
Ayana looked at Adnan when the car stopped "Thank you for always driving me home, but your work is still a lot but you still had time to take me home"
Adnan shuffles his girlfriend's hair slowly "Adnan is a mess "
"Ga anything I like, you're beautiful like this "
"Just keep my hair can't be messy like this "Ayana justifies her hair while looking at the mirror.
"Yes I'm home. Be careful later on "
"Dear, I'll pick you up again at 8. I'll talk to your mom later "
"Yes I'm waiting for you, yeah"
"Yes dear "
After Adnan kissed her forehead Ayana got out of the car and into the alley. Indeed Adnan always deliver it up the alley only because his house is at the corner must walk first.
But sometimes Adnan also stopped by his house and his mother would be excited. After Adnan came home his mother always talked to the neighbors if it was his former candidate who was rich.
I actually like to be ashamed of Mom's behavior like that. It's nothing Mother always overestimates everything. If I had advised him, he would have been angry with me and I would have been beaten.
If you want to know, my mother doesn't like me. I'm always getting hit especially if I don't give money. I'll definitely be beaten. Mom said I was a son of a fucking carrier.
"Assalamualaikum Bu "Ayanna opened the door slowly.
"Walaikumsalam" answered Ayana's mother with a ketus.
"Mom should buy rice, stock your sister and also other needs where money. Quickly give Mom money now "
Ayana's sitting on her ass in a single seat"Mother instead of Ayana not want to give Mom money, but just Ayana last week gave Mom 3 million for a month Mom. Ayana also has other needs, Ayana must also nabung Bu. Later if Ayana's marriage must also have money. It's not possible Adnan's money is all ma'am. I work too"
"Akh, you're the same mother's own calculations. You must also be given money with your rich girlfriend, where maybe just your salary is sure you are also given the same ration. Udahlah ngaku, same mother herself was a stingy new 3 million just been tapped 'already tipped-legg kayak gini" angry Mother while folding her hands.
Ayana massaged her dizzy forehead "Bu dengerin Ayana, Ayanas salary is not as big as I thought. And Adnan also did not give money to Ayana. Ayana does not want if she is given money with Adnan, she is not who Ayana is. Ayana is just her boyfriend is not her wife Mom, so Ayana is not entitled to receive money from Adnan" Ayana tries to tell her mother. Actually Ayana had often told this to her mother but her mother never understood.
"If you have a rich girlfriend, it is useful not to be pretentious to accept but need. You are very bego yes so the child should have a girlfriend a lot of money like that let alone your own boss asks for as much money, ask for this buyin anyway all, all, not every Adnan here surely you refuse every item he gives, turn food taken, food for what we can also buy ourselves"
"I'm cape ma'am, Ayana rest first huh"
Ayana stared at the broom handle that was lying down. Looked at his mother and went into the room. Not arguing with his mother over this matter. Too often his mother does this, so he's used to it too.
At high school, Ayana was also humiliated by her mother at school because of Ayana against the people who oppress her. It is wrong to defend yourself.
Ayana thought her mother would defend her all-out, but there was even me alone who was hit all-out with Mom until my uniform was torn and it was really embarrassing.
Ayana laid her body. Remember the times when Ayana was humiliated by her own mother. I'll tell you a little about my life in the past. It's a little sad but it doesn't matter that I've made peace with the past.
the flashback
5 Years ago
Ayana who just got raided is shocked by the car horn"Be careful not to block our way, the road is on the edge not in the middle"
Ayana obediently shifted and the car drove quickly. Ayana's feeling was walking on the sidelines not in the middle. Ayana shrugged her shoulders and walked back.
"Ayana "bag bruk thrown towards Ayana's face.
"Bring this my bag, don't let the expensive blisters you won't be able to replace"
Ayana instead threw back the bag, towards the face of the woman who had been disrespectful to him"Ayana you dare ya same I "
"Why Sintia really I should always obey you. Is he here I'm your babu ? Not me here, the school for the need of knowledge is not to be your lackey" Ayana who was upset always oppressed finally fought back too.
"Do not be too pretentious, you can also go to school here because of the scholarship, you can be expelled from here because you have denied my words. Bring the bag before I get mad at you"
"Thank you I still have my pride. You have a school, not. I went to school here because of a scholarship, but that doesn't mean you have the right to trample on me. I also have self-esteem you only have self-esteem"
Ayana stepped back even Ayana jumped over the bag. The bag still on the floor "Ayana" cried Sintia in annoyance.
Sintia grabbed Ayana's hair, but Ayana did not want to lose she also grabbed Sintia's hair as hard even Ayana bit Sintia's hand. So upset Ayana at this annoying Sintia's behavior.
For 2 more years I should always be underestimated by him even by many people. I know they're rich but what's the need to treat people don't have this. Though all this time I have always been proud of this school, but the teacher never defended me. I just want to be appreciated in this school.
When my patience is gone then I will act like this. I won't give up any more no matter what. Want me to get kicked out, I'll never care. I don't want to be trampled again by all of them. I will prove to them that I can fight too. Even though I have nothing.