I'm his mother
23.Bereft

Abra again had to swallow disappointment when he left the simple house owned by Bu Marni who now had different ownership.

"We've been living here for two months, sir. And the previous owner had already moved out of town. But moving where, I also do not know because I happen to be a stranger in this city,"

The explanation of the new homeowner made Abra's mind increasingly confused. Not to mention his worry about Namira's current state.

The struggle during childbirth is not easy and must be passed with patience. Not to mention the pain he had to receive for hours until finally their baby could be born into the world safely and healthily.

"Why did you just leave? Even when your condition has not fully recovered. Where are you Namira?why leave immediately before I explain what my plan will be like in the future" Abra murmured in his heart.

Feeling that his body was too tired, Abra finally decided to go home to the hospital and stay there with his son.

Fatigue and also the fear of losing the mother of the baby was immediately lost when looking at her face in a mini version.

"Why is your mother so willing to leave you like this. Even when he has not seen how you look, son," Abra murmured again as he looked at the tiny face.

Abra again remembered the words spoken by Namira that he wrote in a piece of paper that he left behind.

["I have fulfilled my duty, sir. And now I'm leaving according to our contract."]

A very strange word for a message left by a mother who will leave the child she just gave birth to.

But Abra did not want to think about that. Right now, his focus was only on that baby alone. The baby he and his extended family have been waiting for for for years.

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While Namira himself is currently on a train that goes to the city of Bandung to catch up with the mother who had moved there first.

Two months ago, the house he had been living in with his mother and late father was forced to be sold because there were still loan sharks who collect the debt of his late father.

Although it was hard to release a house full of memories, but in the end the house was sold also to cover the debt of the father.

Namira himself does not have the money to pay off all that debt. But in order to keep the mother does not suspect where the source of the money.

Namira also had to pura pura did not have money and was forced to agree to the mother's advice to sell the house.

Namira also suggested to Bu Marni to move to Bandung. Where there is a money house can be lived by the two of them later.

And again, Namira had to go back to lying when the mother asked about the status of the house.

Although it is true that his friend's house, but Namira bought it when Namira found out about it from the school group who reported that one of their friends would sell the house in Bandung.

Namira immediately contacted the friend to ask about the sale of the house and immediately processed the sale of the house after his friend told him if the house had not been purchased.

Namira also promised to take care of her documents later after her employment contract was completed and returned from out of town where she currently works.

And my friend didn't mind. And now he is on his way to the city where he will start a new life with his mother.

"May you always be in the protection of Allah. May both of your parents give you their love. Forgive Mamah Nak, forgive Mamah for not being able to participate in your growth and development." lirih Namira stared at the expanse of rice fields that he was passing through at this time.

Namira could only cry in silence, lamenting the misfortune of her fate that had to be willing to leave her son when she had not seen the tiny face.

But what can be said, all of it must be done for the sake of a responsibility that he must fulfill.

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While elsewhere...

Abra stared at the handsome face that looked so much like him. Never imagined before if he would have a child also after Alma lost her uterus due to cyst disease that never healed.

Until the final decision was taken by lifting the woman's uterus to be free from cysts that for years attacked her uterus.

Although the sense of happiness was so felt by Abra. But it is undeniable there is one feeling of anxiety and also worry when his memory returns to the figure who has given his successor.

Where until now, Abra still has not found news about him.

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[*Flash Back off*]

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["We have past stories here...God willing after Lebaran we will continue with the story of the present Namira, Abra and also the little Darren.

How a mother who wants to get her son back when she finds that her son does not get the affection she had hoped for."]