
1 month later.
Ayana vomiting. Ayana held her aching head. Ayana really does not know about this situation. Why are you suddenly vomiting like this.
"I have to go to the doctor, I'm afraid I'm pregnant. Whose son am I carrying, I'm so scared"
Ayana cleansed her face and came out from inside the bathroom. Ayana rushed to change her clothes and will leave right now. Ayana doesn't want to procrastinate anymore.
Ayana is now not too afraid of strangers. Moreover, Ayana did not want to trouble Fabian. Ayana still lives at Fabian's house, but Ayana wants to leave, but Fabian always holds her back.
Later there will also be time Ayana left, Ayana is not possible at home Fabian continues. Ayana knows that Ayana will not continue to trouble Fabian.
Kasian Fabian has helped him too much. Ayana is a lot of trouble and Ayana does not want Fabian to get carried away. Kasian Fabian if it's like that.
Ayana went to the hospital alone. Once there Ayana went straight to the receptionist to be able to meet with the obstetrician. Ayana wants this to end quickly. Ayana wants to know the truth right now.
"Please wait there, you will be called Yes Mom"
"Good sister "
Ayana sits not too far away, Ayana sees a pregnant woman and her husband who will definitely check the womb.
Ayana could only smile at this sight. They look so happy. Especially with her husband who rubs her stomach continues the wife is very romantic.
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"Adnan let's eat first I will bribe, you should eat you always miss lunch. That's not very well to know"
"All right, Fira "
Fira eagerly approached Adnan and fed him. Adnan took every bribe Fira gave him. No more rejection, Fira is so happy to find Adnan who has changed like never before who is jutek and always rejects him.
"So when do you want to come to Papi's house, we make marriage, do not disappoint me again you have agreed to marry me" asked Fira wanted to find a real answer.
"Yes, I'll be at your house tonight, Fira, so just relax, I won't deny it again. I'll go to your Papi's house and talk to him all. I won't disappoint you again. I'll marry you and you won't run away again"
Fira who heard it was very relieved, finally Adnan wanted to come to his house. This is what Fira wanted from the beginning, Adnan came and proposed to him directly "Well I wait for your arrival with aunt Linda yes, I have no patience. I've been waiting for that for a long time "
"Yes "
Why Adnan suddenly agreed and like accepting Fira actually Adnan wanted to reply to what Ayana did. And wanted to make Ayana's heart hurt by seeing herself married to Fira.
Adnan knew Ayana would be very devastated, Ayana alone could do husband and wife relationship with other men. Why Adnan can not marry another woman, just look Adnan will prove to Ayana, if Adnan can live without Ayana and happy without Ayana too.
Adnan is so angry at Ayana and does not want to find out about the truth, does not want to know everything. Yang Adnan knows Ayana is cheating and that's something that Adnan can't forgive at any time.
Although Adnan loved Ayana very much even now, but all of it was covered with disappointment that Ayana had given that Ayana had also inscribed. Anyway what Ayana did can never be forgotten Adnan even forgiven.
Even until now Adnan has never loved Fira, 1 month has passed but still Adnan can never accept Fira. But for the sake of avenging all what Ayana did Adnan will do will marry Fira will make Ayana realize that Ayana is not a special woman in her heart.
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"Congratulations, Miss Ayana, you're pregnant for 3 weeks"
Ayana who heard him was shocked and afraid, this is the child who should hold accountable who is Adnan's son or the son of a jerk, Ayana was very upset.
"Mom, are you okay"
Ayana who regained consciousness immediately looked at the doctor "I'm fine doctor, yes I'm fine"
"Well this I prescribe vitamins and also drugs nausea and dizziness. I can go straight to the place of drug redemption. Congratulations on the pregnancy of Bu Ayana "
"Thank you Doctor"
"Sama-sama" Ma'am"
Ayana walked out of the room, thinking about whose child this was. Whether Ayana should defend it, but not Ayana is impossible to eliminate the child in her stomach Ayana has a heart. Ayana wasn't that cruel and Ayana would take this child away.
Ayana will go all the way, forget her past Adnan everything will Ayana forget. Ayana will return to her life. There was money from Adnan at that time there was still dowry money and also the jewelry was still there, so Ayana could use it for her life.
Ayana was not crying at all. Ayana did not want to cry over her pregnancy, this is something God gave Ayana. All this time Ayana does not have a family, so now Ayana must be excited.
Ayana will have a child and this is Ayana's only family besides Fabian. Ayana must live for him Ayana must be able to spirit and open a new page with her son. Ayana will talk to Fabian if Ayana will go and start her life again.
Ayana wants to feel life with her two children later, arranging everything together. Ayana will have a family, Ayana will have a theme. Ayana is so happy.
After redeeming the medicine Ayana stops the taxi, she goes to Fabian's new office. Fabian opened his own corporate office. He really proved to everyone that he can without having to work at Adnan's place.
Indeed, when Fabian was out many friends Fabian who regretted that Fabian out of the office, Fabian, though Fabian already has a pretty good position but now Fabian has proven that he can rise alone.
"Yes Fabian I want to talk to you about something"
"Yes Ayana sat down first, let's go "
Ayana just nods her head and follows Fabian's direction, after they face off then Ayana now speaks, talking about what she wants to do.
"Is there anything you seem to want to talk to me about seriously Ayana "
"I can't keep living with you Fabian, I can't keep hitching a ride on your house. Thank you for all your help to me Fabian. I owe you so much but please let me live with my own efforts. I'll go far away I don't want to be in this city I'll disappear and I'll never come back here again, in this city it's too painful for me "
Fabian who heard that was clearly shocked, he did not expect that Ayana would say something like this. Fabian doesn't want Ayana to get away from him. It's nothing Ayana has no one, while her parents like that they don't accept Ayana. They just want Ayana's money.
"But why am I here, if you want let's move in with me. I'll go with you don't go alone I won't. I'll never leave you Ayana"
Ayana shook her head "You don't come with me, I'm not okay to go alone I will definitely be strong. I can't if I have to stay here the memories will continue to ring deep in my head. Even I won't be calm if I live here, help Fabian, I promise I'll always call you, but don't you ever look for my whereabouts. I don't want you to do that "
"Keep if I want to see you how Ayana is. I don't want ya suddenly split like this and you don't tell me where your address is"
"Later after I'm ready I'll tell you everything, I'll tell you my address, but now please let me be alone first to calm my heart, to open this new chapter in my life, help me help you understand Fabian as well"
With a heavy heart, Fabian finally made this decision. Fabian will allow Ayana to leave but on one condition Fabian will take Ayana to the station "But I'll take you to the station or maybe if you want to go any further I'll take you to the airport. How do you agree I promise never to look for you. But please one day tell me again I won't calm down if I don't know what you're doing"
Ayana immediately smiled hearing all that "Yes I promise to tell you. I promise one day I'll be back but I don't know when I can come back and forget everything. Thank you for being my best friend and being able to understand me, even when I'm in trouble you're always there for me Fabian"
"I'll always be there for you Ayana. I'll never leave you may I hug only this time for Ayana's farewell "
Ayana nodded her head, for her final farewell. Fabian hugged Ayana tightly spilling everything in that embrace. Fabian even cried to the point of not expecting Ayana to leave.
Actually Fabian was comfortable living with Ayana, someone accompanied him but yes already this decision Ayana Fabian can not continue to bind Ayana. Here Ayana is just his friend not his wife.
Initially Fabian was going to marry Ayana, but still come to think of it Fabian was afraid that Ayana would be offended. Moreover, he had a trauma that Fabian did not want to be rash, but now Ayana has made her decision and Fabian still does not dare to say that Fabian will marry her.
Hopefully someday if they meet again Fabian will say everything, will marry Ayana and make Ayana happy. Fabian won't let go of Ayana again.
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Ayana brought her makeshift things. Fabian, who had just returned home, approached Ayana and gave her a brown envelope.
"This is what Fabian"
"This is my stock, save the money well who knows you will need. Later in the city you will be difficult to find a job. I don't want you to trouble Ayana "
"I'll still have money, it's in my bag where there's money and also jewelry that I put on you at the time, don't you bother Fabian you've helped me too much thank you "push Ayana while rewinding the envelope again.
But Fabian immediately shook his head "Don't accept this money, it's for you. Who knows, you'll need it later. Life won't be one year two years three years but long. Use this money for your needs, because the money in your bag will certainly run out quickly later you are there to rent a house, buy groceries, buy groceries, looking for a job to and fro you will really need money so do not reject this money yes"
"Well one day I'll replace Fabian, I promise it's just you"
"Not to think about it. I don't need this money replaced that I need you to come back here and forget all your past, your trauma was I actually wanted to report this matter to the police station but you kept banning me, so I couldn't do anything about it. I pray that your life will always be happy there"
"Thank you Fabian. Thank you for everything you do for me"
Once again they hugged, after which Fabian brought Ayana's bag and delivered her to the station. He said Ayana wanted to take the train but Fabian did not know where Ayana would go, even Ayana's ticket was ordered hopefully one day Fabian will be able to find Ayana wherever Ayana is.
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Ayana who was already inside the carriage stared out the window, smilingly staring at the city that had once been a silent witness of her life. When Ayana becomes a schoolboy, when Ayana works, when Ayana starts to fall in love, even when Ayana is married to Adnan. This city is a silent witness where the matter of Ayana's life and even married life was never happy.
There was always a trial in her life, maybe Ayana had felt happy but not for long, just a moment maybe even a moment and after Ayana would feel her life was unfair again.
Ayana will leave this city. Ayana did not know when and if this wound would heal. Ayana doesn't know but Ayana will always remember this city.
Because here is Fabian, his best friend, the most important person in his life. Fabian from the time when school was always there for him even always helped him when Ayana was in trouble Fabian was the first to come forward.
Ayana rubbed her tears without permission to flow and rubbed her stomach after "We will live together dear. My mother will always love you. Mama will not reveal who your father is the most important you are Mama's blood and you were born by Mama. We'll rise together, baby"
"We're going to live this life together. May you always be strong yes son and can be an encouragement Mama later. My mom has no one else. Mama will always hold out for you Mama will never complain whatever her circumstances dear "
Ayana was now hugging her still flat stomach. Hopefully in the new city Ayana will not feel what she has felt in this city, hopefully his life will be happier again more colorful and the people there can accept the existence of Ayana.
Ayana just wants to live a happy life, not much that Ayana asks for, no one hates her or bothers her life is enough.
Ayana will forget her love, leaving her love here. Adnan is his past and Adnan is his first love and Adnan is a good person for him.
Ayana left everything here, her heart that once flowered by Adnan will leave Ayana here too. Ayana's just gonna take this baby.
"I'm sure my life will be fine"