I'm Just a Substitute
a tenuous relationship
Once in the room, Eden became upset on her own. "As long as he's amnesiac I've been trying to do my best, so that I have good memories with him. But he remembers my ugliness more than my kindness to him. I don't know how else to deal with it? Back in the dining room he didn't want to look at me at all and just looked down! He seems to hate me so much, it seems so anti if you look at me. I'd better keep my distance from him in the meantime. If I force him too much he thinks of running away again!", thought Eden who had mistakenly thought. It turned out that last night at dinner, although seemingly indifferent and cold, Eden was quietly watching Tiara. The lowered Tiara held back her crying was thought to hate her, so she was completely unwilling to look at him.
Finally, the couple Tiara and Eden who both like to keep everything in the heart, both misunderstand, as a result of the relationship both increasingly tenuous and distant, because both of them are busy with their respective minds that have gone wrong.
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"I know our family is guilty of you Tiara! So it's out of place if I ask for your help. But please look at our relationship, I hope you will forgive father, father now also has a receipt, his business has also gone bankrupt, actually father has got his payback. I hope you can take care of all of Dad's admins at the hospital. After I get home, I'll take care of it myself. You know for yourself that you can never take care of anything, while Bella doesn't want to know the state of the father anymore. While I want to ask for help bi Mery, aunt Mery is in Europe" said Rico pleaded by telephone.
Tiara finally agreed to Rico's request. Tiara really did not expect the circumstances of her foster father could be like that. Tiara did hate Wijayanto, but she never expected Wijayanto to end up like that. Even when he used to decide to accept Rico, his goal was to just want his adoptive father to feel what it was like to lose someone expected. But fate says otherwise, finally because of amnesia, he did not do his plan. In retrospect, Tiara was now grateful that she did not do her plan, would she not, instead, use Rico instead? Then how different he is from his adoptive father, if he does that. Though all this time he always only considered Rico was the best brother he had.
Tiara, whose feelings are sensitive, finally remembered his childhood, at least Wijayanto is good and also doting on him, when his efforts have not regressed. What Wijayanto bought for Bella, he always bought for Tiara. Even when he was a child, Wijayanto prided himself more than Bella, which made Mita and Bella eventually dislike Tiara. Wijayanto also always defended him, if Mita and Bella scolded him.
"Maybe my father used me because he was forced to because of circumstances. People who are already tight-lipped can usually do anything" thought Tiara who finally forgave Wijayanto's mistakes,
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Even Tiara felt that after experiencing amnesia, finally her relationship with Eden improved and even they lived a beautiful life. "Saying the wise, sometimes we need not know, we should not have to find out. If only I were amnesiac, maybe right now.my life would still be beautiful and happy, I always thought Eden loved me so much. Maybe I even went honeymoon with Eden! And dad will always be the hero in my heart" Tiara regretted.
"But after realizing I had to accept the fact, Eden probably just felt guilty, so be nice to me at that time, not because she loved me. Never once has he expressed love to me. Even I seem to often cultivate the words of love. How humiliating! I read most of John M's books. Gottman", thought Tiara as she stared dejectedly at the book she was carrying moved room as well.
"Free! for another man you may be working, but not for master Eden!", Tiara said to the book, taking the book and throwing it into an empty drawer, venting her frustration. Eventually Tiara had a hard night to sleep, and the next day Tiara woke up late.
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Tiara walked into the dining room in shame, only this time she woke up bad luck. "It's a good thing that Mr. Nugroho hasn't come back" Tiara thought to himself.
There was only Bi Ana in the dining room, Eden was completely invisible. Although Tiara woke up late, but usually at half-eight, Eden was still sitting relaxed in the dining room while coffee. But today it is not visible. The thing that made Tiara even more disappointed and sad, because he felt Eden avoid him constantly.
"Eden today set out quickly, because there is a lot of work Tiara. Understandably end of the year, it is usually busy" said bi Ana who like to know the contents of Tiara's heart only.
" Oh." said Tiara briefly and pretended not to be affected by the notice bi Ana.
"It's okay Tiara, you're pregnant, sometimes it's easier to feel tired" said bi Ana.
"Finished eating later I'll go visit father bi. Kemaren brother Rico asked me to help take care of the admin at the hospital first, while waiting for Brother Rico back to Indonesia", said Tiara asked permission bi Ana. "Father suffered a bi stroke", continued Tiara again.
"Bella?", asked bi Ana confused, why did Rico instead ask Tiara for help, not Bella. Especially after hearing the story of Eden who said that Rico used to want to take Tiara away. And Mery also told him that Rico also liked Tiara, and Wijayanto had promised to marry Rico and Tiara.
"Bella doesn't want to know the situation at all, said sister Rico", Tiara said.
"Do you need to accompany aunt?", asked bi Ana offer.
"I can go alone bi, bi Ana does not need to bother", said Tiara refused subtly. However Tiara was worried that Mita would speak carelessly.
"All right! But you asked to be delivered Mr. Yanto! aunt won't blame Eden later!", break up Ana.
Tiara just nodded her ass, but in Tiara's heart her mind was different. "Bi Ana doesn't know that Eden doesn't care about me, even if she cares, she only cares about the child I bear" Tiara thought in a sad heart.
Of course Tiara did not know that Eden departed quickly precisely because he thought Tiara avoided him, so Eden finally decided to leave quickly so that Tiara could be freer in the mansion!
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Fortunately, when he arrived at the ward of Wijayanto Tiara, he was not greeted with spicy words Mita as usual.
Rico had told his mother that Tiara would help administer Wijayanto out of the hospital. Mita finally tried to resist the dissatisfaction of Eden's actions in her husband's company. Wijayanto, who had undergone therapy, was finally able to get up and sit in a wheelchair. Wijayanto stared at Tiara's arrival happily.
"Near! Forgive me, said Wijayanto slowly.
Tiara who looked at Wijayanto's state, her heart immediately decayed instantly, as soon as she saw her adoptive father who had become thin, and was sitting helplessly on a wheelchair. His foster father even looked so old.
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