I'm an ex-prostitute
Chapters 15.Expelled

It had been a week Mira stayed at the orphanage, she chose the orphanage to turn her mind.Had thought repenting was easy, just no longer committing sins, and just sowing kindness around her. But in fact it is not as easy as Mira imagined.

Problems - problems often arise, not to mention now after everyone knows a lot

gossip - gossip or condescending words that make Mira feel more dwarfed.(sorry yes mba Siti I do not do you)😁🤭

Sitting on the back porch with Fatimah in her spare time, because the children of the home are partly in school.

The toddlers were with their nurses.

Because not the one he spoke to, maybe by telling his complaints to Ms. Fatimah will slightly reduce the burden of his mind.

But before Mira says everything, Fatimah first asks him something.

"May I ask you something, son?" tanyanya Bu fatimah to Mira.

Mira just smiled then nodded slowly.

"When did you do it?"

Mira was astonished to hear the question of Ms. Fatimah, she knew the meaning of the question of Ms. Fatimah.But since when did Bu fatimah know her dirty work.During this time Mira always closed the meeting about her personal life.

Not only because Mira felt she had no more comfortable place besides this orphanage.

For her, Fatimah was a second mother,.

Didn't Mom know Mira worked in the store all this time?why did Fatimah ask that question?

Mira's tongue seemed to be confused to answer it, the initial intention would tell everything with Fatimah Bu instantly collapsed.

When Mira tells the truth, she is too scared when it comes to her dark life.

But when she remembers Siti's words, Mira comes to realize that what she said is true, she must dare to face all if she really wants to change.

"Since mother's death." answered Mira softly with her head lowered, her eyes began to glaze over and hands squeezed each other, as if Mira was in the sickle seat.

What after this Fatimah did not want to accept it anymore.Mira was too prejudiced with everything.

But when a hand embraces her, a warm feeling in her heart.She feels like her mother who has not been holding her.

How much he missed this feeling.

Mira felt the body of the woman holding her tremble, indicating that she was crying.

"I'm sorry, mom, forgive me." On the sidelines of his cry, Fatimah said apologizing, as if he had a mistake.

"Bu Fatimah why?what does this have to do with my past?shouldn't he be mad at me for lying to him, so why even apologize?"

Because carried away by the atmosphere that felt sad Mira also joined in crying, they hugged each other crying for all their own regrets.Until some time they felt tired.

"Mira, my mother apologized". once again Ms. Fatimah said it.

"why do you apologize to Mira, I should be the one apologizing to you." With tears in her eyes Mira said that, she was still confused by Ms. Fatimah's apology.

Until the end, Fatimah told me everything.

Flashbacks.

"What are you doing Brenda, why are you so careless like that?" he said it was full of pressure.

"I'm sorry, I love her and she promised to marry me."

the woman who was one month pregnant was kneeling and crying as much as possible in front of a woman who was none other than fatimah .

"But that doesn't mean you have to give up your chastity before you get married." Fatimah was so sorry for the attitude of Brenda who was too trusting with men.

How stupid the woman in front of him.He already considered her a sister, they were also both orphans.

"then did Mr. Jhon know of your pregnancy?"cecar Fatimah, until he held tightness in his chest.

Brenda shook her head." I can't tell her mba."

"why not?Didn't he promise to marry you?"

"She's getting married to Lyla's mistress

and I can't prevent it."said withholding tightness.

"She was also forced to marry him because of her boss' will, I also thought about the future of the children if Jhon preferred me." Brenda said with tears on her cheeks.

Fatimah was so angry that Jhon did not want to take responsibility for Brenda's pregnancy but instead married another woman.

"Then what are you going to do now?" Fatimah felt she did not know to help him.

"Do you know what the consequences are?"actually Fatimah did not want to say it .

Fatimah tried to remind Brenda if her fate would not be good.Pregnant out of wedlock is the same as tarnishing the good name of the foundation.

Fatimah was afraid that until the news of Brenda's pregnancy, one of the donors remained in the foundation.Because it will have an impact on the continuity of funds in the foundation later.

So with a heavy heart Fatimah was forced to expel him.

"get out of here." Fatimah said with a shaken body.

"Maybe it's best, excuse me mba."He both knelt down and grabbed Brenda's body.If only this time did not carry a large mandate

Fatimah willingly took care of the child with joy, but in reality it is not so.

He also had to think about the future of the other orphanage children.

Fatimah felt a dilemma, she felt like she was in two difficult choices.

"Mba please don't throw me out mba, what about my son later mba." Brenda is sobbing, she just doesn't want her son's fate hanging out in the streets.

Long enough they are in such a position, until finally Brenda decides if she is willing to leave.

"Alright if this is the best, but I want to make a promise to me right now" Brenda said after letting go of their arms.

"Please promise never to tell Jhon that this is his son." Brenda said.

He just didn't want Jhon to know, it would only cause trouble with his marriage.

However, the future of the Orphanage also depends on Lyla's extended family.

Fatimah actually disagrees with Brenda's decision, because after all a child also has the right to know who the father is.

But he also has no right to oppose Brenda's decision.

"Yes, he promised." Fatimah felt heavy saying the sentence.To her was too heavy a promise, what if the child was a woman?that means one day he'll need his father.

Fatimah woke up and went in and out with some money placed in a brown envelope.

"Bring this on, that's all you can help."

"But this is a savings account, I can't take it." Brenda tries to refuse Fatimah's gift.

"It's okay, just if you refuse mba will feel very guilty with you."forced Fatimah, in fact she did not feel the heart to expel the pregnant woman.

Seeing the face of Fatimah, Brenda finally wanted to accept it.She felt if she also actually needed her.

That very night Brenda came out of the house without carrying much stuff, only part of her clothes and important letters, He left with a million beautiful memories in the Orphanage.

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