I'm his mother
05.Past Times

After parking his motorbike in the simple rumaj page, Namira immediately went inside while saying hello.

The arrival of the girl was warmly welcomed by the mother who had been the purpose of life of a Namira Shahra.qa

The smile of the middle-aged woman was like a cure of all the fatigue that had been felt by ole Namira.

Even for the sake of maintaining a warm smile and reconcile it, Namira was willing to sacrifice herself by selling honor and also the child who for 9 months she was born in her womb.

Even though all the sacrifices paid off with the mother who could survive and finally be able to smile again but still.

Heart injury because he had to give up the son he had been carrying to be with the biological father and also the mother to connect for the baby until this moment is still imprinting.

And maybe it will never disappear even though Namira died though.Wind it feels angry and protest at the creator, who is so toying with his fate line.

Where he must have a father who is a heavy gambler.Yang make himself and the mother must live like a fugitive.Go anywhere there is always someone looking to collect his father's debt.

And now that the father is gone, Namira still has to be shackled with the past where she will not be as confident as before if there is someone who tries to be close to her.

Not a few men who approached Namira at this time, starting from his college friends first and some neighboring ank who put their hearts on him.

But Namira knew enough herself that she was not a full-fledged woman to confidently accept every approaching opposite sex.

That is why until the age of 25 years, Namira is still reluctant to open up and heart to the opposite sex.

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After completing his homework, Namira returned to the room to rate the children's books.

Namira was again fixated when he saw a notebook called Derren Adhijaya.His attention returned to the incident last afternoon.

Where Namira saw the face of Abra in Darren.Namira was so sure if the child was his son who 6 years ago he gave up to be raised by Abra and his wife.

Shortness of feeling when remembering the events of 6 years ago where she had to lose her purity and conceive a child that is not from her rightful husband in order to save the life of the mother.

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🌸 [Flash Back 6 years ago.].

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"Hate a child for me and I will give you a very large sum of money,"

Degs...

A room that can not be carelessly entered by outsiders outside the interests of the office.

Even ordinary employees who have worked there for a long time were only a few people who were given the opportunity to visit the mysterious room.

"Ma_meaning Sir?ba_how ya? Sorry, I don't understand" replied Namira nervously.

"I need a child.But unfortunately because of his illness, my wife will never be able to get pregnant.Then from that, I need another woman to conceive my child to be the heir of all the companies I build,"clearly Abra was sitting casually in her oversized seat.

Namira's body froze while listening to Abra's explanation of his offer.Although life is very tight and sometimes even less but never the slightest thought by Namira to sell the child he was carrying.

What the craziest thing Namira has ever heard in her entire life right now.She did not expect that I had anyone do something this crazy.

"Sorry sir, but I can't" Namira refused.

"Why can't it?do you know, if the money I'm going to give can support your life for the next 10 years.Not to mention, you will be able to give whatever your whole family needs,"

"But still, I can't,"

"Alright, this offer will be valid until next week, think well, not until you regret having rejected it,"

"If there are no more interests, I'm sorry sir," replied Namira who immediately resigned because she did not want to be involved in the strange conversation.

Abra himself just cleared his throat to respond to Namira's words that immediately berbit without answering his request.

Abra just stared coldly at Namira's back which had now disappeared behind the door of his room.

Abra also resumed his work as well as Namira who did not want to take a headache with the offer given by his superior.

While elsewhere it appears some people are blocking a motorcycle ride by two middle-aged people who have just returned from the market.

"What's this about?who are you and why are you blocking our way?"ask the middle-aged woman who was sitting on a motorbike brought by her husband.

"Don't ask a lot of Mom, we just want to collect the debt Mr. Yadi has not paid for two months,"said one of the men standing in front of the motorbike brought by the middle-aged man named Yadi.

"debt?what debt?"asked his wife Pak Yadi again, looking confused.

Panicked for fear that the wife knew of him who was still playing gambling, Pak Yadi also plugged the motor gas he wore to break through the man.

With full speed, Pak Yadi drove his motorbike away from the person.And because of the rush, Pak Yadi did not pay attention to the vehicle from another direction until the collision could not be avoided anymore.