him is just a child's problem, other than that nothing, please don't get mad like this, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, please don't go!" persuaded Niko increasingly tightened his embrace in the body of his lover who always makes ya feel comfortable, no matter if there Rossa looked at him with a very painful feeling.


Watching Niko hugging and talking affectionately with other women really made Rossa's heart ache, his heart was like a paper that was squeezed with all his might so that the tightness made him unable to hold the clear and faint circles from both corners of his eyes.


True people say, if we will really feel that person means a lot if we have felt the loss, and this is what Rossa is feeling, her mind is screaming, great, the regret filled the entire cavity in her soul made her eyes suddenly dark all over, Rossa lost her consciousness, her body shed on the floor of Jessika's workplace which was filled with scattered items, the results of his rampage work were blind.


"Rose!" niko shouted with her wide steps immediately scattering closer to Rossa's body that felt very cold and lying on the cold floor.