I'm an ex-prostitute
Chapter 36.The phrase 2

The next night as the twilight light began to sink out of sight.

That night the waves were getting higher, the sea wind was getting colder to the bone.

There is nothing more beautiful than seeing the persistence of the sea that refuses to stop peppering the beach, even though many times have to stay away from the current.

Maybe like that Ardhan who wants to continue to fight for his love.Tak care not with obstacles that many times continue to approach him.

Now her job is to convince Mira of her love, make her focus only on her, eliminate Mira's fear of her past which is one of the causes.

"And, is he coming?"asked Ardhan a tenth time, he said a little lethargic, because it had been almost an hour waiting for the arrival of Mira, but until now, the scent of his body was not smelled.

They were in the car, Ardhan supported his hands.Her spirit began to decrease, different when he was new to arrive.Padahat had a thousand beliefs and preparations just to face Mira.

This time Ardhan did not prepare a romantic atmosphere like a dinner on the beach, or even stringing romantic words.Ardhan will only express what he was in.

"Sabar Ard, it may be jammed in the street." said Dany origin, because previously Siti contacted if she and Mira had left.

Dany spoke without taking her eyes off her Smartphone, because she was bored, Dany prefers to play games.

"Because of you, haa."so because he defeated the enemy, feel proud of his game.

Ardhan is very furious with the behavior of his secretary.Masa ignored, Not to contact or find out the existence of Mira, is cool with his own world.

"Aww.haw..!"Dany complained as an empty mineral water bottle landed on Dany's head.When it froze just grinned, looking at the sharp eyes and the beavering face of Ardhan.

At that moment a matic motorcycle was seen stopping behind their car.

"What's crowded, the base of the pole dare to fool me.I'm even afraid of time to say to Mira."Siti was immediately upset when she found out the location of the beach which was even deserted.

Though if he who can think clearly certainly know that in such hours usually the beach began to deserted visitors.

Back to the two men who were in the car.Knowing who came from the side rearview mirror.Hurry Ardhan immediately expelled his Secretary.

"Hurry out!"Ardhan.

Quickly, Dany got out of the car, she no longer wanted to be targeted by the anger of men who were drunk with love.

"Good night Miss."Dany's greeting to Mira when he was outside, he did not care too much about the girl who was still sitting on his bike.

"She did not greet me at all, terlaluan.Aaa, at least can ask why we are late."sari.

"Come on Miss, Mr. Ardhan is waiting."He said by opening the car door.

"Thank you sir, forgive me for being late."Mira felt guilty.

Dany just smiled, not really wanting to know their reasons until it was too late.after walking away when Mira had entered and closed the door again.

Inside car.

The two people were both frozen, there were a thousand languages, and in their hearts they were filled with the longing of each of them who had enslaved.

For reasons of awkwardness, just be like that.Just be able to hold in their dreams only.

If only I could hold her, then.(hiks.Ardhan)

Brain, why do you even think he wants to hold me.(Miras)

"Yes sir."

"I'm sorry if the atmosphere is like this."Thinking if maybe Mira doesn't like their meeting place.

Mira just smiled, feeling like she did not understand what Ardhan said.

"Master, can I ask you something?"Mira asked, not wanting to continue to be curious, but she was a little scared when she asked him.

"Ask what you want to know" she replied in a soft voice

"Is it because of me?"

Why can I be so confident when I ask that.

Ardhan only scrunched his forehead, they stared at each other for a while but Ardhan immediately turned his gaze in the other direction.She had not dared to stare for long at Mira's sweet face.

"What do you mean?"asked Ardhan who looked confused.

"On the break-up of the Lord's relationship."He said slowly, hopefully worried.

Hearing that, Ardhan sighed, It is true that the breakup of her and Jessica's engagement was because she loved Mira but that was the main reason because Ardhan did not have the slightest feelings for Jessica.

"Yes, it's because of you.Once again because I still love you.I can't force this heart to love Jessica."He said directly honestly.

"Sorry I can't erase this feeling Mira.So please be my lover or even if you want we can get married immediately."Said Ardhan earnestly, during this time Ardhan could not forget the figure of Mira.

If Mira never came back though, maybe Ardhan will still put Mira's name in her heart.

Because Mira is the second woman who has always been in Ardhan's mind after her mother.

Mira who had been silent since then, immediately looked up.She was so shocked when Ardhan talked about marriage.

"What the master is aware of when talking, or the master forgets that only one day your engagement relationship is canceled." the voice of Mira who began to hoarse.

"Then what will the public respond to if they find out you are in a relationship with me now."Mira said this time her eyes started to glaze over.

But in his heart admitted that he also could not forget Ardhan.But somehow his tongue seemed to be a joke, it was very difficult to confess.

There is a rumble in Mira's heart today, why it feels so different from what it used to be when Ardhan expressed his love for the first time.

"You must know what will happen later.I will definitely be considered a cheap woman again."This time Mira's cry broke.She was traumatized by the insult.

"I'm sorry Mir, I don't mean that."Ardhan grabs Mira's trembling hand, grasping it tightly.again Mira's past becomes his stumbling block.

"Please Mir, look at me only.I love you.I don't care about your past."Ardhan said he was sorry, he really did not know anymore to convince Mira.

Until the idea just pops out of his brain, the idea is self-harming.

"Well, if this is the best_."

Seriate...

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